{"id":15778,"date":"2010-10-22T09:40:14","date_gmt":"2010-10-22T06:40:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=15778"},"modified":"2010-10-22T09:40:14","modified_gmt":"2010-10-22T06:40:14","slug":"making-up-for-teenage-crime","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2010\/10\/22\/making-up-for-teenage-crime\/","title":{"rendered":"Making up for teenage crime"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Tulellakiduttaminen\"<\/a> P\u00e4\u00e4\u00adtin etten nouse s\u00e4n\u00adgys\u00adt\u00e4 ennen kuin minul\u00adla on sii\u00adhen syy, joka ei ole pakot\u00adta\u00adva yli\u00admi\u00adn\u00e4. T\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 sit\u00e4 vie\u00adl\u00e4\u00adkin makoil\u00adlaan. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Nor\u00admaa\u00adlis\u00adti p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adsen yl\u00f6s vas\u00adta kun k\u00e4s\u00adken itse\u00e4\u00adni, mut\u00adta ei sen minus\u00adta niin pit\u00e4i\u00adsi men\u00adn\u00e4. Pit\u00e4i\u00adsi\u00adh\u00e4n ihmi\u00adsel\u00adl\u00e4 olla joku syy halu\u00adta el\u00e4\u00e4. Ei nyt ehk\u00e4 365 p\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4\u00adn\u00e4 vuo\u00addes\u00adsa, mut\u00adta enim\u00adm\u00e4k\u00adseen tai edes jos\u00adkus. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Syyn pit\u00e4i\u00adsi olla per\u00e4i\u00adsin jos\u00adtain yli\u00admi\u00adn\u00e4\u00e4 alem\u00admis\u00adta ker\u00adrok\u00adsis\u00adta. Minun pit\u00e4i\u00adsi halu\u00adta jotain, mik\u00e4 pani\u00adsi ruu\u00admii\u00adni liik\u00adkeel\u00adle. Mie\u00adtin sit\u00e4\u00adkin mah\u00addol\u00adli\u00adsuut\u00adta, ett\u00e4 ehk\u00e4 haluan\u00adkin jotain, mut\u00adta olen lamaan\u00adtu\u00adnut, kos\u00adka yli\u00admi\u00adn\u00e4 ei sal\u00adli min\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n muun lii\u00adkut\u00adtaa minua. Heti jos niin tapah\u00adtuu, yli\u00admi\u00adn\u00e4 \u00e4r\u00e4h\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 liik\u00adkeel\u00adle\u00adpa\u00adne\u00adval\u00adle teki\u00adj\u00e4l\u00adle, ja sik\u00adsi n\u00e4m\u00e4 muut teki\u00adj\u00e4t eiv\u00e4t en\u00e4\u00e4 uskal\u00adla edes yrit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4. Niin\u00adp\u00e4 yl\u00f6s nouse\u00admi\u00adnen oli\u00adsi\u00adkin ehk\u00e4 paras\u00adta mit\u00e4 psyy\u00adkel\u00adle\u00adni voi\u00adsin teh\u00add\u00e4: kapi\u00adnoin\u00adtia yli\u00admi\u00adn\u00e4\u00e4\u00adni vas\u00adtaan. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sit\u00adten tajusin, etten miten\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n pys\u00adty erot\u00adta\u00admaan tuo\u00adta mah\u00addol\u00adli\u00adsuut\u00adta yli\u00admi\u00adn\u00e4n har\u00adjoit\u00adta\u00admas\u00adta mani\u00adpu\u00adlaa\u00adtios\u00adta: ehk\u00e4 se vain uskot\u00adte\u00adlee<\/em> minul\u00adle, ett\u00e4 noin toi\u00admies\u00adsa\u00adni toi\u00admin omas\u00adta halus\u00adta\u00adni, vaik\u00adka tosia\u00adsias\u00adsa tulen sil\u00adloin\u00adkin vain rais\u00adkan\u00adneek\u00adsi t\u00e4t\u00e4 halua toteut\u00adta\u00admal\u00adla poh\u00adjim\u00admil\u00adta\u00adni yli\u00admi\u00adn\u00e4n tah\u00adtoa. Yli\u00admi\u00adn\u00e4n, joka on saa\u00adnut minut usko\u00admaan, ett\u00e4 toi\u00admin jon\u00adkin halun poh\u00adjal\u00adta, ja mani\u00adpu\u00adloi\u00adnut minut n\u00e4in toi\u00admin\u00adtaan, jota se tosia\u00adsias\u00adsa itse vaa\u00adtii. #<\/a><\/p>\n

(Kir\u00adjoi\u00adtin t\u00e4m\u00e4n t\u00e4h\u00e4n asti alun perin puhe\u00adli\u00admen Ope\u00adral\u00adla<\/a>, mut\u00adta se nie\u00adlai\u00adsi koko teks\u00adtin. Kiit\u00adti, Ope\u00adra! Hyvin te nor\u00adja\u00adlai\u00adset ved\u00e4t\u00adte.) #<\/a><\/p>\n

Tajusin my\u00f6s, ett\u00e4 ehk\u00e4 paras\u00adta, mihin yli\u00admi\u00adn\u00e4\u00adni kans\u00adsa pys\u00adtyn, on lii\u00adkun\u00adta, sil\u00adl\u00e4 se on iro\u00adnis\u00adta. Sii\u00adn\u00e4\u00adkin pako\u00adtan itse\u00adni teke\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n asioi\u00adta, mut\u00adta panen ne tapah\u00adtu\u00admaan yli\u00admi\u00adn\u00e4\u00e4\u00adni ja sen saa\u00advu\u00adtuk\u00adsia hal\u00advee\u00adra\u00adtak\u00adse\u00adni: mik\u00e4\u00e4n, mit\u00e4 olen kyvyil\u00adl\u00e4\u00adni saa\u00advut\u00adta\u00adnut tai tulen iki\u00adn\u00e4 saa\u00advut\u00adta\u00admaan, ei ole sen parem\u00adpaa kuin mit\u00e4 lii\u00adkun\u00adta on: hai\u00adse\u00advan liha\u00adni kidu\u00adtus\u00adta. #<\/a><\/p>\n

T\u00e4m\u00e4 muser\u00adta\u00adva yli\u00admi\u00adn\u00e4 selit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 sivu\u00admen\u00adnen sanoen var\u00admaan mel\u00adko pit\u00adk\u00e4l\u00adti alko\u00adho\u00adlin\u00adk\u00e4y\u00adt\u00f6n suvus\u00adsa\u00adni, sil\u00adl\u00e4 j\u00e4l\u00adkim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adnen\u00adh\u00e4n on tun\u00adne\u00adtus\u00adti toi\u00admi\u00adva kei\u00adno nujer\u00adtaa yli\u00admi\u00adn\u00e4 ja p\u00e4\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 alem\u00adpien ker\u00adros\u00adten halut val\u00adloil\u00adleen. Vaih\u00adtoeh\u00adto\u00adna t\u00e4l\u00adle sil\u00adloin t\u00e4l\u00adl\u00f6in anne\u00adtul\u00adle teko\u00adhen\u00adgi\u00adtyk\u00adsel\u00adle on, ett\u00e4 ne minuu\u00adden alem\u00admat ker\u00adrok\u00adset lopul\u00adta rusen\u00adtu\u00advat kuo\u00adli\u00adaak\u00adsi, kun eiv\u00e4t kes\u00adt\u00e4<\/a>. #<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

P\u00e4\u00e4\u00adtin etten nouse s\u00e4n\u00adgyst\u00e4 ennen kuin minul\u00adla on sii\u00adhen syy, joka ei ole pakot\u00adtava yli\u00admin\u00e4. T\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 sit\u00e4 vie\u00adl\u00e4\u00adkin makoillaan.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[1986],"class_list":["post-15778","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat","tag-psykologia"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15778","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15778"}],"version-history":[{"count":18,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15778\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15797,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15778\/revisions\/15797"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15778"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15778"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15778"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}