{"id":1256,"date":"2004-12-12T23:55:35","date_gmt":"2004-12-12T20:55:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=1256"},"modified":"2004-12-12T23:55:35","modified_gmt":"2004-12-12T20:55:35","slug":"uniosastolla","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2004\/12\/12\/uniosastolla\/","title":{"rendered":"Uniosastolla"},"content":{"rendered":"

Unes\u00adsa olen takai\u00adsin osas\u00adtol\u00adla. K\u00e4y\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4t ovat k\u00e4sit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4t\u00adt\u00f6\u00adm\u00e4n kapeat ja niis\u00ads\u00e4 on omi\u00adtui\u00adsia syven\u00adnyk\u00adsi\u00e4, jois\u00adsa on van\u00adho\u00adja huo\u00adne\u00adka\u00adlu\u00adja (kapea\u00adjal\u00adkai\u00adsia p\u00f6y\u00adti\u00e4 ja tuo\u00adle\u00adja). Oikeas\u00adti\u00adkin k\u00e4y\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4t oli\u00advat kapeat ja niil\u00adl\u00e4 ole\u00advat huo\u00adne\u00adka\u00adlut (pen\u00adkit ja p\u00f6y\u00add\u00e4t) loi\u00advat nii\u00adhin ik\u00e4\u00e4n kuin syven\u00adnyk\u00adsi\u00e4, mut\u00adta t\u00e4m\u00e4 uni\u00admai\u00adse\u00adma on todel\u00adli\u00adsen, viih\u00adtyi\u00ads\u00e4n vai\u00adku\u00adtel\u00adman ahdis\u00adta\u00adva, rapis\u00adtu\u00adnut irvi\u00adku\u00adva. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Unio\u00adsas\u00adtol\u00adla ei ole hoi\u00adta\u00adjia, ne ovat kokouk\u00adses\u00adsa tai vii\u00admei\u00adset\u00adkin menos\u00adsa sin\u00adne. Olen yksin, min\u00e4 j\u00e4\u00e4n yksin, minut j\u00e4te\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n<\/em> yksin sin\u00adne. Tai sit\u00adten joku tai jot\u00adkut tule\u00advat vie\u00adrai\u00adlul\u00adle, mut\u00adta mene\u00adv\u00e4t pit\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n kokous\u00adta hoi\u00adta\u00adjien kans\u00adsa, min\u00e4 olen sivuseik\u00adka ja j\u00e4l\u00adleen yksin. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Olen hir\u00advit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n surul\u00adli\u00adnen kai\u00adkes\u00adta t\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4, siel\u00adl\u00e4 olos\u00adta\u00adni, mik\u00e4 on p\u00e4in\u00advas\u00adtoin, kuin mit\u00e4 todel\u00adli\u00adsuus oli. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Todel\u00adli\u00adsuu\u00addes\u00adsa minun oli siel\u00adl\u00e4 hyv\u00e4 olla. Ensim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adse\u00adn\u00e4 aamu\u00adna hoi\u00adta\u00adja koput\u00adti oveen, ja esi\u00adtel\u00adty\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4n itsen\u00ads\u00e4 ja ryh\u00addyt\u00adty\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4n oma\u00adhoi\u00adta\u00adjak\u00adse\u00adni, l\u00e4het\u00adti minut har\u00adjoit\u00adte\u00adli\u00adjan kans\u00adsa veri\u00adko\u00adkee\u00adseen. Sil\u00adloin min\u00e4 olin k\u00e4y\u00adt\u00e4n\u00adn\u00f6s\u00ads\u00e4 t\u00e4y\u00adsin avu\u00adton, kuin lap\u00adsi aikuis\u00adten kes\u00adkel\u00adl\u00e4. Seu\u00adra\u00adsin har\u00adjoit\u00adte\u00adli\u00adjaa\u00adkin, joka tai\u00adsi olla minua nuo\u00adrem\u00adpi tyt\u00adt\u00f6\u00adnen, luot\u00adtaen kuin lap\u00adsi aikui\u00adseen ja oli\u00adsin men\u00adnyt per\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4\u00e4n ihan mihin tahan\u00adsa. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sik\u00adsi une\u00adni osas\u00adto ei ole oikea osas\u00adto, vaan une\u00adni osas\u00adto on sit\u00e4, mit\u00e4 oikea osas\u00adto\u00adkin edus\u00adti: lap\u00adsuu\u00adden olo\u00adti\u00adlaa ja olo\u00adsuh\u00adtei\u00adta. Min\u00e4 koin n\u00e4h\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4s\u00adti lap\u00adse\u00adna ole\u00adva\u00adni hir\u00advit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n yksin. Aikui\u00adsia oli ymp\u00e4\u00adril\u00adl\u00e4, mut\u00adta aikui\u00adsil\u00adla oli aikuis\u00adten jutut, joi\u00adta puhut\u00adtiin sul\u00adjet\u00adtu\u00adjen ovien taka\u00adna. Minut sul\u00adjet\u00adtiin ulko\u00adpuo\u00adlel\u00adle, ja min\u00e4 j\u00e4in yksin. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Annoin eilen tahat\u00adto\u00admas\u00adti v\u00e4\u00e4\u00adr\u00e4n vai\u00adku\u00adtel\u00adman mai\u00adni\u00adtes\u00adsa\u00adni masen\u00adnuk\u00adses\u00adta\u00adni kana\u00adval\u00adla<\/a>; joku ymm\u00e4r\u00adsi puheis\u00adta\u00adni, ett\u00e4 olin ollut masen\u00adtu\u00adnut alle yksi\u00advuo\u00adti\u00adaa\u00adna. V\u00e4\u00e4\u00adrin\u00adk\u00e4\u00adsi\u00adtys tuli oikais\u00adtua, mut\u00adta mie\u00adtin sit\u00e4. Sit\u00e4, ja jotain, mit\u00e4 sanoin jos\u00adkus tera\u00adpias\u00adsa: ett\u00e4 minul\u00adla ei ole sano\u00adja tus\u00adka\u00adni ilmai\u00adsuun ja ett\u00e4 l\u00e4him\u00adm\u00e4k\u00adsi osu\u00adva ilmai\u00adsu voi\u00adsi olla se, ett\u00e4 yksin\u00adker\u00adtai\u00adses\u00adti vain huu\u00adtai\u00adsi<\/em>. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Olin kuu\u00adlem\u00adma koliik\u00adki\u00advau\u00adva.  #<\/a><\/p>\n

T\u00e4m\u00e4 mer\u00adkin\u00adt\u00e4 jul\u00adkais\u00adtiin alun perin Kuol\u00adlee\u00adna\u00adsyn\u00adty\u00adnyt<\/em><\/a>-blo\u00adgis\u00adsa. Uudel\u00adleen\u00adjul\u00adkai\u00adsu mar\u00adgi\u00adnaa\u00adlis\u00adsa<\/em> tapah\u00adtui 18. kes\u00e4\u00adkuu\u00adta 2005 klo 14.17.<\/em> #<\/a><\/p>\n

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Unes\u00adsa olen takai\u00adsin osas\u00adtol\u00adla. K\u00e4y\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4t ovat k\u00e4sit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4t\u00adt\u00f6\u00adm\u00e4n kapeat ja niis\u00ads\u00e4 on omi\u00adtui\u00adsia syven\u00adnyk\u00adsi\u00e4, jois\u00adsa on van\u00adho\u00adja huo\u00adne\u00adka\u00adlu\u00adja (kapea\u00adjal\u00adkai\u00adsia p\u00f6y\u00adti\u00e4 ja tuo\u00adle\u00adja). Oikeas\u00adti\u00adkin k\u00e4y\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4t oli\u00advat kapeat ja niil\u00adl\u00e4 ole\u00advat huo\u00adne\u00adka\u00adlut (pen\u00adkit ja p\u00f6y\u00add\u00e4t) loi\u00advat nii\u00adhin ik\u00e4\u00e4n kuin syven\u00adnyk\u00adsi\u00e4, mut\u00adta t\u00e4m\u00e4 uni\u00admai\u00adse\u00adma on todel\u00adli\u00adsen, viih\u00adtyi\u00ads\u00e4n vai\u00adku\u00adtel\u00adman ahdis\u00adta\u00adva, rapis\u00adtu\u00adnut irvi\u00adku\u00adva. # Unio\u00adsas\u00adtol\u00adla ei ole hoi\u00adta\u00adjia, ne ovat kokouk\u00adses\u00adsa tai [\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1256","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1256","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1256"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1256\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1256"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1256"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1256"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}