{"id":186,"date":"2004-06-22T21:34:43","date_gmt":"2004-06-22T19:34:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/skm\/?p=186"},"modified":"2011-08-09T07:29:21","modified_gmt":"2011-08-09T04:29:21","slug":"e-kausi-on-ohi-j-kausi-alkaa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2004\/06\/22\/e-kausi-on-ohi-j-kausi-alkaa\/","title":{"rendered":"E-kausi on ohi, J-kausi alkaa"},"content":{"rendered":"

Kut\u00adkut\u00adta\u00advan ris\u00adti\u00adrii\u00adtai\u00adnen olo t\u00e4m\u00e4\u00adnil\u00adtai\u00adsen kes\u00adkus\u00adte\u00adlu\u00adker\u00adhon j\u00e4l\u00adjil\u00adt\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

V\u00e4i\u00adt\u00e4n, ett\u00e4 olen muo\u00adkan\u00adnut omaa roo\u00adlia\u00adni ryh\u00adm\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 tie\u00adtoi\u00adsem\u00admin kuin jot\u00adkut siel\u00adl\u00e4. Ei siten, ett\u00e4\u00adk\u00f6 oli\u00adsin valin\u00adnut sen laa\u00addun itse[alaviite]En usko sen ole\u00advan edes mah\u00addol\u00adlis\u00adta, aina\u00adkaan itselleni.[\/alaviite], mut\u00adta olen seu\u00adran\u00adnut ja osin ohjannutkin[alaviite]T\u00e4m\u00e4kin aktii\u00advi\u00adsuus on vain har\u00adhaa. L\u00e4hin\u00adn\u00e4 olen ollut este\u00adle\u00adm\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4 nii\u00adden tapahtumista.[\/alaviite] nii\u00adt\u00e4 ottei\u00adta\u00adni, jot\u00adka tuon roo\u00adlin minul\u00adle ryh\u00adm\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 ovat luo\u00adneet. T\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n sit\u00adten ilme\u00adni, ett\u00e4 roo\u00adlit (aina\u00adkin oma\u00adni) on k\u00e4y\u00adnyt sen ver\u00adran sel\u00adv\u00e4k\u00adsi ett\u00e4 tar\u00advit\u00adtiin sen roo\u00adlin mukais\u00adta k\u00e4yt\u00adt\u00e4y\u00adty\u00admis\u00adt\u00e4 ihan oikeas\u00adti, ryh\u00adm\u00e4n sis\u00e4i\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4 \u2018k\u00e4y\u00adt\u00e4n\u00adn\u00f6n tilanteessa\u2019.Mik\u00e4li mis\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n siel\u00adl\u00e4 tapah\u00adtu\u00advas\u00adta voi k\u00e4yt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 adjek\u00adtii\u00advia k\u00e4y\u00adt\u00e4n\u00adn\u00f6l\u00adli\u00adnen. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Ris\u00adti\u00adrii\u00adtai\u00adnen olo seu\u00adraa tuon roo\u00adlin laa\u00addus\u00adta. Toi\u00adsaal\u00adta saan sii\u00adn\u00e4 itse\u00adtun\u00adtoa hive\u00adle\u00adv\u00e4n apu\u00adlais\u00adtuo\u00adma\u00adrin teht\u00e4v\u00e4n.Terapeutti lie\u00adnee yh\u00e4 p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adje\u00adhu; veik\u00adkaan ett\u00e4 ilman tera\u00adpeu\u00adtin tuo\u00admaa tur\u00adval\u00adli\u00adsuu\u00adden\u00adtun\u00adnet\u00adta t\u00e4m\u00e4n\u00adp\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4i\u00adnen tilan\u00adne ei oli\u00adsi voi\u00adnut syn\u00adty\u00e4. Vie\u00adl\u00e4 enem\u00adm\u00e4n kuin tuo roo\u00adli sin\u00e4n\u00ads\u00e4, itse\u00adtun\u00adtoa\u00adni hive\u00adli kui\u00adten\u00adkin se, ett\u00e4 huo\u00adma\u00adsin roo\u00adli\u00adni hiou\u00adtu\u00adneen juu\u00adri tar\u00adkoit\u00adta\u00admal\u00adla\u00adni (vai\u00adko vain enna\u00adkoi\u00admal\u00adla\u00adni) taval\u00adla, eli sain kuul\u00adla ollee\u00adni odo\u00adte\u00adtus\u00adti se, jon\u00adka reak\u00adtio oli tuo\u00admit\u00adse\u00adva. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Toi\u00adsaal\u00adta se tar\u00adkoit\u00adtaa my\u00f6s tuo\u00admit\u00adta\u00advan mah\u00addol\u00adlis\u00adta minuun koh\u00addis\u00adtu\u00advaa hyl\u00adki\u00admis\u00adt\u00e4 tai suo\u00adra\u00adnais\u00adta vihan\u00adtun\u00adnet\u00adta. Yri\u00adtin par\u00adhaa\u00adni mukaan\u00adSo.: sis\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4\u00adni koko ajan tilan\u00adtees\u00adsa olleis\u00adta aidois\u00adta voi\u00admak\u00adkais\u00adta tun\u00adteis\u00adta huo\u00adli\u00admat\u00adta. el\u00e4y\u00adty\u00e4 my\u00f6s vas\u00adta\u00adpuo\u00adlen osaan. Oma koke\u00admuk\u00adse\u00adni oli, ett\u00e4 vas\u00adtaa\u00advas\u00adsa tilan\u00adtees\u00adsa pahin\u00adta oli\u00adsi koke\u00admus sii\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 koko ryh\u00adm\u00e4 hyl\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4 minut ker\u00adto\u00adma\u00adni takia. Sik\u00adsi yri\u00adtin koros\u00adtaa sit\u00e4 ett\u00e4 kysees\u00ads\u00e4 on nime\u00adno\u00admaan oma n\u00e4ke\u00admyk\u00adse\u00adni, ja vet\u00e4\u00e4 mah\u00addol\u00adli\u00adsen kat\u00adke\u00adran vas\u00adta\u00adreak\u00adtion nime\u00adno\u00admaan ja pel\u00adk\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n itsee\u00adni \u2014 mik\u00e4 on yksi nii\u00adt\u00e4 omia tapo\u00adja\u00adni, joi\u00adta en tie\u00addos\u00adta vaan johon p\u00e4\u00e4\u00addyn aina sis\u00e4i\u00adses\u00adti ohjau\u00adtu\u00adnee\u00adna. Sii\u00adhen sis\u00e4l\u00adtyi sen takia ris\u00adki ett\u00e4 arvio\u00adni sii\u00adt\u00e4, mik\u00e4 oli\u00adsi pahin\u00adta, oli v\u00e4\u00e4\u00adris\u00adty\u00adnyt, ellei per\u00e4\u00adti t\u00e4y\u00adsin pie\u00adles\u00ads\u00e4. Sii\u00adt\u00e4, oli\u00adko n\u00e4in, en kui\u00adten\u00adkaan p\u00e4\u00e4s\u00adsyt peril\u00adle. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Vaik\u00adka en saa\u00adnut\u00adkaan osak\u00adse\u00adni suo\u00adra\u00adnais\u00adta vihaa (aina\u00adkaan suo\u00adraan ilmais\u00adtua), j\u00e4i kui\u00adten\u00adkin t\u00e4h\u00e4n minul\u00adle siis niin mie\u00adlui\u00adsan roo\u00adlin k\u00e4yt\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4 tul\u00adlee\u00adseen makeu\u00adteen syyl\u00adli\u00adsyy\u00adden suo\u00adlai\u00adnen sivu\u00adma\u00adku. Se oli kui\u00adten\u00adkin yll\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n vie\u00adno, siten ett\u00e4 koko\u00adnai\u00adsuu\u00adte\u00adna olo\u00adni t\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 het\u00adkel\u00adl\u00e4 tapah\u00adtu\u00admia tar\u00adkas\u00adtel\u00adles\u00adsa\u00adni on hyv\u00e4. Luu\u00adlen, ett\u00e4 tuo syyl\u00adli\u00adsyys ei niin\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n joh\u00addu\u00adkaan omas\u00adta reak\u00adtios\u00adta\u00adni tai sii\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 koki\u00adsin ep\u00e4\u00adon\u00adnis\u00adtu\u00adnee\u00adni roo\u00adli\u00adni toi\u00admit\u00adta\u00admi\u00adses\u00adsa, vaan sii\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 tapah\u00adtu\u00admien toi\u00adnen osa\u00adpuo\u00adli jou\u00adtuu mene\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n kotiin\u00adsa ja koh\u00adtaa\u00admaan ryh\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n t\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n tuo\u00adman\u00adsa asiat siel\u00adl\u00e4 uudes\u00adtaan, ja samaan aikaan min\u00e4 voin tul\u00adla omaan kotii\u00adni ja muis\u00adtel\u00adla t\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n tapah\u00adtu\u00adnut\u00adta hyvil\u00adl\u00e4 mie\u00adlin. Eli kysees\u00ads\u00e4 on toi\u00adnen oma hal\u00adlit\u00adse\u00adma\u00adton reak\u00adtio\u00adni: syyl\u00adli\u00adsyys, jota tun\u00adnen kyvyt\u00adt\u00f6\u00admyy\u00addes\u00adt\u00e4 ottaa toi\u00adsen tus\u00adka kan\u00adnet\u00adta\u00advak\u00adse\u00adni ja usko sii\u00adhen, ett\u00e4 kyke\u00adnen sen teke\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n parem\u00admin kuin sen alku\u00adpe\u00adr\u00e4i\u00adnen kan\u00adta\u00adja. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Kun tilan\u00adteen ter\u00e4\u00advin k\u00e4r\u00adki alkoi olla ohi, koe\u00adtin tuo\u00adda esil\u00adle omaa j\u00e4r\u00adjel\u00adli\u00adsem\u00adp\u00e4\u00e4\u00adVas\u00adta\u00adkoh\u00adta\u00adna tun\u00adteel\u00adli\u00adsel\u00adle eik\u00e4 v\u00e4h\u00e4\u00adj\u00e4r\u00adki\u00adsel\u00adle. n\u00e4ke\u00admys\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni kysees\u00ads\u00e4 olleis\u00adta asiois\u00adta, eli koros\u00adtaa sit\u00e4, ett\u00e4 n\u00e4ke\u00admyk\u00adse\u00adni ihmi\u00adsen heik\u00adkou\u00addes\u00adta ei, huo\u00adli\u00admat\u00adta reak\u00adtios\u00adta\u00adni t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 tilan\u00adtees\u00adsa, ole suun\u00adnat\u00adtu t\u00e4t\u00e4 ryh\u00adm\u00e4n j\u00e4sen\u00adt\u00e4 koh\u00adtaan, vaan ihmi\u00adsi\u00e4 yleen\u00ads\u00e4. N\u00e4en\u00adn\u00e4i\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4 koh\u00adte\u00adliai\u00adsuu\u00addes\u00adta tai tuo\u00admion keven\u00adty\u00admi\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4 huo\u00adli\u00admat\u00adta t\u00e4m\u00e4n argu\u00admen\u00adtin ei kui\u00adten\u00adkaan pit\u00e4i\u00adsi olla loh\u00adduk\u00adsi. P\u00e4in vas\u00adtoin.  #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sii\u00adhen sis\u00e4l\u00adtyy avain omaan loh\u00addut\u00adto\u00admuu\u00adtee\u00adni, eli sii\u00adhen, ett\u00e4 n\u00e4h\u00add\u00e4k\u00adse\u00adni kukaan ei voi olla saman\u00adai\u00adkai\u00adses\u00adti rehel\u00adli\u00adnen itsel\u00adleen omas\u00adta laa\u00addus\u00adtaan ihmi\u00adse\u00adn\u00e4, ja tyy\u00adty\u00adv\u00e4i\u00adnen itseen\u00ads\u00e4. Kenen\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n mie\u00adli ei voi s\u00e4i\u00adly\u00e4 ter\u00advee\u00adn\u00e4 ja ehj\u00e4\u00adn\u00e4 jos todel\u00adla tie\u00addos\u00adtaa oman ole\u00admuk\u00adsen\u00adsa ihmi\u00adse\u00adn\u00e4, eli el\u00e4i\u00adme\u00adn\u00e4. Vaih\u00adtoeh\u00adto\u00adna sil\u00adle on el\u00e4\u00e4 lume-el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4, kuten val\u00adtao\u00adsa ihmi\u00adsis\u00adt\u00e4 tekee\u00adkin, eli el\u00e4\u00e4 har\u00adha\u00adku\u00advi\u00adtel\u00admien val\u00adlas\u00adsa oman itsen laa\u00addus\u00adta, kyvyis\u00adt\u00e4, men\u00adnei\u00adsyy\u00addes\u00adt\u00e4, tule\u00advai\u00adsuu\u00addes\u00adta ja ennen kaik\u00adkea mah\u00addol\u00adli\u00adsuuk\u00adsis\u00adta vai\u00adkut\u00adtaa sii\u00adhen. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Puuh. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Tera\u00adpeut\u00adti\u00adkin koet\u00adti venyt\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 aikaa yli sovi\u00adtun joko var\u00admis\u00adtaa, ettei mit\u00e4\u00e4n rat\u00adkai\u00adse\u00advaa j\u00e4\u00e4\u00adnyt ham\u00adpaan\u00adko\u00adloon tai sit\u00adten lie\u00advit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 omaa kol\u00adkut\u00adta\u00advaa omaa\u00adtun\u00adto\u00adaan sii\u00adt\u00e4, kun j\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 mei\u00add\u00e4t onnet\u00adto\u00admat yksin niin pit\u00adk\u00e4k\u00adsi aikaa<\/a>. Ker\u00adran aiem\u00admin itse asias\u00adsa ehdo\u00adtin\u00adkin t\u00e4t\u00e4 siel\u00adl\u00e4 puo\u00adli\u00adlei\u00adkil\u00adl\u00e4\u00adni, eli ett\u00e4 tera\u00adpeut\u00adti-poloi\u00adnen k\u00e4r\u00adsii syyl\u00adli\u00adsyy\u00adden\u00adtus\u00adkia kun koet\u00adtaa aina saa\u00adda mei\u00add\u00e4t syyt\u00adte\u00adle\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n itse\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4n sii\u00adt\u00e4 ett\u00e4 \u201ctaas on tau\u00adko tulos\u00adsa\u201d. Sil\u00adloin se oli ainut j\u00e4r\u00adjel\u00adli\u00adnen seli\u00adtys, jon\u00adka tuol\u00adle tois\u00adtu\u00adval\u00adle tau\u00adkoah\u00addis\u00adtus\u00admet\u00ads\u00e4s\u00adtyk\u00adsel\u00adle saa\u00adtoin kek\u00adsi\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Oli\u00adpa kam\u00admot\u00adta\u00advaa saa\u00adda teks\u00adti\u00advies\u00adti tera\u00adpeu\u00adtil\u00adta t\u00e4t\u00e4 kir\u00adjoit\u00adtaes\u00adsa; ihan kuin oli\u00adsi tul\u00adlut yll\u00e4\u00adte\u00adtyk\u00adsi jota\u00adkin kiel\u00adlet\u00adty\u00e4 teh\u00addes\u00ads\u00e4. N\u00e4h\u00add\u00e4k\u00adse\u00adni (tie\u00addos\u00adtaak\u00adse\u00adni) t\u00e4m\u00e4 ei ole v\u00e4\u00e4\u00adrin, kos\u00adka kir\u00adjoi\u00adtan t\u00e4t\u00e4 pel\u00adk\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n omas\u00adta n\u00e4k\u00f6\u00adkul\u00admas\u00adta\u00adni ja sivuu\u00adtan ryh\u00adm\u00e4n yksi\u00adl\u00f6i\u00adn\u00e4 niin pal\u00adjon kuin se on mahdollista.T\u00e4m\u00e4n (ja ala\u00adviit\u00adtei\u00adden sek\u00e4 suluis\u00adsa ole\u00advien sivu\u00adlausei\u00adden) vali\u00adtet\u00adta\u00adva\u00adna sivu\u00advai\u00adku\u00adtuk\u00adse\u00adna teks\u00adti lie\u00adnee ulko\u00adpuo\u00adli\u00adsen sil\u00admin kat\u00adsot\u00adtu\u00adna ajoit\u00adtain l\u00e4hes mah\u00addo\u00adton\u00adta k\u00e4sit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4. Tera\u00adpeu\u00adtis\u00adta kir\u00adjoi\u00adtan kyl\u00adl\u00e4, kos\u00adka sen tera\u00adpeut\u00adtius ei mie\u00adles\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni ole mik\u00e4\u00e4n salai\u00adsuus, eik\u00e4 tera\u00adpeut\u00adti mie\u00adles\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni saa\u00adkaan sanoa mit\u00e4\u00e4n sel\u00adlais\u00adta, mik\u00e4 ei kes\u00adt\u00e4i\u00adsi p\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4n\u00adva\u00adloa tai rik\u00adkoi\u00adsi h\u00e4nen omaa yksi\u00adtyi\u00adsyyt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Niin se teks\u00adti\u00advies\u00adti: se pyy\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 sosi\u00adaa\u00adli\u00adtur\u00adva\u00adtun\u00adnus\u00adta\u00adni. Ehk\u00e4 se aikoo tut\u00adkia onko minul\u00adla rikos\u00adre\u00adkis\u00adte\u00adri\u00e4. :-P #<\/a><\/p>\n

Toden\u00adn\u00e4\u00adk\u00f6i\u00adsem\u00admin se tar\u00advii sit\u00e4 vain omiin tera\u00adpian kor\u00advaus\u00adha\u00adke\u00admuk\u00adsiin\u00adsa Kelal\u00adle. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sar\u00adja j\u00e4\u00e4 kes\u00e4\u00adtauol\u00adle ja jat\u00adkuu 3.8.2004. #<\/a><\/p>\n

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\n[muokkaus][klo]14.10.2005[\/klo] 9:22 Muo\u00adtoi\u00adlin WP:lle.[\/muokkaus]
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Kut\u00adkut\u00adta\u00advan ris\u00adti\u00adrii\u00adtai\u00adnen olo t\u00e4m\u00e4\u00adnil\u00adtai\u00adsen kes\u00adkus\u00adte\u00adlu\u00adker\u00adhon j\u00e4l\u00adjil\u00adt\u00e4. # V\u00e4i\u00adt\u00e4n, ett\u00e4 olen muo\u00adkan\u00adnut omaa roo\u00adlia\u00adni ryh\u00adm\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 tie\u00adtoi\u00adsem\u00admin kuin jot\u00adkut siel\u00adl\u00e4. Ei siten, ett\u00e4\u00adk\u00f6 oli\u00adsin valin\u00adnut sen laa\u00addun itse[alaviite]En usko sen ole\u00advan edes mah\u00addol\u00adlis\u00adta, aina\u00adkaan itselleni.[\/alaviite], mut\u00adta olen seu\u00adran\u00adnut ja osin ohjannutkin[alaviite]T\u00e4m\u00e4kin aktii\u00advi\u00adsuus on vain har\u00adhaa. L\u00e4hin\u00adn\u00e4 olen ollut este\u00adle\u00adm\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4 nii\u00adden tapahtumista.[\/alaviite] nii\u00adt\u00e4 ottei\u00adta\u00adni, jot\u00adka tuon roo\u00adlin minul\u00adle ryhm\u00e4ss\u00e4 [\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-186","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/186","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=186"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/186\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23179,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/186\/revisions\/23179"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=186"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=186"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=186"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}