{"id":12335,"date":"2010-03-28T12:16:16","date_gmt":"2010-03-28T09:16:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=12335"},"modified":"2011-07-22T14:45:38","modified_gmt":"2011-07-22T11:45:38","slug":"askel","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2010\/03\/28\/askel\/","title":{"rendered":"Askel"},"content":{"rendered":"<p id=\"post12335-slw66xsv64novs0qaol2x12hc\"><a title=\"Kultaisia buddhapatsaita\" href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/skrubu\/4365041278\/\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-full wp-image-12344\" src=\"http:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/files\/2010\/03\/kultaisia-buddhapatsaita.jpg\" alt=\"Kultaisia buddhapatsaita\" width=\"200\" height=\"301\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/files\/2010\/03\/kultaisia-buddhapatsaita.jpg 200w, https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/files\/2010\/03\/kultaisia-buddhapatsaita-99x150.jpg 99w, https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/files\/2010\/03\/kultaisia-buddhapatsaita-199x300.jpg 199w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 200px) 100vw, 200px\"><\/a> <a title=\"Marginaali: Ensimm\u00e4inen kivi\" href=\"http:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2010\/03\/23\/ensimmainen-kivi\/\">Ei ole ole\u00admas\u00adsa mit\u00e4\u00e4n totuut\u00adta<\/a>, ei mit\u00e4\u00e4n pyhyyt\u00adt\u00e4, ei mit\u00e4\u00e4n moraa\u00adlia muu\u00adta kuin se, min\u00adk\u00e4 ihmi\u00adset itse itsel\u00adleen raken\u00adta\u00advat, vaik\u00adka he itse uskoi\u00adsi\u00advat\u00adkin sen ole\u00advan per\u00e4i\u00adsin itsen\u00ads\u00e4 ulko\u00adpuo\u00adlel\u00adta. Sek\u00e4\u00e4n, min\u00adk\u00e4 he itsel\u00adleen raken\u00adta\u00advat, ei ole pysy\u00adv\u00e4\u00e4 vaan liu\u00adku\u00advaa, ei vain pit\u00adk\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 aika\u00adv\u00e4\u00adlil\u00adl\u00e4, vaan k\u00e4y\u00adt\u00e4n\u00adn\u00f6n het\u00adkes\u00adt\u00e4 het\u00adkeen, eik\u00e4 n\u00e4in ollen ole ole\u00admas\u00adsa muu\u00adta kuin idea, ihmi\u00adsen kuvi\u00adtel\u00adma jos\u00adtain edes het\u00adken pysy\u00adv\u00e4\u00e4 muis\u00adtut\u00adta\u00advas\u00adta, jon\u00adka t\u00e4m\u00e4n takia haluan koko\u00adnaan hyl\u00e4\u00adt\u00e4: mik\u00adsi usko\u00adtel\u00adla itsel\u00adleen ole\u00advan\u00adsa jotain muu\u00adta kuin mit\u00e4 k\u00e4y\u00adt\u00e4n\u00adn\u00f6s\u00ads\u00e4 on?&nbsp;<a rel=\"bookmark\" class=\"paragraph-permalink\" href=\"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2010\/03\/28\/askel\/#post12335-slw66xsv64novs0qaol2x12hc\">#<\/a><\/p>\n<p id=\"post12335-5snn2v525sgg9oq1rt7vytuy\"><a id=\"existentia\" title=\"ikilinkki t\u00e4h\u00e4n\" href=\"http:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2010\/03\/28\/askel\/#existentia\">#<\/a> Olen mit\u00e4 olen, het\u00adkes\u00adt\u00e4 het\u00adkeen, jotain muu\u00adta kuin eilen olin, enk\u00e4 huo\u00admen\u00adna en\u00e4\u00e4 ole sit\u00e4 mit\u00e4 olin t\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n; mik\u00adsi v\u00e4it\u00adt\u00e4i\u00adsin ole\u00adva\u00adni, mik\u00adsi kukaan sit\u00e4 minul\u00adta sai\u00adsi edel\u00adlyt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4? Ei ole kyse sii\u00adt\u00e4, mit\u00e4 haluan olla, vaan sii\u00adt\u00e4, mit\u00e4 olen, halusin\u00adpa tai en, enk\u00e4 edes haluai\u00adsi, mut\u00adta olen, enk\u00e4 voi sil\u00adle mit\u00e4\u00e4n, ei kukaan voi. Voi vain joko jat\u00adkaa itse\u00e4 kos\u00adke\u00advien kuvi\u00adtel\u00admien\u00adsa el\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4\u00admis\u00adt\u00e4 tai sit\u00adten kat\u00adsoa sil\u00adm\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4 sil\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n sit\u00e4 mit\u00e4 mit\u00e4 on --- sit\u00e4 mit\u00e4 ei ole.&nbsp;<a rel=\"bookmark\" class=\"paragraph-permalink\" href=\"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2010\/03\/28\/askel\/#post12335-5snn2v525sgg9oq1rt7vytuy\">#<\/a><\/p>\n<p id=\"post12335-npan3yfx44vimtt4i2n5jr7y9\">T\u00e4m\u00e4n tie\u00add\u00e4n t\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n.&nbsp;<a rel=\"bookmark\" class=\"paragraph-permalink\" href=\"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2010\/03\/28\/askel\/#post12335-npan3yfx44vimtt4i2n5jr7y9\">#<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ei ole ole\u00admas\u00adsa mit\u00e4\u00e4n moraa\u00adlia muu\u00adta kuin se, min\u00adk\u00e4 ihmi\u00adset itse itsel\u00adleen raken\u00adta\u00advat. Sekin on liu\u00adku\u00advaa, eik\u00e4 siis ole muu\u00adta kuin idea, jon\u00adka t\u00e4m\u00e4n takia haluan koko\u00adnaan hyl\u00e4\u00adt\u00e4. Olen mit\u00e4&nbsp;olen.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[3034],"class_list":["post-12335","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat","tag-zen"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12335","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12335"}],"version-history":[{"count":18,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12335\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20056,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12335\/revisions\/20056"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12335"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12335"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12335"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}