{"id":1108,"date":"2005-04-06T12:30:56","date_gmt":"2005-04-06T10:30:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=1108"},"modified":"2005-04-06T12:30:56","modified_gmt":"2005-04-06T10:30:56","slug":"1108","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2005\/04\/06\/1108\/","title":{"rendered":"Ego memini"},"content":{"rendered":"

Hyv\u00e4 on, rou\u00adva Psy\u00adkoa\u00adna\u00adlyy\u00adtik\u00adko, ja muu\u00adten, teil\u00adl\u00e4 on oikein muka\u00advan\u00adpeh\u00adme\u00e4 soh\u00adva t\u00e4\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4, no niin\u2026 #<\/a><\/p>\n

Syn\u00adnyin k\u00e4sit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4k\u00adse\u00adni Rova\u00adnie\u00admel\u00adl\u00e4<\/a>, ja kou\u00adlun alkua edel\u00adt\u00e4\u00adneet vuo\u00addet asuim\u00adme Savu\u00adkos\u00adkel\u00adla<\/a>, joka on pie\u00adni, tai siis pin\u00adta-alal\u00adtaan ehk\u00e4 suh\u00adteel\u00adli\u00adsen suu\u00adri mut\u00adta asu\u00adkas\u00adlu\u00advul\u00adtaan mit\u00e4\u00adt\u00f6n lap\u00adpi\u00adlais\u00adkun\u00adta, joka tun\u00adne\u00adtaan ehk\u00e4 par\u00adhai\u00adten Kor\u00adva\u00adtun\u00adtu\u00adris\u00adta<\/a>, kui\u00adva\u00adli\u00adha\u00admark\u00adki\u00adnois\u00adta<\/a> ja kes\u00adki\u00adkal\u00adja\u00adfes\u00adti\u00advaa\u00adleis\u00adta. Olin kuu\u00adlem\u00adma koliik\u00adki\u00advau\u00adva. Olin kol\u00adme\u00advuo\u00adtias kun Jan\u00adne<\/a> syn\u00adtyi. Muis\u00adtan punai\u00adset sukat, jot\u00adka sain, kun menim\u00adme is\u00e4n kans\u00adsa kat\u00adso\u00admaan \u00e4iti\u00e4 syn\u00adny\u00adtys\u00adosas\u00adtol\u00adla. \u00c4iti oli per\u00adhe\u00adp\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4\u00adhoi\u00adta\u00adja, is\u00e4 s\u00e4h\u00adk\u00f6\u00adasen\u00adta\u00adja. Minul\u00adla oli kel\u00adtai\u00adnen sade\u00adtak\u00adki ja kol\u00admi\u00adpy\u00f6\u00adr\u00e4, my\u00f6\u00adhem\u00admin cros\u00adsi\u00adpy\u00f6\u00adr\u00e4 jos\u00adta olin kovas\u00adti ylpe\u00e4, vaik\u00adka sii\u00adn\u00e4 oli vii\u00adnin\u00adpu\u00adnai\u00adset eli v\u00e4h\u00e4n tyt\u00adt\u00f6\u00adjen v\u00e4ri\u00adset peh\u00admik\u00adkeet. Muis\u00adtan naa\u00adpu\u00adrin pojan, jol\u00adle lai\u00adna\u00adsin sit\u00e4, ja joka kaa\u00adtui sil\u00adl\u00e4, ja jon\u00adka is\u00e4 tuli sen j\u00e4l\u00adkeen huu\u00adta\u00admaan minul\u00adle sii\u00adt\u00e4. Muis\u00adtan toi\u00adsen naa\u00adpu\u00adrin pojan, jol\u00adla oli vih\u00adre\u00e4t sil\u00adm\u00e4t ja joka asui \u00e4itin\u00ads\u00e4 kans\u00adsa. Muis\u00adtan tai\u00adtel\u00adta\u00advan lelu\u00adpe\u00adris\u00adkoo\u00adpin, jol\u00adla lei\u00adkin kun k\u00e4vin heil\u00adl\u00e4 kyl\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4. Muis\u00adtan kun polii\u00adsit vie\u00adrai\u00adli\u00advat naa\u00adpu\u00adris\u00adsa. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Muis\u00adtan naa\u00adpu\u00adrin tyt\u00f6n, johon olin rakas\u00adtu\u00adnut ja joka oli minul\u00adle yst\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4l\u00adli\u00adnen. Muis\u00adtan h\u00e4nen pik\u00adku\u00advel\u00adjen\u00ads\u00e4, joka s\u00f6i hiek\u00adka\u00adlaa\u00adti\u00adkon hiek\u00adkaa. Muis\u00adtan kun min\u00e4\u00adkin mais\u00adtoin ja miten ik\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4s\u00adti hiek\u00adka nars\u00adkui ham\u00adpais\u00adsa, enk\u00e4 voi\u00adnut k\u00e4sit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4, miten se poi\u00adka s\u00f6i sit\u00e4. Muis\u00adtan satei\u00adset ja har\u00admaat p\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4t, jot\u00adka jo sil\u00adloin oli\u00advat par\u00adhai\u00adta, rivi\u00adta\u00adlon sora\u00adpi\u00adhas\u00adsa, kel\u00adtai\u00adses\u00adsa sade\u00adta\u00adkis\u00adsa. Muis\u00adtan, kuin\u00adka joku naa\u00adpu\u00adrin pojis\u00adta pani kie\u00adlen\u00ads\u00e4 mat\u00adto\u00adte\u00adli\u00adnee\u00adseen tal\u00advel\u00adla. Muis\u00adtan l\u00e4hi\u00admet\u00ads\u00e4n suu\u00adren kiven, ja sen, kun jon\u00adkun kave\u00adrin kans\u00adsa l\u00f6y\u00adsim\u00adme pul\u00adlo\u00adja, jot\u00adka, olin oppi\u00adnut, palau\u00adte\u00adtaan kaup\u00adpaan, kos\u00adka niis\u00adt\u00e4 saa rahaa. Muis\u00adtan, kuin\u00adka sen kave\u00adrin ylly\u00adtyk\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4 kokei\u00adlin min\u00e4\u00adkin, mil\u00adt\u00e4 tun\u00adtui\u00adsi palaut\u00adta\u00admi\u00adsen sijas\u00adta nii\u00adden rik\u00adko\u00admi\u00adnen. Sain haa\u00advan k\u00e4tee\u00adni enk\u00e4 saa\u00adnut rahaa. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Muis\u00adtan kor\u00adva\u00adlap\u00adpus\u00adte\u00adreot, jot\u00adka sain palau\u00adtus\u00adpul\u00adlois\u00adta saa\u00adtu\u00adja raho\u00adja ker\u00e4t\u00adty\u00e4\u00adni (en muis\u00adta sain\u00adko van\u00adhem\u00admil\u00adta lis\u00e4k\u00adsi pal\u00adjon\u00adkin avus\u00adtus\u00adta, enk\u00e4 muis\u00adta luis\u00adti\u00admia, jol\u00adlai\u00adset k\u00e4sit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4k\u00adse\u00adni sain my\u00f6s). Muis\u00adtan, ett\u00e4 olin kor\u00adva\u00adlap\u00adpus\u00adte\u00adreois\u00adta ylpe\u00e4 ja se tun\u00adtui suo\u00adras\u00adtaan maa\u00adgi\u00adsel\u00adta esi\u00adneel\u00adt\u00e4. Se oli punai\u00adnen ja my\u00f6\u00adhem\u00admin sii\u00adt\u00e4 irto\u00adsi kaset\u00adti\u00adpe\u00ads\u00e4n kan\u00adsi, niin kuin kai\u00adkis\u00adta kaset\u00adti\u00adsoit\u00adti\u00admis\u00adta, jot\u00adka muis\u00adtan, oli irron\u00adnut kaset\u00adti\u00adpe\u00ads\u00e4n kan\u00adsi. Muis\u00adtan har\u00admaan ja nyky\u00admit\u00adta\u00adpuul\u00adla mas\u00adsii\u00advi\u00adsen ja ruman kaset\u00adti\u00adsoi\u00adtin\u00adra\u00addion. Muis\u00adtan, kun tele\u00advi\u00adsios\u00adta tuli jou\u00adlu\u00adna Dis\u00adneyn Lumik\u00adki ja seit\u00adse\u00adm\u00e4n k\u00e4\u00e4\u00adpi\u00f6\u00adt\u00e4 ja sekin tun\u00adtui maa\u00adgi\u00adsel\u00adta, usko\u00admat\u00adto\u00admal\u00adta. Muis\u00adtan kat\u00adso\u00adnee\u00adni ahke\u00adras\u00adti Pik\u00adku\u00adkak\u00adkos\u00adta ja Las\u00adten tv puo\u00adli kuut\u00adta, muis\u00adtan jou\u00adlu\u00adka\u00adlen\u00adte\u00adrin His\u00adta\u00admii\u00adni-hevo\u00adsen ja hii\u00adren, ja sen ker\u00adran, kun tajusin mat\u00adkal\u00adla jos\u00adta\u00adkin jon\u00adne\u00adkin, etten n\u00e4ki\u00adsi t\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n Tao-Tao\u00adta ja minul\u00adla p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adsi itku ja \u00e4iti huusi vihai\u00adses\u00adti (luul\u00adta\u00advas\u00adti, ettei voi Tao-Taok\u00adsi muut\u00adtua). #<\/a><\/p>\n

Muis\u00adtan kun \u00e4iti ja is\u00e4 rii\u00adte\u00adle\u00adv\u00e4t ja minua pelot\u00adtaa aivan val\u00adta\u00advas\u00adti ja itken, mut\u00adta rii\u00adta ei lopu, mut\u00adta sit\u00adten is\u00e4 loh\u00addut\u00adtaa ja sanoo, ettei\u00adv\u00e4t \u00e4iti ja is\u00e4 rii\u00adte\u00adle vaan t\u00e4m\u00e4 on vain sana\u00adso\u00adtaa, ja minul\u00adla on heti pal\u00adjon parem\u00adpi olo. Muis\u00adtan punai\u00adsen muo\u00advi\u00adkul\u00adhon, jos\u00adsa teh\u00adtiin m\u00e4s\u00adki\u00e4 (kaa\u00adkao-kau\u00adra\u00adryy\u00adni-voi\u00adta) ja johon ker\u00e4t\u00adtiin nii\u00adt\u00e4 palau\u00adtus\u00adpul\u00adlo\u00adra\u00adho\u00adja kun nii\u00adt\u00e4 las\u00adket\u00adtiin. Muis\u00adtan peh\u00adme\u00e4n muo\u00advi\u00adleh\u00adm\u00e4n, johon tuli tai jos\u00adsa oli lovi, jota levit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 n\u00e4ki sen sis\u00e4l\u00adle, se oli tyh\u00adj\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Hyv\u00e4 on, rou\u00adva Psy\u00adkoa\u00adna\u00adlyy\u00adtik\u00adko, ja muu\u00adten, teil\u00adl\u00e4 on oikein muka\u00advan\u00adpeh\u00adme\u00e4 soh\u00adva t\u00e4\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4, no niin\u2026 # Syn\u00adnyin k\u00e4sit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4k\u00adse\u00adni Rova\u00adnie\u00admel\u00adl\u00e4, ja kou\u00adlun alkua edel\u00adt\u00e4\u00adneet vuo\u00addet asuim\u00adme Savu\u00adkos\u00adkel\u00adla, joka on pie\u00adni, tai siis pin\u00ad\u00adta-alal\u00ad\u00adtaan ehk\u00e4 suh\u00adteel\u00adli\u00adsen suu\u00adri mut\u00adta asu\u00adkas\u00adlu\u00advul\u00adtaan mit\u00e4\u00adt\u00f6n lap\u00adpi\u00adlais\u00adkun\u00adta, joka tun\u00adne\u00adtaan ehk\u00e4 par\u00adhai\u00adten Kor\u00adva\u00adtun\u00adtu\u00adris\u00adta, kui\u00adva\u00adli\u00adha\u00admark\u00adki\u00adnois\u00adta ja kes\u00adki\u00adkal\u00adja\u00adfes\u00adti\u00advaa\u00adleis\u00adta. Olin kuu\u00adlem\u00adma koliik\u00adki\u00advau\u00adva. Olin kol\u00adme\u00advuo\u00adtias kun Jan\u00adne syn\u00adtyi. Muis\u00adtan punaiset [\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1108","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1108","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1108"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1108\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1108"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1108"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1108"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}