{"id":1982,"date":"2006-02-23T20:51:48","date_gmt":"2006-02-23T18:51:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=1982"},"modified":"2006-02-23T20:51:48","modified_gmt":"2006-02-23T18:51:48","slug":"avo-osastolla","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2006\/02\/23\/avo-osastolla\/","title":{"rendered":"Avo-osastolla"},"content":{"rendered":"

Tapah\u00adtui kau\u00adan sit\u00adten\u2026 #<\/a><\/p>\n

N\u00e4k\u00f6\u00adj\u00e4\u00e4n en vie\u00adl\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n kyke\u00adne enk\u00e4 halua muis\u00adtel\u00adla vuo\u00adsien takai\u00adsia tun\u00adte\u00admuk\u00adsia\u00adni, mut\u00adta pys\u00adtyin (pyyn\u00adn\u00f6s\u00adt\u00e4) kir\u00adjoit\u00adta\u00admaan t\u00e4l\u00adlai\u00adsen klii\u00adni\u00adseh\u00adk\u00f6n, jota\u00adkuin\u00adkin kohe\u00adren\u00adtin selos\u00adtuk\u00adsen tapah\u00adtu\u00admien kulus\u00adta niil\u00adt\u00e4 ajoil\u00adta sil\u00adt\u00e4 osin, kuin ne muis\u00adtan. Jos\u00adtain\u00adhan sit\u00e4 on aloi\u00adtet\u00adta\u00adva. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Kun masen\u00adnuk\u00adse\u00adni pahe\u00adni, k\u00e4vin psy\u00adkiat\u00adril\u00adla ja sain l\u00e4\u00e4k\u00adkeet ja ker\u00adta\u00adviik\u00adkoi\u00adsen tera\u00adpian. Kir\u00adjoi\u00adtin tera\u00adpeu\u00adtil\u00adle kir\u00adjeen, jos\u00adsa selos\u00adtin sil\u00adl\u00e4 het\u00adkel\u00adl\u00e4 pahim\u00admik\u00adsi koke\u00adma\u00adni ongel\u00admat, ja lue\u00adtu\u00adtin sen h\u00e4nel\u00adle, kos\u00adka pel\u00adk\u00e4\u00adsin, etten sai\u00adsi asioi\u00adta ulos kui\u00adten\u00adkaan, jos ne oli\u00adsi pit\u00e4\u00adnyt sanoa \u00e4\u00e4neen. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Se tera\u00adpia lop\u00adpui sii\u00adhen. Tera\u00adpeut\u00adti sanoi jutel\u00adleen\u00adsa psy\u00adkiat\u00adrin kans\u00adsa ja ett\u00e4 he oli\u00advat toden\u00adneet, ettei tuos\u00adta tera\u00adpias\u00adta oli\u00adsi minul\u00adle mit\u00e4\u00e4n apua t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 vai\u00adhees\u00adsa. Olin sen joh\u00addos\u00adta mel\u00adko vakuut\u00adtu\u00adnut, ettei minua mik\u00e4\u00e4n voi aut\u00adtaa, ja tein sen my\u00f6s psy\u00adkiat\u00adril\u00adle sel\u00adv\u00e4k\u00adsi seu\u00adraa\u00adval\u00adla k\u00e4yn\u00adnil\u00adl\u00e4. Sii\u00adn\u00e4 vai\u00adhees\u00adsa h\u00e4n ehdot\u00adti sai\u00adraa\u00adla\u00adhoi\u00adtoa, ja min\u00e4 suos\u00adtuin suo\u00adraan. En v\u00e4lit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adnyt (enk\u00e4 kyl\u00adl\u00e4 tien\u00adnyt\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n) mit\u00e4\u00e4n mis\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n eri osas\u00adtois\u00adta, mut\u00adta psy\u00adkiat\u00adri ker\u00adtoi pit\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n\u00ads\u00e4 er\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4 avo-osas\u00adtoa<\/a> minul\u00adle juu\u00adri sopi\u00adva\u00adna, ja niin\u00adp\u00e4 sain sit\u00adten l\u00e4het\u00adteen sin\u00adne. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Menin sit\u00adten sin\u00adne osas\u00adtol\u00adle, jos\u00adsa sain (aluk\u00adsi) oman huo\u00adneen ja seu\u00adraa\u00adva\u00adna p\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4\u00adn\u00e4 oma\u00adhoi\u00adta\u00adjan, joka opas\u00adti minut k\u00e4des\u00adt\u00e4 pit\u00e4en osas\u00adton kuvioi\u00adhin. Alus\u00adsa oli muu\u00adta\u00admia pakol\u00adli\u00adsia kuvioi\u00adta, eli l\u00e4hin\u00adn\u00e4 k\u00e4yn\u00adti\u00e4 veri\u00adko\u00adkees\u00adsa, l\u00e4\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00adrin (psy\u00adkiat\u00adrin), sosi\u00adaa\u00adli\u00adtan\u00adtan ja my\u00f6\u00adhem\u00admin psy\u00adko\u00adlo\u00adgin luo\u00adna ja EEG:ss\u00e4. Nii\u00adden ohel\u00adla mit\u00e4\u00e4n var\u00adsi\u00adnais\u00adta, pakol\u00adlis\u00adta ohjel\u00admaa ei sit\u00adten ollut\u00adkaan. Osas\u00adtol\u00adla oli kir\u00adjas\u00adto, ja toi\u00adsaal\u00adla sai\u00adraa\u00adlas\u00adsa kun\u00adto\u00adsa\u00adli ja joku k\u00e4si\u00adty\u00f6\u00adjut\u00adtu\u00adkin jos\u00adsain. Minua ei kiin\u00adnos\u00adta\u00adnut mik\u00e4\u00e4n, l\u00e4hin\u00adn\u00e4 vain se kir\u00adjas\u00adto. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Niin no oli\u00adhan siel\u00adl\u00e4 peri\u00adaat\u00adtees\u00adsa sem\u00admoi\u00adnen aamu\u00adryh\u00adm\u00e4 eli kokoon\u00adtu\u00admi\u00adnen aulaan aamu\u00adpa\u00adlan j\u00e4l\u00adkeen. Siel\u00adl\u00e4 jaet\u00adtiin tiet\u00adty\u00adj\u00e4 arkias\u00adka\u00adrei\u00adta (tis\u00adki\u00adko\u00adneen tyh\u00adjen\u00adnys\u00adt\u00e4, kuk\u00adkien kas\u00adte\u00adlua ja sen sel\u00adlais\u00adta) osas\u00adton asu\u00adkeil\u00adle. Min\u00e4 lint\u00adsa\u00adsin niis\u00adt\u00e4\u00adkin par\u00adhaa\u00adni mukaan, kos\u00adka pel\u00adk\u00e4\u00adsin kaik\u00adkea enk\u00e4 jak\u00adsa\u00adnut mit\u00e4\u00e4n. Ei siel\u00adl\u00e4 ket\u00e4\u00e4n pako\u00adtet\u00adtu mihin\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n, eik\u00e4 minua oltai\u00adsi pakot\u00adta\u00admaan pys\u00adtyt\u00adty\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Osas\u00adton avoi\u00admuus mer\u00adkit\u00adsi sit\u00e4, ett\u00e4 sen ulko-ovi oli auki ja siel\u00adt\u00e4 sai siis k\u00e4y\u00add\u00e4 ulko\u00adna p\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4\u00adsai\u00adkaan ihan mie\u00adlen\u00ads\u00e4 mukaan (tie\u00adtys\u00adti n\u00e4i\u00adden sovit\u00adtu\u00adjen ohjel\u00admien ulko\u00adpuo\u00adlel\u00adla). Toi\u00adsi\u00adnaan vii\u00adkon\u00adlop\u00adpui\u00adsin p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adsi lomal\u00adle eli kotiin. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Kaik\u00adkein t\u00e4r\u00adkein ohjel\u00adma minul\u00adle oli kes\u00adkus\u00adte\u00adlu\u00adtun\u00adti oma\u00adhoi\u00adta\u00adjan kans\u00adsa. Nii\u00adt\u00e4 h\u00e4n j\u00e4r\u00adjes\u00adti minul\u00adle aina sil\u00adloin, kun h\u00e4n oli t\u00f6is\u00ads\u00e4. Se oli se, jos\u00adta se todel\u00adli\u00adnen apu minul\u00adle siel\u00adl\u00e4 tuli. En tie\u00add\u00e4, onko niin usko\u00admi\u00adnen luon\u00adnol\u00adli\u00adnen osa jokais\u00adta hoi\u00adto\u00adsuh\u00addet\u00adta, mut\u00adta min\u00e4 koin ole\u00adva\u00adni onne\u00adkas omas\u00adta oma\u00adhoi\u00adta\u00adjas\u00adta\u00adni; minus\u00adta h\u00e4n oli paras, kau\u00adnein ja iha\u00adnin kai\u00adkis\u00adta. Ja on edel\u00adleen. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sai\u00adraa\u00adlaan men\u00adnes\u00ads\u00e4\u00adni olin mel\u00adko pahas\u00adsa jamas\u00adsa ja pel\u00adk\u00e4\u00adsin sil\u00adti, ett\u00e4 minua luul\u00adtai\u00adsiin ter\u00adveek\u00adsi ja ett\u00e4 minut sen takia hei\u00adtet\u00adt\u00e4i\u00adsiin siel\u00adt\u00e4 heti ulos. Niin ei kui\u00adten\u00adkaan tapah\u00adtu\u00adnut, eik\u00e4 minua kotiu\u00adtet\u00adtu ennen kuin olin itse sii\u00adhen val\u00admis, muis\u00adtaak\u00adse\u00adni noin kak\u00adsi kuu\u00adkaut\u00adta sin\u00adne tulo\u00adni j\u00e4l\u00adkeen. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Muis\u00adtan min\u00e4 pal\u00adjon muu\u00adta\u00adkin siel\u00adt\u00e4, pal\u00adjon yksi\u00adtyis\u00adkoh\u00adtia. Eiv\u00e4t ne oikein sopi\u00adneet t\u00e4h\u00e4n. Nii\u00adden mutus\u00adte\u00adle\u00admi\u00adnen tun\u00adtuu sil\u00adt\u00e4 kuin lipoi\u00adsi kie\u00adlel\u00adl\u00e4 irron\u00adneen ham\u00adpaan j\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4 koloa. Pien\u00adt\u00e4 kipua, joka on samal\u00adla kut\u00adkut\u00adta\u00advan kihel\u00adm\u00f6i\u00adv\u00e4\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Kun masen\u00adnuk\u00adse\u00adni pahe\u00adni, k\u00e4vin psy\u00adkiat\u00adril\u00adla ja sain l\u00e4\u00e4k\u00adkeet ja ker\u00adta\u00adviik\u00adkoi\u00adsen tera\u00adpian. Kir\u00adjoi\u00adtin tera\u00adpeu\u00adtil\u00adle kir\u00adjeen, jos\u00adsa selos\u00adtin sil\u00adl\u00e4 het\u00adkel\u00adl\u00e4 pahim\u00admik\u00adsi koke\u00adma\u00adni ongel\u00admat, ja lue\u00adtu\u00adtin sen h\u00e4nel\u00adle, kos\u00adka pel\u00adk\u00e4\u00adsin, etten sai\u00adsi asioi\u00adta ulos kui\u00adten\u00adkaan, jos ne oli\u00adsi pit\u00e4\u00adnyt sanoa \u00e4\u00e4neen. Se tera\u00adpia lop\u00adpui siihen\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1982","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1982","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1982"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1982\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1982"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1982"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1982"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}