{"id":2116,"date":"2006-04-06T23:13:36","date_gmt":"2006-04-06T20:13:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=2116"},"modified":"2006-04-06T23:13:36","modified_gmt":"2006-04-06T20:13:36","slug":"ja-nahda-siivet-taivaan-sineen-kohoten","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2006\/04\/06\/ja-nahda-siivet-taivaan-sineen-kohoten\/","title":{"rendered":"Ja n\u00e4hd\u00e4 siivet taivaan sineen kohoten"},"content":{"rendered":"

Kuten sil\u00adloin\u00adkaan, kun se tapah\u00adtui, ei ryh\u00adm\u00e4n lop\u00adpu\u00admi\u00adnen<\/a> tun\u00adnu vie\u00adl\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n mil\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n. Tosin, ei se ihan niin\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n ole, vaan tar\u00adkem\u00admin sanot\u00adtu\u00adna olen pari ker\u00adtaa jo tun\u00adte\u00adnut jotain, mit\u00e4 voi\u00adsi ehk\u00e4 ver\u00adra\u00adta sii\u00adhen mil\u00adt\u00e4 vii\u00adsau\u00adden\u00adham\u00adpaan pois\u00adto tun\u00adtui. Se siis tun\u00adtui<\/em>, ja tun\u00adtui sil\u00adl\u00e4 taval\u00adla ik\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4l\u00adt\u00e4, ettei ollut ep\u00e4\u00adsel\u00adv\u00e4\u00e4, ett\u00e4 minua vahin\u00adgoi\u00adtet\u00adtiin sii\u00adn\u00e4 jol\u00adlain taval\u00adla, mut\u00adta se ei tun\u00adtu\u00adnut kipu\u00adna<\/em>. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Samal\u00adla taval\u00adla minus\u00adta on pariin ottee\u00adseen t\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 vii\u00adkol\u00adla tun\u00adtu\u00adnut sil\u00adt\u00e4 kuin jotain sie\u00adlus\u00adsa ole\u00advaa, kar\u00adrel\u00adle hiil\u00adty\u00adnyt\u00adt\u00e4 pape\u00adria muis\u00adtut\u00adta\u00advaa, mure\u00adne\u00advaa ja tunn\u00ado\u00adton\u00adta, jo ajat sit\u00adten kuol\u00adlut\u00adta ker\u00adros\u00adta<\/a> oltai\u00adsiin krap\u00adsu\u00adtel\u00adtu. Ensim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adnen ker\u00adta oli tiis\u00adtai\u00adna, kun k\u00e4n\u00adnyk\u00adk\u00e4\u00adni h\u00e4lyt\u00adti ryh\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n l\u00e4h\u00adte\u00admi\u00adsen muis\u00adtu\u00adtuk\u00adsek\u00adsi. Se oli juu\u00adri sel\u00adlai\u00adnen tilan\u00adne, ett\u00e4 tie\u00adsin, ett\u00e4 sen oli\u00adsi pit\u00e4\u00adnyt vih\u00adlais\u00adta kipe\u00e4s\u00adti, ja kun en tun\u00adte\u00adnut mit\u00e4\u00e4n, sen tuot\u00adta\u00adma h\u00e4m\u00admen\u00adnys sai vain lie\u00adv\u00e4n hymyn nouse\u00admaan huu\u00adlil\u00adle\u00adni. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Toi\u00adnen ker\u00adta oli \u00e4sken sau\u00adnas\u00adsa, kun tuli mie\u00adlee\u00adni, kuin\u00adka edel\u00adli\u00adsen suu\u00adren mene\u00adtyk\u00adse\u00adni tul\u00adtua todek\u00adsi itkin sil\u00adm\u00e4\u00adni puh\u00adki siel\u00adl\u00e4. Huo\u00adma\u00adsin, ett\u00e4 samo\u00adja her\u00admo\u00adja yrit\u00adti kut\u00adkut\u00adtaa jokin, jon\u00adka heti tun\u00adnis\u00adtin aja\u00adtuk\u00adsek\u00adsi ryh\u00adm\u00e4n lop\u00adpu\u00admi\u00adses\u00adta, eik\u00e4 sen tulok\u00adse\u00adna taas\u00adkaan ollut mit\u00e4\u00e4n tun\u00adnet\u00adta. Vain kuol\u00adlut muis\u00adto tuos\u00adta edel\u00adlis\u00adker\u00adras\u00adta. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Olen\u00adko siis nyt immuu\u00adni mene\u00adtyk\u00adsil\u00adle, ja mil\u00adl\u00e4 hin\u00adnal\u00adla? #<\/a><\/p>\n

Minul\u00adta kysyt\u00adtiin, mit\u00e4 on muut\u00adtu\u00adnut tera\u00adpian aika\u00adna. Vas\u00adtaus on hiou\u00adtu\u00adnut vii\u00admeis\u00adten viik\u00adko\u00adjen aika\u00adna: en\u00e4\u00e4 min\u00e4 en aio kuol\u00adla heti. Tun\u00adtuu surul\u00adli\u00adsel\u00adta, ett\u00e4 juu\u00adri se, mit\u00e4 pel\u00adk\u00e4\u00adsin kaik\u00adkein eni\u00adten tera\u00adpi\u00adaa aloit\u00adtaes\u00adsa\u00adni, on toteu\u00adtu\u00adnut: olen alis\u00adtu\u00adnut koh\u00adta\u00adloo\u00adni, hyv\u00e4k\u00adsy\u00adnyt sen ett\u00e4 t\u00e4t\u00e4 t\u00e4m\u00e4 nyt sit\u00adten on. Olen jopa val\u00admis el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00adni sen luon\u00adnol\u00adli\u00adseen lop\u00adpuun saak\u00adka sii\u00adn\u00e4 tapauk\u00adses\u00adsa, ettei t\u00e4m\u00e4 nyt t\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4 sit\u00adten taas pahe\u00adne. Tun\u00adtuu kuin minut oli\u00adsi kastroi\u00adtu. #<\/a><\/p>\n

En min\u00e4 tosin tuo\u00adta voi noin vain tera\u00adpian piik\u00adkiin lait\u00adtaa, sil\u00adl\u00e4 onhan t\u00e4y\u00adsin mah\u00addol\u00adlis\u00adta, ett\u00e4 oli\u00adsin samas\u00adsa pis\u00adtees\u00ads\u00e4 nyt vaik\u00adken oli\u00adsi tera\u00adpias\u00adsa k\u00e4y\u00adnyt\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n. Minul\u00adla ei siis ole mit\u00e4\u00e4n todis\u00adtei\u00adta jot\u00adka sitoi\u00adsi\u00advat t\u00e4m\u00e4n muu\u00adtok\u00adsen tera\u00adpi\u00adaan, jol\u00adlei sit\u00adten las\u00adke\u00adta sit\u00e4, etten v\u00e4lt\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4 oli\u00adsi nyt en\u00e4\u00e4 hen\u00adgis\u00ads\u00e4, jos en oli\u00adsi viet\u00adt\u00e4\u00adnyt n\u00e4i\u00adt\u00e4 vuo\u00adsia tera\u00adpias\u00adsa. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Mie\u00adtin t\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n taas ker\u00adran sit\u00e4\u00adkin, ett\u00e4 el\u00e4i\u00admet eiv\u00e4t pys\u00adty itse\u00admur\u00adhaan. Sen ajat\u00adte\u00adle\u00admi\u00adnen tun\u00adtuu joten\u00adkin kum\u00admal\u00adli\u00adsel\u00adta. El\u00e4in voi kyl\u00adl\u00e4 olla er\u00e4\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 taval\u00adla masen\u00adtu\u00adnut, jos se vaik\u00adka\u00adpa sul\u00adje\u00adtaan luon\u00adnol\u00adlis\u00adta revii\u00adri\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4n pie\u00adnem\u00adp\u00e4\u00e4n h\u00e4k\u00adkiin eik\u00e4 sil\u00adle anne\u00adta riit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4s\u00adti virik\u00adkei\u00adt\u00e4, tai jos sen laji\u00adtyy\u00adpil\u00adlis\u00adt\u00e4 k\u00e4yt\u00adt\u00e4y\u00adty\u00admis\u00adt\u00e4 muul\u00adla tavoin (v\u00e4ki\u00adval\u00adloin) h\u00e4i\u00adri\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n mas\u00adsii\u00advi\u00adses\u00adti. Mut\u00adta vaik\u00adka se voi vahin\u00adgoit\u00adtaa itse\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4n virik\u00adkei\u00adden tar\u00adpees\u00adsaan tai muis\u00adta syis\u00adt\u00e4, se ei osaa kuvi\u00adtel\u00adla sit\u00e4 yksin\u00adker\u00adtai\u00adsin\u00adta rat\u00adkai\u00adsua oman k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00admyk\u00adsen\u00ads\u00e4 p\u00e4\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adsek\u00adsi. P\u00e4in\u00advas\u00adtoin: sen jokai\u00adnen lihas ja kyn\u00adsi taker\u00adtuu vie\u00adl\u00e4 vii\u00admei\u00adsil\u00adl\u00e4 voi\u00adman\u00adrip\u00adpeil\u00adl\u00e4\u00e4n\u00adkin vim\u00admai\u00adses\u00adti ja, minus\u00adta ihmi\u00adse\u00adn\u00e4 n\u00e4yt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4, t\u00e4y\u00adsin j\u00e4r\u00adjet\u00adt\u00f6\u00adm\u00e4s\u00adti, el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n\u00ads\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Ja mik\u00e4 mer\u00adkit\u00adt\u00e4\u00advin\u00adt\u00e4: jos el\u00e4in p\u00e4\u00e4s\u00adte\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n kidu\u00adtuk\u00adsen\u00adsa j\u00e4l\u00adkeen takai\u00adsin el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n nor\u00admaa\u00adlia, niin\u00adsa\u00adno\u00adtus\u00adti onnel\u00adlis\u00adta el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n\u00ads\u00e4, niin vaik\u00adka se voi\u00adkin kan\u00adtaa joi\u00adtain trau\u00admo\u00adja tuos\u00adta koke\u00admuk\u00adses\u00adtaan, se ei en\u00e4\u00e4 uuteen tilan\u00adtee\u00adseen\u00adsa sopeu\u00addut\u00adtu\u00adaan ole masen\u00adtu\u00adnut edes sanan sii\u00adn\u00e4 mer\u00adki\u00adtyk\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4 kuin koke\u00admuk\u00adsen vie\u00adl\u00e4 olles\u00adsa ajan\u00adkoh\u00adtai\u00adnen. P\u00e4in\u00advas\u00adtoin: se tun\u00adtuu el\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n kai\u00adkil\u00adla, k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00admyk\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4 trau\u00adma\u00adti\u00adsoi\u00adtu\u00admat\u00adto\u00admi\u00adna sel\u00adviy\u00adty\u00adneil\u00adl\u00e4 soluil\u00adlaan kak\u00adsin ver\u00adroin enti\u00adseen n\u00e4h\u00adden. #<\/a><\/p>\n

El\u00e4i\u00admen olles\u00adsa kysees\u00ads\u00e4 se on minus\u00adta kau\u00adnis\u00adta. Ihmi\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4 t\u00e4m\u00e4 sama on minus\u00adta vas\u00adten\u00admie\u00adlis\u00adt\u00e4, ehk\u00e4 sik\u00adsi, ett\u00e4 muis\u00adton ja oman ajat\u00adte\u00adlu\u00adky\u00advyn kiel\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adnen on minus\u00adta t\u00e4y\u00addel\u00adli\u00adses\u00adti vas\u00adtoin ihmi\u00adsyyt\u00adt\u00e4. Niin\u00adp\u00e4 jokai\u00adsen ihmi\u00adsen inhi\u00admil\u00adli\u00adsin koh\u00adta\u00adlo on tul\u00adla oman muis\u00adta\u00admis\u00adky\u00adkyn\u00ads\u00e4 ja p\u00e4\u00e4t\u00adte\u00adly\u00adky\u00adkyn\u00ads\u00e4 tuot\u00adta\u00adman tuhoa\u00adja\u00adtuk\u00adsen toteut\u00adta\u00adjak\u00adsi. #<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ryh\u00adm\u00e4n lop\u00adpu\u00admi\u00adsen tunn\u00adot\u00adto\u00admuu\u00addes\u00adta, itse\u00admur\u00adha-aja\u00adtuk\u00adsis\u00adta ja el\u00e4imist\u00e4.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2116","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2116","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2116"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2116\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2116"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2116"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2116"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}