{"id":13123,"date":"2010-06-13T12:34:22","date_gmt":"2010-06-13T09:34:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=13123"},"modified":"2010-08-08T12:29:01","modified_gmt":"2010-08-08T09:29:01","slug":"itsetunto","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2010\/06\/13\/itsetunto\/","title":{"rendered":"Itsetunto"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Flagellantti\"<\/a> Tar\u00advit\u00adsi\u00adsin t\u00e4h\u00e4n sanan, joka kuvas\u00adtai\u00adsi ik\u00e4\u00e4n kuin ihme\u00adl\u00e4\u00e4k\u00adkeen vas\u00adta\u00adkap\u00adpa\u00adlet\u00adta: ongel\u00adma\u00adnai\u00adheut\u00adta\u00adjaa, joka on sel\u00adke\u00e4\u00adpiir\u00adtei\u00adnen ja siis hel\u00adpos\u00adti eris\u00adtet\u00adt\u00e4\u00advis\u00ads\u00e4 muis\u00adta samaan ongel\u00admaan kie\u00adtou\u00adtu\u00adneis\u00adta sei\u00adkois\u00adta. Se muis\u00adtut\u00adtaa ihme\u00adl\u00e4\u00e4\u00adket\u00adt\u00e4 sik\u00e4\u00adli, ett\u00e4 molem\u00admat ovat useim\u00admi\u00adten pelk\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4 toi\u00advea\u00adjat\u00adte\u00adlua, ja molem\u00adpiin ihmis\u00admie\u00adli on ker\u00adran sel\u00adlai\u00adsen kek\u00adsit\u00adty\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4n hanak\u00adka tart\u00adtu\u00admaan huo\u00adli\u00admat\u00adta tuos\u00adta, ett\u00e4 toden\u00adn\u00e4\u00adk\u00f6i\u00adsyy\u00addet puhu\u00advat sit\u00e4 vas\u00adtaan. #<\/a><\/p>\n

No joka tapauk\u00adses\u00adsa, sel\u00adlai\u00adsen kek\u00adsin itsel\u00adle\u00adni eilen: itse\u00adtun\u00adto<\/a>. Seh\u00e4n on n\u00e4i\u00adt\u00e4 kan\u00adsanp\u00adsy\u00adko\u00adlo\u00adgian mer\u00adki\u00adtyk\u00adset\u00adt\u00f6\u00admim\u00admik\u00adsi lai\u00admen\u00adta\u00admia k\u00e4sit\u00adtei\u00adt\u00e4: oman itse\u00adtun\u00adnon huo\u00adnout\u00adta tun\u00adtu\u00advat aina\u00adkin Suo\u00admes\u00adsa kuta\u00adkuin\u00adkin kaik\u00adki jos\u00adkus valit\u00adta\u00advan. Min\u00e4 en ole kos\u00adkaan pit\u00e4\u00adnyt omaa itse\u00adtun\u00adtoa\u00adni huo\u00adno\u00adna, mut\u00adta eilen tulin aja\u00adtel\u00adleek\u00adsi tuo\u00adta k\u00e4si\u00adtet\u00adt\u00e4 pel\u00adk\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n sen nimen kaut\u00adta, vail\u00adla sii\u00adhen yleen\u00ads\u00e4 tai edes psy\u00adko\u00adlo\u00adgias\u00adsa lii\u00adtet\u00adty\u00adj\u00e4 mer\u00adki\u00adtys\u00adsi\u00ads\u00e4l\u00adt\u00f6\u00adj\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Itse\u00adtun\u00adto<\/em>. Tun\u00adtoa itses\u00adt\u00e4, tun\u00adte\u00admus itses\u00adt\u00e4. Mit\u00e4 jos sel\u00adlai\u00adnen puut\u00adtuu ihmi\u00adsel\u00adt\u00e4? #<\/a><\/p>\n

Tajusin sala\u00adma\u00adna, ett\u00e4 t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 voi\u00adsi olla seli\u00adtys sil\u00adle, mik\u00adsi sosio\u00adpaa\u00adtit<\/a> ovat minus\u00adta niin kiin\u00adnos\u00adta\u00advia: heil\u00adl\u00e4 on saman\u00adlai\u00adnen tunn\u00adot\u00adto\u00admuus (eli tun\u00adnon puu\u00adte), mut\u00adta heil\u00adl\u00e4 sokea pis\u00adte osuu mui\u00adden (sosio<\/em>patia) ihmis\u00adten koh\u00addal\u00adle. Minul\u00adla sen sijaan on mie\u00adles\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni tun\u00adto tois\u00adten ihmis\u00adten<\/em> ihmi\u00adsyy\u00addes\u00adt\u00e4, mut\u00adta ent\u00e4 omas\u00adta\u00adni? En oli\u00adsi niin\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n var\u00adma sii\u00adt\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

T\u00e4m\u00e4 voi\u00adsi my\u00f6s selit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 kaik\u00adki\u00advoi\u00adpai\u00adsuus\u00adku\u00advi\u00adtel\u00admia, joi\u00adta olen jos\u00adkus itses\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni el\u00e4\u00adtel\u00adlyt: mik\u00e4 voi\u00adsi seis\u00adt\u00e4 sel\u00adlai\u00adsen ihmi\u00adsen tiel\u00adl\u00e4, joka on kyke\u00adne\u00adm\u00e4\u00adt\u00f6n tun\u00adte\u00admaan s\u00e4\u00e4\u00adli\u00e4, tai yli\u00adp\u00e4\u00e4n\u00ads\u00e4 mit\u00e4\u00e4n inhi\u00admil\u00adlis\u00adt\u00e4 itse\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4n<\/em> koh\u00adtaan? Sel\u00adlai\u00adnen ihmi\u00adnen\u00adh\u00e4n pys\u00adtyy pakot\u00adta\u00admaan itsen\u00ads\u00e4 mihin tahan\u00adsa \u2014 siis my\u00f6s asioi\u00adhin, jot\u00adka eiv\u00e4t itsen\u00ads\u00e4 ihmi\u00adsek\u00adsi koke\u00advil\u00adta, itse<\/em>tun\u00adnol\u00adla varus\u00adte\u00adtuil\u00adta ihmi\u00adsil\u00adt\u00e4 onnis\u00adtu, kos\u00adka he halua\u00advat var\u00adjel\u00adla tuo\u00adta itse\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4n pahal\u00adta. Minul\u00adla sama var\u00adje\u00adlun\u00adha\u00adlu koh\u00addis\u00adtuu vain toi\u00adsiin ihmi\u00adsiin, itsee\u00adni minun on mah\u00addo\u00adton\u00adta sit\u00e4 suun\u00adna\u00adta. #<\/a><\/p>\n

I never saw a wild thing
\nSor\u00adry for itself.
\nA small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough
\nwit\u00adhout ever having felt sor\u00adry for itself. #<\/a><\/p>\n

D. H. Law\u00adrence<\/strong><\/a>: Self-Pity<\/em><\/a> #<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Alle\u00advii\u00adva\u00adtak\u00adse\u00adni vie\u00adl\u00e4 perim\u00adm\u00e4is\u00adt\u00e4 tar\u00adkoi\u00adtus\u00adta\u00adni: sen, ett\u00e4 itse\u00adtunn\u00adot\u00adto\u00admuu\u00adden ilmen\u00adty\u00admi\u00e4 pide\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n aina\u00adkin mei\u00adk\u00e4\u00adl\u00e4i\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4, juu\u00adta\u00adlais\u00adkris\u00adtil\u00adli\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4 maso\u00adkis\u00admi\u00adpe\u00adrin\u00adtees\u00adt\u00e4<\/a> ammen\u00adta\u00advas\u00adsa kult\u00adtuu\u00adris\u00adsa sosi\u00adaa\u00adli\u00adses\u00adti hyv\u00e4k\u00adsyt\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4m\u00adpi\u00adn\u00e4 kuin sosio\u00adpa\u00adtian ilmen\u00adty\u00admi\u00e4, ei pid\u00e4 antaa h\u00e4m\u00e4\u00adt\u00e4. Minun mie\u00adles\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni t\u00e4l\u00adlai\u00adnen kyvyt\u00adt\u00f6\u00admyys, nimi\u00adtet\u00adt\u00e4\u00adk\u00f6\u00f6n sit\u00e4 sit\u00adten vaik\u00adka\u00adpa ego\u00adpa\u00adtiak\u00adsi<\/em>, on kuta\u00adkuin\u00adkin yht\u00e4 vaka\u00adva psy\u00adko\u00adlo\u00adgi\u00adnen vam\u00adma kuin sosio\u00adpa\u00adtia\u00adkin. Ego\u00adpaat\u00adti\u00adnen ihmi\u00adnen saat\u00adtaa kyl\u00adl\u00e4 menes\u00adty\u00e4 yhteis\u00adkun\u00adnas\u00adsa vam\u00admas\u00adtaan huo\u00adli\u00admat\u00adta, jopa ter\u00advei\u00adt\u00e4 kans\u00adsaih\u00admi\u00adsi\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4n parem\u00admin\u00adkin, mut\u00adta niin saat\u00adtaa sosio\u00adpaat\u00adti\u00adkin. #<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Itse\u00adtun\u00adto. Tun\u00adtoa itses\u00adt\u00e4, tun\u00adte\u00admus itses\u00adt\u00e4. Mit\u00e4 jos sel\u00adlai\u00adnen puut\u00adtuu ihmiselt\u00e4?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[1989],"class_list":["post-13123","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat","tag-psykopatia"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13123","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13123"}],"version-history":[{"count":17,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13123\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13942,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13123\/revisions\/13942"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13123"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13123"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13123"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}