{"id":1263,"date":"2005-01-02T01:06:45","date_gmt":"2005-01-01T22:06:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=1263"},"modified":"2012-02-15T14:10:46","modified_gmt":"2012-02-15T12:10:46","slug":"idiootti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2005\/01\/02\/idiootti\/","title":{"rendered":"Idiootti"},"content":{"rendered":"

Jokin kusi<\/a> ja koko Skm:n templaat\u00adti kato\u00adsi hevon\u00adbi\u00adtin\u00adhel\u00advet\u00adtiin. Jos\u00adtain syys\u00adt\u00e4 se ahdis\u00adtaa minua ihan suh\u00adteet\u00adto\u00admas\u00adti, sil\u00adl\u00e4 var\u00admuus\u00adko\u00adpion pit\u00e4i\u00adsi kyl\u00adl\u00e4 olla kap\u00adsin puo\u00adles\u00adta tal\u00adles\u00adsa, eik\u00e4 mit\u00e4\u00e4n ole n\u00e4in ollen mene\u00adtet\u00adty. Kyse lie\u00adnee ylei\u00adsem\u00admin vain sii\u00adt\u00e4, miten minua ahdis\u00adtaa, jos suu\u00adni yri\u00adte\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n tuk\u00adkia. Tosin t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 tapauk\u00adses\u00adsa on vain kysees\u00ads\u00e4 pikem\u00admin\u00adkin tuk\u00adkiu\u00adtu\u00admi\u00adnen kuin tuk\u00adki\u00admi\u00adnen. Hyv\u00e4\u00adn\u00e4 puo\u00adle\u00adna vie\u00adtin sit\u00adten kyl\u00adl\u00e4 illan v\u00e4h\u00e4n taval\u00adli\u00adses\u00adta poi\u00adke\u00adten, eli en<\/em> istu\u00adnut sit\u00e4 koko\u00adnai\u00adsuu\u00addes\u00adsaan koneel\u00adla, vaan kat\u00adsoin telk\u00adka\u00adris\u00adta taas aivan tajut\u00adto\u00adman huo\u00adnon Era\u00adse\u00adrin<\/a>. Niin ja s\u00f6in, mik\u00e4 kyl\u00adl\u00e4 ei poik\u00adkea taval\u00adli\u00adses\u00adta, eik\u00e4 ole hyv\u00e4 puo\u00adli. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Samaan sys\u00adsyyn tuli sit\u00adten vie\u00adl\u00e4 toi\u00adnen\u00adkin ik\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4 asia, kun pik\u00adku-j on vii\u00adme aikoi\u00adna innos\u00adtu\u00adnut leik\u00adki\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n puhe\u00adli\u00admel\u00adla yli sovit\u00adtu\u00adjen rajo\u00adjen, ja kun asian teroit\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen erik\u00adseen ei tehon\u00adnut, piti aset\u00adtaa vii\u00adkon puhe\u00adli\u00admen\u00adk\u00e4yt\u00adt\u00f6\u00adkiel\u00adto t\u00e4h\u00e4n suun\u00adtaan. Tun\u00adtuu niin hir\u00advit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n pahal\u00adta sen puo\u00adles\u00adta, kun tun\u00adnen sen ja tie\u00add\u00e4n sen ajat\u00adte\u00adle\u00advan juu\u00adri niin kuin mei\u00add\u00e4n suvus\u00adsa lap\u00adset ajat\u00adte\u00adle\u00advat, eli ett\u00e4 se on yrit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adnyt par\u00adhaan\u00adsa, ja tun\u00adtee t\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4 nyt ainoas\u00adtaan syyl\u00adli\u00adsyyt\u00adt\u00e4 ja h\u00e4pe\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4 \u2018ep\u00e4\u00adon\u00adnis\u00adtu\u00admi\u00adses\u00adtaan\u2019. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Minul\u00adla ei ole mit\u00e4\u00e4n k\u00e4si\u00adtys\u00adt\u00e4 sii\u00adt\u00e4, miten lap\u00adsia pit\u00e4i\u00adsi kas\u00advat\u00adtaa niin, ett\u00e4 nuo tun\u00adteet, jot\u00adka itse olen koke\u00adnut hir\u00advit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n ras\u00adkai\u00adna ja muser\u00adta\u00advi\u00adna, voi\u00adsi v\u00e4lt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4. Suo\u00adraan sanot\u00adtu\u00adna en edes usko, ett\u00e4 ne voi v\u00e4lt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4, ja sik\u00adsi en haluai\u00adsi iki\u00adn\u00e4 lap\u00adsia. Omas\u00adsa koke\u00admuk\u00adses\u00adsa\u00adni\u00adkaan ei siis ole ollut kyse van\u00adhem\u00adpien asen\u00adteis\u00adta, vaan vain sii\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 kun lap\u00adsi on var\u00adhain sys\u00e4t\u00adty tiet\u00adtyyn, yli\u00advas\u00adtuul\u00adli\u00adseen suun\u00adtaan, ei n\u00e4i\u00adden koke\u00admus\u00adten tus\u00adkal\u00adli\u00adsuut\u00adta voi sen j\u00e4l\u00adkeen v\u00e4lt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Vaik\u00adka eip\u00e4 se el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4n tus\u00adkal\u00adli\u00adsuu\u00adden v\u00e4lt\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adnen ole miten\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n mah\u00addol\u00adlis\u00adta my\u00f6\u00adhem\u00adm\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4. Eik\u00e4 sen kes\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4 ole mit\u00e4\u00e4n miel\u00adt\u00e4, kos\u00adka mit\u00e4\u00e4n tar\u00adkoi\u00adtus\u00adta sil\u00adl\u00e4 ei ole. El\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 siis, eik\u00e4 sen tus\u00adkal\u00adli\u00adsuu\u00adden kes\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adsel\u00adl\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n kyl\u00adl\u00e4 sen puo\u00adleen. Tus\u00adkas\u00adta sel\u00advi\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4 vain koh\u00adda\u00adtak\u00adseen uut\u00adta, tai sit\u00adten ei sel\u00advi\u00e4. T\u00e4m\u00e4n k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00admyk\u00adsen loput\u00adto\u00admuu\u00adden tajua\u00admi\u00adnen lie\u00adnee poh\u00adjim\u00admil\u00adtaan aina syy sil\u00adle, ett\u00e4 ei en\u00e4\u00e4 sel\u00advi\u00e4. Aina\u00adkin minul\u00adle se oli sit\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Lausee\u00adni, sana\u00adni ovat taas huo\u00adno\u00adja ja seka\u00advia, mut\u00adta niin on asia\u00adkin, el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4. Siis el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4, ei el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4ni<\/em>. \u2018Seka\u00adva\u2019 on sekin lii\u00adal\u00adli\u00adsen j\u00e4r\u00adjes\u00adt\u00e4y\u00adty\u00adnei\u00adsyy\u00adteen viit\u00adtaa\u00advaa sana, mit\u00e4 el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n tulee. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Olen vii\u00adme aikoi\u00adna taas pit\u00adk\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4 aikaa halun\u00adnut kuo\u00adle\u00admaa\u2026 tai en min\u00e4 kuo\u00adle\u00admaa kos\u00adkaan ole halun\u00adnut vaan el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4t\u00adt\u00f6\u00admyyt\u00adt\u00e4. Sit\u00e4, ettei tar\u00advit\u00adsi\u00adsi olla, jat\u00adkua. Kuo\u00adle\u00adma nyt vain on ainut tie sii\u00adhen, sil\u00adl\u00e4 Cancel-nap\u00adpia ei ole. Olen my\u00f6s k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00adnyt taas muis\u00adtois\u00adta, jot\u00adka olin jo pai\u00adna\u00adnut onnis\u00adtu\u00adnees\u00adti pii\u00adloon. Se joh\u00adtuu tie\u00adtys\u00adti l\u00e4m\u00adm\u00f6s\u00adt\u00e4, mit\u00e4 en ole tun\u00adte\u00adnut niin pit\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n aikaan. Ahdis\u00adtus<\/a> tulee sii\u00adt\u00e4. Mie\u00adle\u00adni yrit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 ker\u00adtoa minul\u00adle, ett\u00e4 olen idioot\u00adti, kos\u00adka t\u00e4h\u00adt\u00e4i\u00adlen taas aseel\u00adla omaan jal\u00adkaa\u00adni. #<\/a><\/p>\n

T\u00e4m\u00e4 mer\u00adkin\u00adt\u00e4 jul\u00adkais\u00adtiin alun perin Kuol\u00adlee\u00adna\u00adsyn\u00adty\u00adnyt<\/em><\/a>-blo\u00adgis\u00adsa. Uudel\u00adleen\u00adjul\u00adkai\u00adsu mar\u00adgi\u00adnaa\u00adlis\u00adsa<\/em> tapah\u00adtui 18. kes\u00e4\u00adkuu\u00adta 2005 klo 15.56.<\/em> #<\/a><\/p>\n

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Jokin kusi ja koko Skm:n templaat\u00adti kato\u00adsi hevon\u00adbi\u00adtin\u00adhel\u00advet\u00adtiin. Jos\u00adtain syys\u00adt\u00e4 se ahdis\u00adtaa minua ihan suh\u00adteet\u00adto\u00admas\u00adti, sil\u00adl\u00e4 var\u00admuus\u00adko\u00adpion pit\u00e4i\u00adsi kyl\u00adl\u00e4 olla kap\u00adsin puo\u00adles\u00adta tal\u00adles\u00adsa, eik\u00e4 mit\u00e4\u00e4n ole n\u00e4in ollen mene\u00adtet\u00adty. Kyse lie\u00adnee ylei\u00adsem\u00admin vain sii\u00adt\u00e4, miten minua ahdis\u00adtaa, jos suu\u00adni yri\u00adte\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n tuk\u00adkia. Tosin t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 tapauk\u00adses\u00adsa on vain kysees\u00ads\u00e4 pikem\u00admin\u00adkin tuk\u00adkiu\u00adtu\u00admi\u00adnen kuin tuk\u00adki\u00admi\u00adnen. Hyv\u00e4\u00adn\u00e4 puo\u00adle\u00adna vie\u00adtin sitten [\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1263","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1263","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1263"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1263\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":25280,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1263\/revisions\/25280"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1263"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1263"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1263"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}