{"id":3908,"date":"2013-05-08T20:24:43","date_gmt":"2013-05-08T17:24:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mummila.net\/kommentit\/?p=3908"},"modified":"2013-05-08T20:24:43","modified_gmt":"2013-05-08T17:24:43","slug":"my-top-three-reasons-not-to-are","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/kommentit\/2013\/05\/08\/my-top-three-reasons-not-to-are\/","title":{"rendered":"My top three reasons not to are"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Can&#8217;t say what&#8217;d be the why for you, just what it is for me. My top three reasons (and the only ones I can think of off the top of my head) not to are:<\/p>\n<p>1) Not wanting to bring the hurt on those who care about me (I know after I&#8217;m gone it won&#8217;t matter to me, but until then it does)<br \/>\n2) Fear of physical pain in the process and of the possibility of failure in the attempt<br \/>\n3) That I believe life truly is random which, though most of the time painful, also means I can&#8217;t know the future. By chance, they might come up with Awesome New Working Happiness Drug\/Therapy tomorrow, and had I killed myself today, I&#8217;d miss trying it. Or I might save someone&#8217;s life; someone who does value theirs. Would&#8217;ve made it worth it I struggled until then, and I&#8217;m still as free to end it after that.<\/p>\n<p>Only #1 would alone suffice, #2 and #3 I use just to supplement it. If I didn&#8217;t have anyone who mattered to me (and vice versa), #2 and #3 even put together probably wouldn&#8217;t keep me here.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Not wanting to bring the hurt, fear of physical pain and the possibility of failure, and that I can&#8217;t know the future.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3922],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3908","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-aiheeton","sijainti-reddit"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/kommentit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3908","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/kommentit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/kommentit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/kommentit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/kommentit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3908"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/kommentit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3908\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3910,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/kommentit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3908\/revisions\/3910"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/kommentit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3908"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/kommentit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3908"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/kommentit\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3908"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}