{"id":1031,"date":"2005-03-05T11:52:54","date_gmt":"2005-03-05T09:52:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=1031"},"modified":"2011-10-09T10:58:07","modified_gmt":"2011-10-09T07:58:07","slug":"1031","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2005\/03\/05\/1031\/","title":{"rendered":"Fantasia"},"content":{"rendered":"

Vii\u00adme\u00adai\u00adkai\u00adset puhee\u00adni tun\u00adtu\u00advat her\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4\u00adneen hie\u00adman huol\u00adta kans\u00adsaih\u00admi\u00adsis\u00ads\u00e4, mik\u00e4 on toi\u00adsaal\u00adta taas todel\u00adla syd\u00e4n\u00adt\u00e4\u00adl\u00e4m\u00admit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4 osoi\u00adtus sii\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 maa\u00adil\u00admas\u00adsa on v\u00e4lit\u00adt\u00e4\u00admis\u00adt\u00e4 ja hyvi\u00e4, herk\u00adki\u00e4 ihmi\u00adsi\u00e4. Toi\u00adsaal\u00adta se taas aiheut\u00adtaa minus\u00adsa hie\u00adman syyl\u00adli\u00adsyy\u00adden\u00adtun\u00adto\u00adja, sil\u00adl\u00e4 vaik\u00adka huo\u00adli ei ole\u00adkaan t\u00e4y\u00adsin aihee\u00adton\u00adta, voi se, etten ole kir\u00adjoit\u00adta\u00adnut suo\u00adra\u00adnai\u00adses\u00adti t\u00e4s\u00adm\u00e4l\u00adlis\u00adt\u00e4 tie\u00adtoa sen aiheel\u00adli\u00adsuu\u00adden m\u00e4\u00e4\u00adr\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4, hyvin\u00adkin joh\u00adtaa huo\u00adleh\u00adti\u00admi\u00adsen m\u00e4\u00e4\u00adr\u00e4n kas\u00adva\u00admi\u00adsen suu\u00adrem\u00admak\u00adsi kuin on aiheel\u00adlis\u00adta. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Itse\u00adtu\u00adhoi\u00adsia aja\u00adtuk\u00adsia<\/a> minul\u00adla on ollut masen\u00adnuk\u00adsen alus\u00adta asti (eli jo vuo\u00adsia), mut\u00adta toi\u00adsaal\u00adta min\u00e4 en ole v\u00e4him\u00adm\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n m\u00e4\u00e4\u00adrin impul\u00adsii\u00advi\u00adnen ihmi\u00adnen (pait\u00adsi ehk\u00e4 tosis\u00adsa\u00adni suut\u00adtues\u00adsa\u00adni), eli en mis\u00ads\u00e4\u00e4n vai\u00adhees\u00adsa ole pit\u00e4\u00adnyt kovin toden\u00adn\u00e4\u00adk\u00f6i\u00adse\u00adn\u00e4 sel\u00adlais\u00adta, ett\u00e4 teki\u00adsin itsel\u00adle\u00adni mit\u00e4\u00e4n jos\u00adsain het\u00adkel\u00adli\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4 ep\u00e4\u00adtoi\u00advon puus\u00adkas\u00adsa tai olo\u00adsuh\u00adtei\u00adden \u00e4kil\u00adli\u00adsen\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n, kur\u00adjem\u00adpaan suun\u00adtaan muut\u00adtu\u00admi\u00adsen takia. Olen avo\u00adhoi\u00addos\u00adsa, eli sy\u00f6n l\u00e4\u00e4k\u00adkei\u00adt\u00e4 ja k\u00e4yn s\u00e4\u00e4n\u00adn\u00f6l\u00adli\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4 psy\u00adko\u00adte\u00adra\u00adpias\u00adsa enk\u00e4 aio ryh\u00adty\u00e4 edes suun\u00adnit\u00adte\u00adle\u00admaan mit\u00e4\u00e4n t\u00e4s\u00adm\u00e4l\u00adli\u00adsem\u00adpi\u00e4 kei\u00adno\u00adja itse\u00adni h\u00e4vit\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adseen ennen kuin n\u00e4m\u00e4 kei\u00adnot on lop\u00adpuun k\u00e4y\u00adtet\u00adty ja hy\u00f6\u00addyt\u00adt\u00f6\u00admik\u00adsi havait\u00adtu. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Tar\u00adkem\u00admin sanot\u00adtu\u00adna voin tie\u00adtys\u00adti vain teh\u00add\u00e4 par\u00adhaa\u00adni est\u00e4\u00e4k\u00adse\u00adni itse\u00e4\u00adni suun\u00adnit\u00adte\u00adle\u00admas\u00adta mit\u00e4\u00e4n t\u00e4s\u00adm\u00e4l\u00adlis\u00adt\u00e4; het\u00adkel\u00adli\u00adsi\u00e4 haa\u00advei\u00adta kuo\u00adle\u00admi\u00adses\u00adta eri tavoin en edes yri\u00adt\u00e4 itsel\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni kiel\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4, sil\u00adl\u00e4 ainoas\u00adtaan nii\u00adden haa\u00advei\u00adden anta\u00adman loh\u00addun voi\u00admal\u00adla on mah\u00addol\u00adlis\u00adta kes\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 syn\u00adkim\u00adm\u00e4t het\u00adket. Mut\u00adta jo n\u00e4i\u00adden haa\u00advei\u00adden mie\u00adli\u00adku\u00advi\u00adtuk\u00adsel\u00adli\u00adnen luon\u00adne yksi\u00adn\u00e4\u00e4n riit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 pit\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n ne pelk\u00adki\u00adn\u00e4 fan\u00adt\u00adasioi\u00adna, est\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n nii\u00adden toteu\u00adtu\u00admi\u00adsen. Esi\u00admerk\u00adki\u00adn\u00e4 vaik\u00adka\u00adpa aja\u00adtuk\u00adset v\u00e4ki\u00adjouk\u00adkoon ammus\u00adke\u00adlus\u00adta, jon\u00adka tulok\u00adse\u00adna tulee itse lopul\u00adta polii\u00adsin ampu\u00admak\u00adsi; eih\u00e4n minul\u00adla ole edes min\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n\u00adlais\u00adta aset\u00adta. Mah\u00addol\u00adli\u00adsuu\u00addet sel\u00adlai\u00adsen hank\u00adki\u00admi\u00adseen taas ovat sit\u00e4 niin pit\u00adk\u00e4l\u00adle vie\u00adty\u00e4 suun\u00adnit\u00adte\u00adlua, ett\u00e4 minun on help\u00adpo est\u00e4\u00e4 itse\u00e4\u00adni sel\u00adlais\u00adta ajat\u00adte\u00adle\u00admas\u00adta, sil\u00adl\u00e4 sen ajat\u00adte\u00adle\u00admi\u00adsen itsel\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni kiel\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adnen ei v\u00e4hen\u00adn\u00e4 fan\u00adta\u00adsias\u00adta saa\u00adma\u00adni loh\u00addun m\u00e4\u00e4\u00adr\u00e4\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Kyl\u00adl\u00e4 sii\u00adn\u00e4 vai\u00adhees\u00adsa, kun kat\u00adson, ett\u00e4 mit\u00e4\u00e4n mui\u00adta j\u00e4r\u00adjel\u00adli\u00adsi\u00e4 vaih\u00adtoeh\u00adto\u00adja ei en\u00e4\u00e4 ole j\u00e4l\u00adjel\u00adl\u00e4, min\u00e4 pid\u00e4n huo\u00adlen sii\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 se, mit\u00e4 teen, ei tapah\u00addu het\u00adken mie\u00adli\u00adjoh\u00adtees\u00adta tai mil\u00adl\u00e4\u00e4n taval\u00adla h\u00e4ti\u00adk\u00f6i\u00adden, vaan huo\u00adlel\u00adli\u00adses\u00adti suun\u00adni\u00adtel\u00adtu\u00adna ja \u00e4\u00e4rim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adsen lop\u00adpuun saak\u00adka aja\u00adtel\u00adtu\u00adna, hiot\u00adtu\u00adna ja tehok\u00adkaas\u00adti. Niin kuin yleen\u00ads\u00e4\u00adkin asiat, jot\u00adka teen tosis\u00adsa\u00adni. Ja vaik\u00adka sen lupaa\u00admi\u00adnen voi\u00adkin olla mah\u00addo\u00adton\u00adta, niin yri\u00adt\u00e4n par\u00adhaa\u00adni mukaan doku\u00admen\u00adtoi\u00adda ajat\u00adte\u00adlu\u00adni ete\u00adne\u00admis\u00adt\u00e4 sii\u00adhen pis\u00adtee\u00adseen saak\u00adka mah\u00addol\u00adli\u00adsim\u00adman tar\u00adkas\u00adti. #<\/a><\/p>\n

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I don't want to swim the ocean\nI don't want to fight the tide\nI don't want to swim forever\nWhen it's cold I'd like to die<\/em><\/pre>\n
Moby<\/a>: \u201cWhen It\u2019s Cold I\u2019d Like To Die\u201d #<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Vii\u00adme\u00adai\u00adkai\u00adset puhee\u00adni tun\u00adtu\u00advat her\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4\u00adneen hie\u00adman huol\u00adta kans\u00adsaih\u00admi\u00adsis\u00ads\u00e4, mik\u00e4 on toi\u00adsaal\u00adta taas todel\u00adla syd\u00e4n\u00adt\u00e4\u00adl\u00e4m\u00admit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4 osoi\u00adtus sii\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 maa\u00adil\u00admas\u00adsa on v\u00e4lit\u00adt\u00e4\u00admis\u00adt\u00e4 ja hyvi\u00e4, herk\u00adki\u00e4 ihmi\u00adsi\u00e4. Toi\u00adsaal\u00adta se taas aiheut\u00adtaa minus\u00adsa hie\u00adman syyl\u00adli\u00adsyy\u00adden\u00adtun\u00adto\u00adja, sil\u00adl\u00e4 vaik\u00adka huo\u00adli ei ole\u00adkaan t\u00e4y\u00adsin aihee\u00adton\u00adta, voi se, etten ole kir\u00adjoit\u00adta\u00adnut suo\u00adra\u00adnai\u00adses\u00adti t\u00e4s\u00adm\u00e4l\u00adlis\u00adt\u00e4 tie\u00adtoa sen aiheel\u00adli\u00adsuu\u00adden m\u00e4\u00e4\u00adr\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4, hyvin\u00adkin joh\u00adtaa huo\u00adleh\u00adti\u00admi\u00adsen m\u00e4\u00e4\u00adr\u00e4n kas\u00adva\u00admi\u00adsen suu\u00adrem\u00admak\u00adsi kuin [\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1031","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1031","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1031"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1031\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24177,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1031\/revisions\/24177"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1031"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1031"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1031"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}