{"id":1275,"date":"2005-06-18T22:25:52","date_gmt":"2005-06-18T19:25:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=1275"},"modified":"2005-06-18T22:25:52","modified_gmt":"2005-06-18T19:25:52","slug":"1275","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2005\/06\/18\/1275\/","title":{"rendered":"Aidosti aallonpohjalla"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u201cMis\u00adt\u00e4 n\u00e4et sen, ett\u00e4 olet aito sil\u00adloin kun makaat s\u00e4n\u00adgyn- tai aal\u00adlon\u00adpoh\u00adjal\u00adla, ja v\u00e4hem\u00adm\u00e4n aito sil\u00adloin, kun jak\u00adsat kir\u00adjoit\u00adtaa?\u201d #<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

No niin, n\u00e4h\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4s\u00adti se ei ole mahas\u00adta kiin\u00adni vaan aivos\u00adta, kun en t\u00e4m\u00e4n parem\u00adpaa vas\u00adtaus\u00adta Lor\u00addin kysy\u00admyk\u00adseen<\/a> kyke\u00adne kehit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n, mut\u00adta yri\u00adt\u00e4n\u00adp\u00e4 kum\u00admin\u00adkin. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Eli kyse ei ole mil\u00adl\u00e4\u00e4n muo\u00adtoa kog\u00adni\u00adtii\u00advi\u00adses\u00adta tie\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4 vaan sii\u00adt\u00e4, mit\u00e4 tie\u00adto minul\u00adle yleen\u00ads\u00e4\u00adkin mer\u00adkit\u00adsee: vah\u00advaa intui\u00adtii\u00advis\u00adta var\u00admuu\u00adden\u00adtun\u00adnet\u00adta jos\u00adtain. Siis samal\u00adla taval\u00adla, kuin minus\u00adta \u201cletut\u201d kuu\u00adlos\u00adtaa v\u00e4\u00e4\u00adr\u00e4l\u00adt\u00e4 ja \u201cl\u00e4tyt\u201d oikeal\u00adta, tun\u00adtuu minus\u00adta nykyi\u00adsin itse\u00adni vas\u00adtai\u00adsel\u00adta kaik\u00adki teke\u00admi\u00adnen aina sil\u00adloin, kun olen sii\u00adn\u00e4 mie\u00adlen\u00adti\u00adlas\u00adsa, jos\u00adsa tuo\u00adta kysy\u00admys\u00adt\u00e4 edel\u00adt\u00e4\u00adneen mer\u00adkin\u00adn\u00e4n\u00adkin<\/a> kir\u00adjoi\u00adtin. #<\/a><\/p>\n

\u00c4\u00e4rim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adsyy\u00addes\u00ads\u00e4\u00e4n se ylt\u00e4\u00e4 jopa kaik\u00adkeen liik\u00adku\u00admi\u00adseen niin, etten halua\/jaksa\/pysty esi\u00admer\u00adkik\u00adsi k\u00e4\u00e4n\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n kyl\u00adke\u00e4\u00adni, vaik\u00adka teki\u00adsi mie\u00adle\u00adni, kun makaan. En pys\u00adty rii\u00adsu\u00admaan pai\u00adtaa illal\u00adla, kun pit\u00e4i\u00adsi alkaa nuk\u00adku\u00admaan, tai ken\u00adki\u00e4<\/a> kun tie\u00add\u00e4n, ett\u00e4 ne pit\u00e4\u00e4 koh\u00adta pan\u00adna takai\u00adsin jal\u00adkaan. Mik\u00e4\u00e4n\u00adh\u00e4n ei n\u00e4i\u00adhin tie\u00adten\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n pako\u00adta, mut\u00adta kun tie\u00add\u00e4n, ett\u00e4 jos vaik\u00adka\u00adpa nukah\u00addan pai\u00adta p\u00e4\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 niin her\u00e4\u00e4n sit\u00adten y\u00f6l\u00adl\u00e4 hiki\u00adse\u00adn\u00e4 ja olo on sit\u00adten sen takia ep\u00e4\u00admiel\u00adlyt\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4 ja surul\u00adli\u00adnen, kun jou\u00adduin pois uni\u00admaas\u00adta<\/a>, jos\u00adsa n\u00e4i\u00adt\u00e4 ongel\u00admia ei yleen\u00ads\u00e4 ole (kai\u00adken\u00adlai\u00adsia mui\u00adta sit\u00adten kyl\u00adl\u00e4\u00adkin). #<\/a><\/p>\n

Tyyp\u00adpie\u00adsi\u00admerk\u00adki on kau\u00adpas\u00adsa k\u00e4y\u00admi\u00adnen: jos en pakot\u00adtau\u00addu k\u00e4y\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n kau\u00adpas\u00adsa, j\u00e4\u00e4n ilman ruo\u00adkaa ja sit\u00adten vas\u00adta vitut\u00adtaa\u00adkin, kun illal\u00adla on n\u00e4l\u00adk\u00e4 ja kaa\u00adpis\u00adsa on vain veh\u00adn\u00e4\u00adjau\u00adho\u00adja. Sii\u00adt\u00e4 huo\u00adli\u00admat\u00adta min\u00e4 en halua<\/em> k\u00e4y\u00add\u00e4 siel\u00adl\u00e4 kau\u00adpas\u00adsa. Eik\u00e4 t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 ole kyse edes p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adasias\u00adsa ihmis\u00adten kart\u00adta\u00admi\u00adses\u00adta, vaan vain yksin\u00adker\u00adtai\u00adses\u00adti sii\u00adt\u00e4, ettei halua, ei jak\u00adsa, ei pys\u00adty. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Ja nyt vitut\u00adtaa se, kun ei tuon parem\u00adpaa seli\u00adtys\u00adt\u00e4 pys\u00adty anta\u00admaan sil\u00adle, mit\u00e4 se \u201cei jak\u00adsa, ei pys\u00adty\u201d pit\u00e4\u00e4 sis\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4\u00e4n, kos\u00adka se ei edes mer\u00adkit\u00adse sit\u00e4, etten jak\u00adsai\u00adsi tai pys\u00adtyi\u00adsi, sil\u00adl\u00e4 kuten se, ett\u00e4 olen yh\u00e4 hen\u00adgis\u00ads\u00e4, enk\u00e4 kuol\u00adlut n\u00e4l\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n, osoit\u00adtaa, olen tois\u00adtu\u00advas\u00adti jak\u00adsa\u00adnut ja pys\u00adty\u00adnyt k\u00e4y\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n siel\u00adl\u00e4 kau\u00adpas\u00adsa, ja samal\u00adla taval\u00adla jak\u00adsan ja pys\u00adtyn pakot\u00adta\u00admaan itse\u00adni aamu\u00ady\u00f6l\u00adl\u00e4 ves\u00adsaan sen sijaan, ett\u00e4 kusi tuli\u00adsi lopul\u00adta s\u00e4n\u00adkyyn niin kuin teki\u00adsi, jos todel\u00adla en jak\u00adsai\u00adsi ja pys\u00adtyi\u00adsi. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Siis\u00adp\u00e4 jak\u00adsan ja pys\u00adtyn, mut\u00adten halua<\/em>. Mut\u00adta sen halun puut\u00adtu\u00admi\u00adnen on niin mas\u00adsii\u00advi\u00adnen, t\u00e4y\u00addel\u00adli\u00adnen mus\u00adta auk\u00adko<\/strong>, ett\u00e4 sit\u00e4 mie\u00adluum\u00admin kuvai\u00adsi jak\u00adsa\u00admat\u00adto\u00admuu\u00addek\u00adsi tai kyke\u00adne\u00adm\u00e4t\u00adt\u00f6\u00admyy\u00addek\u00adsi, kos\u00adka se kuvas\u00adtaa sen kalii\u00adbe\u00adria parem\u00admin kuin sel\u00adlai\u00adnen nyy\u00ads\u00f6 \u201cen halua\u201d. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Hit\u00adto, t\u00e4m\u00e4 on hyv\u00e4 ja antoi\u00adsa poh\u00addis\u00adkel\u00adta\u00adva. Ei t\u00e4m\u00e4 nyt kyl\u00adl\u00e4 var\u00admaan tuo\u00adhon Lor\u00addin kysy\u00admyk\u00adseen vas\u00adtaa, mut\u00adta sil\u00adti. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Tuos\u00adta tilas\u00adta yksi aste yl\u00f6s\u00adp\u00e4in on se, jos\u00adsa pys\u00adtyn teke\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n ja sy\u00f6\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n jotain herk\u00adkua. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Niin ja kir\u00adjoit\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen; kir\u00adjoit\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen on yksi niis\u00adt\u00e4 asiois\u00adta, joi\u00adta teen, kos\u00adka pys\u00adtyn uppou\u00adtu\u00admaan sii\u00adhen aina sil\u00adloin t\u00e4l\u00adl\u00f6in n\u00e4in, jol\u00adloin se ty\u00f6n\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 pois mie\u00adles\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni tuon oikeak\u00adsi koke\u00adma\u00adni tilan, kos\u00adka vaik\u00adka se onkin oike\u00adaa minua, sii\u00adhen j\u00e4\u00e4\u00addes\u00ads\u00e4\u00adni sil\u00adl\u00e4 on tapa\u00adna lumi\u00adpal\u00adlou\u00adtua, eli siel\u00adt\u00e4 on yh\u00e4 vai\u00adkeam\u00adpaa irro\u00adta. #<\/a><\/p>\n

T\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 nyt ei kyl\u00adl\u00e4 en\u00e4\u00e4 tai\u00adda olla pal\u00adjon\u00adkaan j\u00e4r\u00adke\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u201cMis\u00adt\u00e4 n\u00e4et sen, ett\u00e4 olet aito sil\u00adloin kun makaat s\u00e4n\u00ad\u00adgyn- tai aal\u00adlon\u00adpoh\u00adjal\u00adla, ja v\u00e4hem\u00adm\u00e4n aito sil\u00adloin, kun jak\u00adsat kir\u00adjoit\u00adtaa?\u201d # No niin, n\u00e4h\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4s\u00adti se ei ole mahas\u00adta kiin\u00adni vaan aivos\u00adta, kun en t\u00e4m\u00e4n parem\u00adpaa vas\u00adtaus\u00adta Lor\u00addin kysy\u00admyk\u00adseen kyke\u00adne kehit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n, mut\u00adta yri\u00adt\u00e4n\u00adp\u00e4 kum\u00admin\u00adkin. # Eli kyse ei ole mil\u00adl\u00e4\u00e4n muo\u00adtoa kog\u00adni\u00adtii\u00advi\u00adses\u00adta tie\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4 vaan sii\u00adt\u00e4, mit\u00e4 tie\u00adto minul\u00adle yleens\u00e4kin [\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1275","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1275","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1275"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1275\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1275"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1275"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1275"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}