{"id":1491,"date":"2005-09-03T11:06:49","date_gmt":"2005-09-03T08:06:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=1491"},"modified":"2005-09-03T11:06:49","modified_gmt":"2005-09-03T08:06:49","slug":"tuli-aamu-ja-tuli-ilta","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2005\/09\/03\/tuli-aamu-ja-tuli-ilta\/","title":{"rendered":"Tuli aamu ja tuli ilta"},"content":{"rendered":"

Jos en el\u00e4i\u00adsi jokais\u00adta p\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4\u00e4 tasan samal\u00adla taval\u00adla kuin eilis\u00adt\u00e4, minul\u00adla ei oli\u00adsi mit\u00e4\u00e4n. Vaik\u00adka minul\u00adla ei ole mit\u00e4\u00e4n syy\u00adt\u00e4 men\u00adn\u00e4 nuk\u00adku\u00admaan ja vie\u00adl\u00e4 v\u00e4hem\u00adm\u00e4n syi\u00adt\u00e4 nous\u00adta aamul\u00adla yl\u00f6s, niin voin aina\u00adkin taker\u00adtua sii\u00adhen, ett\u00e4 n\u00e4in min\u00e4 teen, joka joka ilta, joka aamu, samal\u00adla lail\u00adla p\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4 toi\u00adseen, vii\u00adkos\u00adta toi\u00adseen. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Mie\u00adluum\u00admin en tie\u00adten\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n teki\u00adsi. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Mie\u00adluum\u00admin en oli\u00adsi. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Olen nyt vajon\u00adnut t\u00e4h\u00e4n tilaan vii\u00admeis\u00adten viik\u00adko\u00adjen aika\u00adna. En ole n\u00e4h\u00adnyt sel\u00adv\u00e4\u00adjuo\u00adni\u00adsia unia\u00adkaan<\/a> sama\u00adna aika\u00adna, mut\u00adta on mah\u00addo\u00adton\u00adta sanoa, onko jom\u00adpi\u00adkum\u00adpi n\u00e4is\u00adt\u00e4 asiois\u00adta toi\u00adsen syy ja toi\u00adnen sen seu\u00adraus, vai kie\u00adtou\u00adtu\u00advat\u00adko ne toi\u00adsiin\u00adsa syi\u00adden ja seu\u00adraus\u00adten kudel\u00adma\u00adna, jos\u00adta nii\u00adt\u00e4 on mah\u00addo\u00adton\u00adta erot\u00adtaa. #<\/a><\/p>\n

My\u00f6s vuo\u00adden\u00adai\u00adka, ilto\u00adjen pime\u00adne\u00admi\u00adnen on otet\u00adta\u00adva huo\u00admioon. On syk\u00adsy, niin kuin oli syk\u00adsy sil\u00adloin, kun t\u00e4m\u00e4 tila\u00adni var\u00admaan\u00adkin kat\u00adsot\u00adtai\u00adsiin alka\u00adneek\u00adsi, jos joku teki\u00adsi minus\u00adta el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4n\u00adker\u00adtaa viral\u00adlis\u00adten asia\u00adkir\u00adjo\u00adjen perus\u00adteel\u00adla. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Er\u00e4\u00e4\u00adn\u00e4 aamu\u00adna sil\u00adloin vuo\u00adsia sit\u00adten min\u00e4 en vain en\u00e4\u00e4 kyen\u00adnyt. En ollut kyen\u00adnyt nuk\u00adku\u00admaan, en her\u00e4\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n en\u00e4\u00e4 pit\u00adkiin aikoi\u00adhin, mut\u00adta sil\u00adloin min\u00e4 en en\u00e4\u00e4 kyen\u00adnyt mene\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n kou\u00adluun enk\u00e4 teke\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n mit\u00e4\u00e4n muu\u00adta\u00adkaan. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sain ajan psy\u00adkiat\u00adril\u00adta, ja ajal\u00adla\u00adni sain l\u00e4\u00e4k\u00adkei\u00adt\u00e4, kah\u00adden vii\u00adkon sai\u00adras\u00adlo\u00adman ja lupauk\u00adsen tera\u00adpias\u00adta. Kak\u00adsi viik\u00adkoa meni, ja sai\u00adras\u00adlo\u00admaa\u00adni jat\u00adket\u00adtiin, kos\u00adka en edel\u00adleen\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n kyen\u00adnyt. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Kun tera\u00adpia alkoi, kir\u00adjoi\u00adtin tera\u00adpeu\u00adtil\u00adle kir\u00adjeen, jot\u00adta sai\u00adsin sano\u00adtuk\u00adsi kai\u00adken, min\u00adk\u00e4 kat\u00adsoin t\u00e4r\u00adke\u00e4k\u00adsi - asioi\u00adta, kuten v\u00e4ki\u00adval\u00adtai\u00adset fan\u00adt\u00adasiat, joi\u00adta minul\u00adla oli jat\u00adku\u00advas\u00adti, ja joi\u00adden nor\u00admaa\u00adliut\u00adta ep\u00e4i\u00adlin. Tera\u00adpia\u00adni lop\u00adpui sii\u00adhen, sil\u00adl\u00e4 tera\u00adpeut\u00adti ja psy\u00adkiat\u00adri tuli\u00advat sii\u00adhen tulok\u00adseen, ett\u00e4 tera\u00adpia t\u00e4l\u00adlai\u00adses\u00adsa tilan\u00adtees\u00adsa vain pahen\u00adtai\u00adsi oloa\u00adni. #<\/a><\/p>\n

J\u00e4l\u00adki\u00adk\u00e4\u00adteen \u00e4iti on sano\u00adnut ajat\u00adte\u00adle\u00advan\u00adsa, ett\u00e4 se on var\u00admas\u00adti ollut minul\u00adle kova isku, mut\u00adta minus\u00adta se tun\u00adtui sil\u00adloin vain itses\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n\u00adsel\u00adv\u00e4l\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 n\u00e4in t\u00e4m\u00e4 tuli\u00adsi mene\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n: ei minua kukaan voi\u00adsi aut\u00adtaa. Ei mik\u00e4\u00e4n tera\u00adpia voi\u00adsi paran\u00adtaa eik\u00e4 yksi\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n ihmi\u00adnen kyke\u00adni\u00adsi otta\u00admaan vas\u00adtaan kaik\u00adkea sit\u00e4, mit\u00e4 sis\u00e4l\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni l\u00f6y\u00adtyy. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Seu\u00adraa\u00adval\u00adla tapaa\u00admi\u00adsel\u00adla (jos\u00adsa Riit\u00adta\u00adkin oli muka\u00adna, kos\u00adka oli huo\u00adlis\u00adsaan sii\u00adt\u00e4, etten saa apua) psy\u00adkiat\u00adril\u00adle lopul\u00adta\u00adkin k\u00e4vi ilmei\u00adsek\u00adsi se, ett\u00e4 olin kat\u00adkea\u00admis\u00adpis\u00adtees\u00ads\u00e4. Sain h\u00e4nen ehdo\u00adtuk\u00adses\u00adtaan, mut\u00adta omas\u00adta tah\u00addos\u00adta\u00adni, l\u00e4het\u00adteen psy\u00adkiat\u00adri\u00adsen sai\u00adraa\u00adlan avo-osas\u00adtol\u00adle, jon\u00adne sit\u00adten sin\u00e4 pime\u00e4\u00adn\u00e4 syys\u00adtal\u00advi-ilta\u00adna mat\u00adkus\u00adtin junas\u00adsa. #<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jos en el\u00e4i\u00adsi jokais\u00adta p\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4\u00e4 tasan samal\u00adla taval\u00adla kuin eilis\u00adt\u00e4, minul\u00adla ei oli\u00adsi mit\u00e4\u00e4n. Vaik\u00adka minul\u00adla ei ole mit\u00e4\u00e4n syy\u00adt\u00e4 men\u00adn\u00e4 nuk\u00adku\u00admaan ja vie\u00adl\u00e4 v\u00e4hem\u00adm\u00e4n syi\u00adt\u00e4 nous\u00adta aamul\u00adla yl\u00f6s, niin voin aina\u00adkin taker\u00adtua sii\u00adhen, ett\u00e4 n\u00e4in min\u00e4 teen, joka joka ilta, joka aamu, samal\u00adla lail\u00adla p\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4 toi\u00adseen, vii\u00adkos\u00adta toi\u00adseen. # Mie\u00adluum\u00admin en tie\u00adten\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n teki\u00adsi. # Mie\u00adluum\u00admin en [\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1491","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1491","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1491"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1491\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1491"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1491"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1491"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}