{"id":12234,"date":"2010-03-23T11:04:21","date_gmt":"2010-03-23T09:04:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=12234"},"modified":"2011-07-22T14:45:26","modified_gmt":"2011-07-22T11:45:26","slug":"ensimmainen-kivi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2010\/03\/23\/ensimmainen-kivi\/","title":{"rendered":"Ensimm\u00e4inen kivi"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Juoksuhiekasta<\/a>Min\u00e4 uskon sii\u00adhen, etten usko mihin\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Olen usko\u00adtel\u00adlut itsel\u00adle\u00adni pel\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4\u00adni sen p\u00e4\u00e4l\u00adle raken\u00adta\u00admis\u00adta, kos\u00adka sen p\u00e4\u00e4l\u00adle raken\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen ei oli\u00adsi kes\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4\u00e4. Olen toi\u00adsin sanoen valeh\u00addel\u00adlut itsel\u00adle\u00adni, etten muka usko sii\u00adhen, etten usko mihin\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Mut\u00adta min\u00e4 uskon sii\u00adhen. Todel\u00adli\u00adsuu\u00addes\u00adsa (mis\u00ads\u00e4?) olen pel\u00e4n\u00adnyt sen p\u00e4\u00e4l\u00adle raken\u00adta\u00admis\u00adta luul\u00adta\u00advas\u00adti vain sik\u00adsi, ett\u00e4 tie\u00add\u00e4n sen vie\u00adv\u00e4n minut t\u00f6r\u00adm\u00e4ys\u00adkurs\u00adsil\u00adle asioi\u00adden ja ihmis\u00adten kans\u00adsa. Asioi\u00adden kans\u00adsa t\u00f6r\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4\u00admis\u00adt\u00e4 min\u00e4 en pel\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4 ylit\u00adse\u00adp\u00e4\u00e4\u00adse\u00adm\u00e4t\u00adt\u00f6\u00adm\u00e4s\u00adti, mut\u00adta ne oli k\u00e4te\u00adv\u00e4 niput\u00adtaa ihmi\u00adsiin, ja ihmi\u00adsi\u00e4 min\u00e4 kyl\u00adl\u00e4 pel\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n, aina\u00adkin vie\u00adl\u00e4 t\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 het\u00adkel\u00adl\u00e4 ylit\u00adse\u00adp\u00e4\u00e4\u00adse\u00adm\u00e4t\u00adt\u00f6\u00adm\u00e4s\u00adti. Itsel\u00adle\u00adni valeh\u00adte\u00adle\u00admi\u00adsen lopet\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen ei sin\u00e4n\u00ads\u00e4 oli\u00adsi vai\u00adke\u00adaa, mut\u00adta ennen kuin minun kan\u00adnat\u00adtaa edes yrit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4, t\u00e4y\u00adtyy tuol\u00adle pelol\u00adle teh\u00add\u00e4 jotain. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sen j\u00e4l\u00adkeen haluan toi\u00admin\u00adtaa<\/a>, tais\u00adte\u00adlua ulkoi\u00adsen val\u00adlan ja j\u00e4r\u00adjes\u00adtyk\u00adsen muo\u00adto\u00adja vas\u00adtaan<\/a>. Haluan tei\u00add\u00e4t mukaa\u00adni kam\u00admot\u00adta\u00advaan sala\u00adliit\u00adtoon<\/a>, joka sytyt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 maa\u00adil\u00adman vain n\u00e4h\u00add\u00e4k\u00adseen kuin\u00adka se palaa, ja saa\u00addak\u00adseen sii\u00adt\u00e4 muu\u00adta\u00admat nau\u00adrut. #<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Min\u00e4 uskon sii\u00adhen, etten usko mihin\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n. Olen valeh\u00addel\u00adlut itsel\u00adle\u00adni etten usko. Todel\u00adli\u00adsuu\u00addes\u00adsa pel\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n vain ihmi\u00adsi\u00e4. Sen voi\u00adtet\u00adtua\u00adni haluan vas\u00adtus\u00adtaa kaik\u00adkia ulkoi\u00adsen val\u00adlan ja j\u00e4r\u00adjes\u00adtyk\u00adsen muotoja.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[539],"class_list":["post-12234","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat","tag-filosofia"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12234","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12234"}],"version-history":[{"count":22,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12234\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20055,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12234\/revisions\/20055"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12234"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12234"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12234"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}