{"id":1255,"date":"2004-12-09T19:09:42","date_gmt":"2004-12-09T16:09:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=1255"},"modified":"2004-12-09T19:09:42","modified_gmt":"2004-12-09T16:09:42","slug":"1255","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2004\/12\/09\/1255\/","title":{"rendered":"She is beyond God\u2019s grace."},"content":{"rendered":"

Oli\u00adsi\u00adpa minul\u00adla kyky tart\u00adtua pahoin\u00advoin\u00adtii\u00adni ja pukea se sanoik\u00adsi niin kuin dana tekee<\/a>. Jon\u00adkin\u00adlai\u00adnen itse\u00adkriit\u00adti\u00adsyys sei\u00adsoo var\u00admaan sen\u00adkin tiel\u00adl\u00e4, mut\u00adta enh\u00e4n min\u00e4 vaa\u00addi itsel\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni mit\u00e4\u00e4n sel\u00adlais\u00adta, mihin Ugus pys\u00adtyy<\/a>; riit\u00adt\u00e4i\u00adsi, ett\u00e4 sai\u00adsin sano\u00adtuk\u00adsi edes jotain sii\u00adt\u00e4, mit\u00e4 sis\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4\u00adni liik\u00adkuu aina sil\u00adloin, kun mie\u00adli vajo\u00adaa ali\u00adta\u00adjun\u00adnan yll\u00e4 kel\u00adlu\u00advan hei\u00adve\u00adr\u00f6i\u00adsen rii\u00adte\u00adj\u00e4\u00e4n l\u00e4pi ja sen kyl\u00adm\u00e4 vesi polt\u00adtaa. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Olen lukos\u00adsa, kos\u00adka en ole saa\u00adnut asiois\u00adta yht\u00e4\u00e4n sen val\u00admiim\u00adpia, yht\u00e4\u00e4n sel\u00advem\u00adpi\u00e4 koko\u00adnai\u00adsuuk\u00adsia nii\u00adt\u00e4 miet\u00adti\u00adm\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4. Tun\u00adteis\u00adta tulee tun\u00adte\u00admal\u00adla vain tus\u00adkal\u00adli\u00adsem\u00adpia, aja\u00adtuk\u00adsil\u00adla vain kor\u00adven\u00adnan jo ennes\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n tuleh\u00adtu\u00adnei\u00adta her\u00admo\u00adp\u00e4\u00e4t\u00adtei\u00adt\u00e4, ja sik\u00adsi minun on ollut pak\u00adko oppia kulu\u00adneen vuo\u00adden aika\u00adna k\u00e4\u00e4n\u00adty\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n niis\u00adt\u00e4 pois. Sam\u00admu\u00adtan aja\u00adtuk\u00adset, suun\u00adtaan impuls\u00adsit pois<\/em> tus\u00adkal\u00adli\u00adsis\u00adta m\u00e4\u00e4\u00adr\u00e4n\u00adp\u00e4is\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n, sivu\u00adrai\u00adteil\u00adle. Kaik\u00adki t\u00e4m\u00e4 pit\u00e4\u00e4 samal\u00adla my\u00f6s huo\u00adlen sii\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 nii\u00adden puke\u00admi\u00adseen sanoik\u00adsi ei ole mit\u00e4\u00e4n mah\u00addol\u00adli\u00adsuuk\u00adsia. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Toi\u00adsin sanoen min\u00e4 en yksin\u00adker\u00adtai\u00adses\u00adti en\u00e4\u00e4 halua<\/em>. En halua en\u00e4\u00e4 aja\u00adtel\u00adla aja\u00adtuk\u00adsia, en en\u00e4\u00e4 tun\u00adtea tun\u00adtei\u00adta, joi\u00adta olen aja\u00adtel\u00adlut jo niin kau\u00adan. Aja\u00adtuk\u00adset kier\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4t vain keh\u00e4\u00e4, eiv\u00e4t\u00adk\u00e4 tun\u00adteet loput tun\u00adte\u00admal\u00adla. T\u00e4m\u00e4 on se noi\u00addan\u00adke\u00adh\u00e4, jon\u00adka min\u00e4 haluai\u00adsin tera\u00adpias\u00adsa kye\u00adt\u00e4 avaa\u00admaan, mut\u00adta nyt n\u00e4yt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 sil\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 t\u00e4h\u00e4n men\u00adnes\u00ads\u00e4 suun\u00adta on ollut p\u00e4in\u00advas\u00adtai\u00adnen. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Oli\u00adsi v\u00e4\u00e4\u00adrin sanoa, ettei tera\u00adpial\u00adla ole ollut mit\u00e4\u00e4n vai\u00adku\u00adtus\u00adta. Jos minul\u00adla ei oli\u00adsi ryh\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4, jos\u00adsa ker\u00adran vii\u00adkos\u00adsa avau\u00adtua ihmi\u00adsil\u00adle, joi\u00adden kans\u00adsa minul\u00adla on nyt jo vuo\u00adsi yhteis\u00adt\u00e4 men\u00adnei\u00adsyyt\u00adt\u00e4, min\u00e4 oli\u00adsin var\u00admas\u00adti jo t\u00e4y\u00adsin rau\u00adnioi\u00adtu\u00adnut. Mut\u00adta sen enem\u00adp\u00e4\u00e4 en t\u00e4h\u00e4n men\u00adnes\u00ads\u00e4 ole siel\u00adt\u00e4 saa\u00adnut. Se on ollut pelk\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4 aivo\u00adkuol\u00adleen ruu\u00admiin hen\u00adgis\u00ads\u00e4\u00adpi\u00adt\u00e4\u00admis\u00adt\u00e4 hen\u00adgi\u00adtys\u00adko\u00adneen avul\u00adla. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Haluan yh\u00e4 usko\u00adtel\u00adla itsel\u00adle\u00adni, ett\u00e4 se aut\u00adtaa, vaik\u00adka ei se auta. Jos\u00adkus usko tekee tep\u00adpo\u00adset, ja muut\u00adtaa todel\u00adli\u00adsuut\u00adta, ja sik\u00adsi min\u00e4 jat\u00adkan uskot\u00adte\u00adlua; jot\u00adta todel\u00adli\u00adsuus muut\u00adtui\u00adsi toi\u00adsek\u00adsi kuin mit\u00e4 se on. #<\/a><\/p>\n

T\u00e4m\u00e4 mer\u00adkin\u00adt\u00e4 jul\u00adkais\u00adtiin alun perin Kuol\u00adlee\u00adna\u00adsyn\u00adty\u00adnyt<\/em><\/a>-blo\u00adgis\u00adsa. Uudel\u00adleen\u00adjul\u00adkai\u00adsu mar\u00adgi\u00adnaa\u00adlis\u00adsa<\/em> tapah\u00adtui 18. kes\u00e4\u00adkuu\u00adta 2005 klo 13.35.<\/em> #<\/a><\/p>\n

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Oli\u00adsi\u00adpa minul\u00adla kyky tart\u00adtua pahoin\u00advoin\u00adtii\u00adni ja pukea se sanoik\u00adsi niin kuin dana tekee. Jon\u00adkin\u00adlai\u00adnen itse\u00adkriit\u00adti\u00adsyys sei\u00adsoo var\u00admaan sen\u00adkin tiel\u00adl\u00e4, mut\u00adta enh\u00e4n min\u00e4 vaa\u00addi itsel\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni mit\u00e4\u00e4n sel\u00adlais\u00adta, mihin Ugus pys\u00adtyy; riit\u00adt\u00e4i\u00adsi, ett\u00e4 sai\u00adsin sano\u00adtuk\u00adsi edes jotain sii\u00adt\u00e4, mit\u00e4 sis\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4\u00adni liik\u00adkuu aina sil\u00adloin, kun mie\u00adli vajo\u00adaa ali\u00adta\u00adjun\u00adnan yll\u00e4 kel\u00adlu\u00advan hei\u00adve\u00adr\u00f6i\u00adsen rii\u00adte\u00adj\u00e4\u00e4n l\u00e4pi ja sen kyl\u00adm\u00e4 vesi polttaa. # [\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1255","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1255","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1255"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1255\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1255"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1255"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1255"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}