{"id":1578,"date":"2005-09-24T10:50:17","date_gmt":"2005-09-24T07:50:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=1578"},"modified":"2012-02-15T11:03:03","modified_gmt":"2012-02-15T09:03:03","slug":"team-angst","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2005\/09\/24\/team-angst\/","title":{"rendered":"Team Angst"},"content":{"rendered":"

Min\u00e4 olen ihas\u00adtu\u00adnut. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Noin, nyt se on sanot\u00adtu. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Her\u00e4\u00adsin t\u00e4n\u00e4 aamu\u00adna miet\u00adtien, ett\u00e4 mik\u00adsen min\u00e4 pys\u00adty kir\u00adjoit\u00adta\u00admaan n\u00e4is\u00adt\u00e4 asiois\u00adta. Ensi\u00adsi\u00adjai\u00adnen syy on se, ett\u00e4 joka ker\u00adta sen iskies\u00ads\u00e4 min\u00e4 tun\u00adnen syyl\u00adli\u00adsyyt\u00adt\u00e4 sen takia kaik\u00adkien aiem\u00adpien, vas\u00adtaa\u00advien tun\u00adteit\u00adte\u00adni koh\u00adtee\u00adna ollei\u00adden vuok\u00adsi. Tun\u00adnen itse\u00adni pet\u00adtu\u00adrik\u00adsi ja h\u00e4pe\u00e4n sen tun\u00adnus\u00adta\u00admis\u00adta jul\u00adki\u00adses\u00adti; ett\u00e4 t\u00e4l\u00adlais\u00adten, hel\u00adlien tun\u00adteit\u00adte\u00adni koh\u00adde on vaih\u00adtu\u00adnut vuo\u00adsien saa\u00adtos\u00adsa useam\u00adpaan ker\u00adtaan. En voi mit\u00e4\u00e4n sil\u00adle, ett\u00e4 minus\u00adta se on v\u00e4\u00e4\u00adrin. Ihmi\u00adnen ei sai\u00adsi tun\u00adtea sil\u00adl\u00e4 lail\u00adla enem\u00adp\u00e4\u00e4 kuin yht\u00e4 ihmis\u00adt\u00e4 koh\u00adtaan. Kor\u00adkein\u00adtaan sii\u00adn\u00e4 tapauk\u00adses\u00adsa, ett\u00e4 se tun\u00adtei\u00adden koh\u00adde kuo\u00adlee, on minus\u00adta hyv\u00e4k\u00adsyt\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4\u00e4, ett\u00e4 ne tun\u00adteet siir\u00adty\u00adv\u00e4t, koh\u00addis\u00adtu\u00advat johon\u00adku\u00adhun toi\u00adseen. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Puhu\u00admat\u00adta\u00adkaan sii\u00adt\u00e4, miten v\u00e4\u00e4\u00adrin on tun\u00adtea jotain sel\u00adlais\u00adta yht\u00e4\u00adai\u00adkai\u00adses\u00adti useam\u00adpaa kuin yht\u00e4 ihmis\u00adt\u00e4 koh\u00adtaan. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Ja kuten niin monis\u00adsa muis\u00adsa\u00adkaan asiois\u00adsa, t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n ei todel\u00adla\u00adkaan loh\u00addu\u00adta yht\u00e4\u00e4n se aja\u00adtus, ett\u00e4 kaik\u00adki\u00adhan niin teke\u00adv\u00e4t<\/a>Pyr\u00adki\u00admyk\u00adse\u00adni lin\u00adkit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 sanat Googlen ehdoil\u00adla<\/a> tuot\u00adtaa n\u00e4k\u00f6\u00adj\u00e4\u00e4n ris\u00adti\u00adrii\u00adtai\u00adsia vih\u00adjei\u00adt\u00e4 niis\u00ads\u00e4 link\u00adki\u00adsa\u00adno\u00adjen valin\u00adnois\u00adsa; aiem\u00admin oli\u00adsin lin\u00adkit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adnyt t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 yhtey\u00addes\u00ads\u00e4 sanat \u201cmonis\u00adsa muis\u00adsa\u00adkaan asiois\u00adsa\u201d jol\u00adloin sano\u00adjen mer\u00adki\u00adtys oli\u00adsi vih\u00adjan\u00adnut, ett\u00e4 lin\u00adkin koh\u00adtee\u00adna on nii\u00adt\u00e4 mui\u00adta asioi\u00adta, mut\u00adta Googlen ehdoil\u00adla lin\u00adki\u00adte\u00adtyt sanat \u201ckaik\u00adki\u00adhan niin teke\u00adv\u00e4t\u201d vih\u00adjaa\u00advat minus\u00adta vir\u00adheel\u00adli\u00adses\u00adti, ett\u00e4 lin\u00adkin koh\u00adtee\u00adna oli\u00adsi\u00adkin yksi \u201cniin teke\u00advis\u00adt\u00e4\u201d., joten mik\u00adsen min\u00e4\u00adkin. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sain ryh\u00adm\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4<\/a> sel\u00adlai\u00adsen vai\u00adku\u00adtel\u00adman, ett\u00e4 t\u00e4l\u00adlais\u00adta ajat\u00adte\u00adlua pide\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n hie\u00adman eris\u00adkum\u00admal\u00adli\u00adse\u00adna. Mit\u00e4, ett\u00e4\u00adk\u00f6 muka Janil\u00adla oli\u00adsi eris\u00adkum\u00admal\u00adli\u00adsia aja\u00adtuk\u00adsia, \u00e4lk\u00e4\u00e4 nyt viit\u00adsi\u00adk\u00f6! Seh\u00e4n oli\u00adsi aivan ennen\u00adkuu\u00adlu\u00adma\u00adton\u00adta\u2026 #<\/a><\/p>\n

Koe\u00adtin perus\u00adtel\u00adla t\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4 t\u00e4\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 kir\u00adjoit\u00adta\u00admat\u00adto\u00admuut\u00adta itsel\u00adle\u00adni t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 tapauk\u00adses\u00adsa sil\u00adl\u00e4\u00adkin, ett\u00e4 se liit\u00adtyy tera\u00adpia\u00adryh\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n, ja etten muka sik\u00adsi voi\u00adsi sii\u00adt\u00e4 kir\u00adjoit\u00adtaa. Mut\u00adta tosia\u00adsias\u00adsa kyse on aina\u00adkin tois\u00adtai\u00adsek\u00adsi ihan puh\u00adtaas\u00adti yksi\u00adpuo\u00adli\u00adses\u00adta asias\u00adta, minun asias\u00adta\u00adni, ja t\u00e4m\u00e4n oman tun\u00adne\u00adh\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4k\u00adk\u00e4\u00adni t\u00e4n\u00adne kir\u00adjoit\u00adta\u00admal\u00adla k\u00e4sit\u00adte\u00adlys\u00ads\u00e4 minun on mah\u00addol\u00adlis\u00adta sivuut\u00adtaa sen koh\u00adde (joka siis on ryh\u00adm\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4) jota\u00adkuin\u00adkin koko\u00adnaan. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Joku ehdot\u00adti jos\u00adkus kau\u00adan sit\u00adten t\u00e4\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4, kommenteissa[alaviite]T\u00e4m\u00e4 tapah\u00adtui van\u00adhan Skm:n<\/a> aikaan, joten en pys\u00adty l\u00f6y\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n sit\u00e4 kovin helposti.[\/alaviite], ett\u00e4 iski\u00adsin itsel\u00adle\u00adni nai\u00adsen ryh\u00adm\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4, ja minus\u00adta se oli sil\u00adloin ker\u00adta\u00adkaik\u00adki\u00adsen koo\u00admi\u00adnen ja mah\u00addo\u00adton aja\u00adtus. En osan\u00adnut kuvi\u00adtel\u00adla mis\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n sel\u00adlai\u00adsis\u00adta asiois\u00adta puhu\u00admis\u00adta\u00adkaan siel\u00adl\u00e4, saa\u00adti\u00adka sit\u00adten toi\u00admeen tart\u00adtu\u00admis\u00adta. Joten\u00adkin se ehk\u00e4 hei\u00adjas\u00adte\u00adlee sit\u00e4, miten minus\u00adta t\u00e4l\u00adlai\u00adset roman\u00adtiik\u00adka-asiat yli\u00adp\u00e4\u00e4n\u00ads\u00e4\u00adkin ovat niin intii\u00adme\u00adj\u00e4, kah\u00adden\u00adkes\u00adki\u00adsi\u00e4 asioi\u00adta, ett\u00e4 niis\u00adt\u00e4 ei oikein sovi puhua edes pie\u00adnes\u00ads\u00e4 ryh\u00adm\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 jul\u00adki\u00adses\u00adta verk\u00adko\u00adp\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4\u00adkir\u00adjas\u00adta nyt puhumattakaan.Voitte vain kuvi\u00adtel\u00adla, mil\u00adlai\u00adsen tus\u00adkan val\u00adtaan jou\u00addun lukies\u00adsa\u00adni teks\u00adte\u00adj\u00e4, joi\u00adden aihee\u00adna on tei\u00adni\u00adsek\u00adsi<\/a> tai neit\u00adsyy\u00adden menet\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adnen<\/a>. (Tuos\u00adsa\u00adpa muu\u00adten pari oivaa link\u00adki\u00adsa\u00adnaa Googlen poi\u00admit\u00adta\u00advik\u00adsi! Varau\u00adtu\u00adkaa per\u00advo\u00advy\u00f6\u00adryyn, Kau\u00adra ja Sun \u00e4itis!) Sii\u00adhen liit\u00adtyy luul\u00adta\u00advas\u00adti kaik\u00adki se Suo\u00admen van\u00adhan kan\u00adsan niin sanot\u00adtu vii\u00adsaus, jon\u00adka mukaan hyvik\u00adsi koe\u00adtut asiat on pidet\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4 visus\u00adti pii\u00adlos\u00adsa, jot\u00adtei\u00adv\u00e4t ne her\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4i\u00adsi kateut\u00adta, ja tun\u00adnen\u00adkin syyl\u00adli\u00adsyyt\u00adt\u00e4 t\u00e4m\u00e4n kir\u00adjoit\u00adta\u00admi\u00adses\u00adta my\u00f6s sen takia. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Mit\u00e4\u00e4n inses\u00adti\u00adpel\u00adkoa min\u00e4 en kui\u00adten\u00adkaan my\u00f6n\u00adn\u00e4 t\u00e4h\u00e4n liit\u00adty\u00adv\u00e4n, sil\u00adl\u00e4 min\u00e4 olen kyl\u00adl\u00e4 koke\u00adnut sen\u00adkin suh\u00adtees\u00adsa luok\u00adka\u00adto\u00adve\u00adri\u00adtyt\u00adt\u00f6i\u00adhin aina ala-asteel\u00adta lukioon asti; minul\u00adle kaik\u00adki oman luo\u00adkan tyt\u00f6t oli\u00advat kuin sisa\u00adruk\u00adsia sii\u00adn\u00e4 mie\u00adles\u00ads\u00e4, ett\u00e4 aja\u00adtus johon\u00adkin suh\u00adteen\u00adta\u00adpai\u00adseen ryh\u00adty\u00admi\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4 nii\u00adden kans\u00adsa oli\u00adsi tun\u00adtu\u00adnut sil\u00adl\u00e4 taval\u00adla iljet\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4l\u00adt\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

T\u00e4m\u00e4 tilan\u00adne \u00e4rsyt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 minua sik\u00adsi\u00adkin, ett\u00e4 oli\u00adsin mie\u00adluum\u00admin halun\u00adnut pit\u00e4\u00e4 tera\u00adpian n\u00e4is\u00adt\u00e4 tun\u00adteis\u00adta puh\u00adtaa\u00adna, kos\u00adka yksi isoim\u00admis\u00adta ongel\u00admis\u00adta\u00adni on ollut se, ett\u00e4 panen niil\u00adle aivan lii\u00adan pal\u00adjon pai\u00adnoa: olen yrit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adnyt k\u00e4yt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 nii\u00adt\u00e4 er\u00e4\u00e4n\u00adlai\u00adse\u00adna voi\u00adma\u00adva\u00adra\u00adna ja paran\u00adta\u00adva\u00adna tai\u00adka\u00adna, mit\u00e4 ne eiv\u00e4t kui\u00adten\u00adkaan tosia\u00adsias\u00adsa ole, kuten olen saa\u00adnut kat\u00adke\u00adras\u00adti huo\u00adma\u00adta. Oli\u00adsin halun\u00adnut l\u00f6y\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 tera\u00adpias\u00adta joi\u00adtain parem\u00adpia, toi\u00admi\u00advam\u00adpia psyyk\u00adki\u00adsi\u00e4 voi\u00adma\u00adva\u00adro\u00adja, joi\u00adden avul\u00adla voi\u00adsin sel\u00adviy\u00adty\u00e4 yksi\u00adn\u00e4\u00adni, kos\u00adka juu\u00adri t\u00e4m\u00e4 riip\u00adpu\u00advuu\u00adte\u00adni n\u00e4is\u00adt\u00e4 tun\u00adteis\u00adta tekee minus\u00adta riip\u00adpu\u00advai\u00adsen toi\u00adses\u00adta ihmi\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4, joka nii\u00adden tun\u00adtei\u00adden koh\u00adtee\u00adna on. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Toi\u00adsaal\u00adta voi\u00adsi tie\u00adtys\u00adti aja\u00adtel\u00adla, ett\u00e4 olen nyt t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 t\u00f6r\u00adm\u00e4n\u00adnyt oman el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00adni ongel\u00admiin juu\u00adri niin kuin ryh\u00adm\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 kuu\u00adluu\u00adkin tapah\u00adtua, mut\u00adta tosia\u00adsias\u00adsa t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 vai\u00adhees\u00adsa ei olla vie\u00adl\u00e4 l\u00e4hel\u00adl\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n nii\u00adt\u00e4 ongel\u00admia. Ne ongel\u00admat kyl\u00adl\u00e4 siit\u00adty\u00adv\u00e4t t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 vai\u00adhees\u00adsa, eli t\u00e4m\u00e4 on se ensim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adnen har\u00adha-askel kar\u00adtal\u00adta, min\u00adk\u00e4 tulok\u00adse\u00adna sit\u00e4 sit\u00adten jos\u00adsain vai\u00adhees\u00adsa huo\u00admaa ole\u00advan\u00adsa pahas\u00adti eksyk\u00adsis\u00ads\u00e4. Min\u00e4 kui\u00adten\u00adkin pahoin pel\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n, ett\u00e4 yksi puo\u00adli\u00adtois\u00adta\u00adtun\u00adti\u00adnen vii\u00adkos\u00adsa puo\u00adlen vuo\u00adden ajan ei rii\u00adt\u00e4 sii\u00adhen eksy\u00admi\u00adseen. Edel\u00adli\u00adsel\u00adl\u00e4\u00adkin ker\u00adral\u00adla sii\u00adhen tar\u00advit\u00adtiin vuo\u00adsien inten\u00adsii\u00advi\u00adnen yhdes\u00ads\u00e4\u00adolo. Eik\u00e4 se aika var\u00adsin\u00adkaan riit\u00adt\u00e4i\u00adsi sen j\u00e4l\u00adkeen siel\u00adt\u00e4 eksyk\u00adsis\u00adt\u00e4 pois l\u00f6y\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adseen, mik\u00e4 kui\u00adten\u00adkin noin niin kuin j\u00e4r\u00adjel\u00adl\u00e4 aja\u00adtel\u00adtu\u00adna tun\u00adtui\u00adsi tavoit\u00adte\u00adle\u00admi\u00adsen arvoi\u00adsel\u00adta p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4\u00adr\u00e4l\u00adt\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

L\u00f6y\u00adsin mie\u00adlen\u00adkiin\u00adtoi\u00adsen sitaa\u00adtin: #<\/a><\/p>\n

Toi\u00adnen, taval\u00adli\u00adnen suden\u00adkuop\u00adpa on ala\u00adryh\u00admit\u00adty\u00admi\u00adnen \u2014 klik\u00adkien muo\u00addos\u00adtu\u00admi\u00adnen ryh\u00adm\u00e4n sis\u00e4l\u00adle. Jos ala\u00adryh\u00adm\u00e4n tavoit\u00adteet poik\u00adkea\u00advat koko ryh\u00adm\u00e4n tavoit\u00adteis\u00adta, niin kuin ne taval\u00adli\u00adses\u00adti teke\u00adv\u00e4t, tulok\u00adse\u00adna voi olla hajau\u00adtu\u00admis\u00adta. Esi\u00admerk\u00adki\u00adn\u00e4 olkoot kak\u00adsi ryh\u00adm\u00e4\u00adte\u00adra\u00adpian j\u00e4sen\u00adt\u00e4, joi\u00adden v\u00e4lil\u00adle muo\u00addos\u00adtuu rak\u00adkaus\u00adsuh\u00adde tai vaik\u00adka\u00adpa l\u00e4hei\u00adnen yst\u00e4\u00advyys. Vaik\u00adka kysees\u00ads\u00e4 onkin hei\u00add\u00e4n kan\u00adnal\u00adtaan posi\u00adtii\u00advi\u00adnen suh\u00adde, sel\u00adlai\u00adnen vahin\u00adgoit\u00adtaa l\u00e4hes aina ryh\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4, sil\u00adl\u00e4 ryh\u00adm\u00e4n tavoit\u00adtee\u00adna on kai\u00adken ryh\u00adm\u00e4n j\u00e4sen\u00adten v\u00e4lil\u00adl\u00e4 tapah\u00adtu\u00advan avoin jaka\u00admi\u00adnen, mut\u00adta rakas\u00adta\u00advais\u00adten tavoit\u00adtee\u00adna on kes\u00adki\u00adn\u00e4i\u00adnen l\u00e4hei\u00adsyys ja tois\u00adten sul\u00adke\u00admi\u00adnen sen ulko\u00adpuo\u00adlel\u00adle. Parin p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4\u00adr\u00e4t eiv\u00e4t sovi yhteen ryh\u00adm\u00e4n p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4\u00adrien kans\u00adsa, joten ryh\u00adm\u00e4n vet\u00e4\u00adj\u00e4n t\u00e4y\u00adtyy puut\u00adtua tilan\u00adtee\u00adseen ja aset\u00adtaa asiat t\u00e4r\u00adkeys\u00adj\u00e4r\u00adjes\u00adtyk\u00adseen. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Inc.com: Team Angst<\/a> (suo\u00admen\u00adnos oma\u00adni) #<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Ett\u00e4 sil\u00adl\u00e4 taval\u00adla. Kaik\u00adkien mui\u00adden, t\u00e4m\u00e4n tilan\u00adteen aiheut\u00adta\u00admien haa\u00adve\u00adku\u00advien tiel\u00adl\u00e4 ole\u00advien estei\u00adden lis\u00e4k\u00adsi ne toteu\u00adtues\u00adsaan koi\u00adtu\u00advat pahim\u00admas\u00adsa tapauk\u00adses\u00adsa koko ryh\u00adm\u00e4n koh\u00adta\u00adlok\u00adsi. #<\/a><\/p>\n

[muok\u00adkauk\u00adset]
\n[muokkaus][klo]2011-07-29 21:32[\/klo] Pois\u00adtin kuvan.[\/muokkaus]
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Min\u00e4 olen ihas\u00adtu\u00adnut. # Noin, nyt se on sanot\u00adtu. # Her\u00e4\u00adsin t\u00e4n\u00e4 aamu\u00adna miet\u00adtien, ett\u00e4 mik\u00adsen min\u00e4 pys\u00adty kir\u00adjoit\u00adta\u00admaan n\u00e4is\u00adt\u00e4 asiois\u00adta. Ensi\u00adsi\u00adjai\u00adnen syy on se, ett\u00e4 joka ker\u00adta sen iskies\u00ads\u00e4 min\u00e4 tun\u00adnen syyl\u00adli\u00adsyyt\u00adt\u00e4 sen takia kaik\u00adkien aiem\u00adpien, vas\u00adtaa\u00advien tun\u00adteit\u00adte\u00adni koh\u00adtee\u00adna ollei\u00adden vuok\u00adsi. Tun\u00adnen itse\u00adni pet\u00adtu\u00adrik\u00adsi ja h\u00e4pe\u00e4n sen tun\u00adnus\u00adta\u00admis\u00adta jul\u00adki\u00adses\u00adti; ett\u00e4 t\u00e4l\u00adlais\u00adten, hel\u00adlien tun\u00adteit\u00adte\u00adni koh\u00adde on vaihtunut [\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1578","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1578","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1578"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1578\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":25268,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1578\/revisions\/25268"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1578"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1578"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1578"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}