{"id":2459,"date":"2006-10-10T10:27:37","date_gmt":"2006-10-10T07:27:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/marginaali\/2006\/10\/10\/the-love-of-my-life\/"},"modified":"2006-10-10T10:27:37","modified_gmt":"2006-10-10T07:27:37","slug":"the-love-of-my-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2006\/10\/10\/the-love-of-my-life\/","title":{"rendered":"The Love of My Life"},"content":{"rendered":"

Kir\u00adjoi\u00adtin eilen Kalo\u00adri\u00adlas\u00adku\u00adrin kulu\u00adtus\u00admit\u00adta\u00adriin<\/a> i\u00e4k\u00adse\u00adni kak\u00adsi\u00adkym\u00admen\u00adt\u00e4\u00adnel\u00adj\u00e4. Se ei ollut mik\u00e4\u00e4n het\u00adkel\u00adli\u00adnen hak\u00adsah\u00addus, vaan ehdin sit\u00e4 ennen ihan oikeas\u00adti poh\u00adtia jon\u00adkin aikaa, ett\u00e4 kuin\u00adka van\u00adha min\u00e4 nyt olin\u00adkaan. Niin minun t\u00e4y\u00adtyy aina teh\u00add\u00e4, mut\u00adta t\u00e4m\u00e4 oli ensim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adnen ker\u00adta kun ereh\u00addyin sii\u00adn\u00e4 noin pahas\u00adti. Tuos\u00adta vain k\u00e4\u00e4n\u00adsin kel\u00adloa kol\u00adme vuot\u00adta taak\u00adse\u00adp\u00e4in. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Olo\u00adni on taas ihan tyh\u00adj\u00e4 ja voi\u00adma\u00adton. Vaik\u00adka olen\u00adkin yksin takai\u00adsin t\u00e4\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 omas\u00adsa kodis\u00adsa\u00adni, py\u00f6\u00adrii p\u00e4\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4\u00adni vain \u201cj\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4 minut rau\u00adhaan\u201d -aja\u00adtus: haluai\u00adsin eris\u00adt\u00e4y\u00adty\u00e4 t\u00e4y\u00addel\u00adli\u00adses\u00adti koko maa\u00adil\u00admas\u00adta<\/a>, k\u00e4per\u00adty\u00e4 nurk\u00adkaan, k\u00e4\u00e4\u00adri\u00e4 k\u00e4det p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adni ymp\u00e4\u00adril\u00adle ja kier\u00adty\u00e4 syv\u00e4l\u00adle jon\u00adne\u00adkin p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adni sis\u00e4i\u00adsiin sopu\u00adkoi\u00adhin. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Menen huo\u00admen\u00adna ensim\u00adm\u00e4is\u00adt\u00e4 ker\u00adtaa k\u00e4y\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n siel\u00adl\u00e4 kau\u00adpun\u00adgin psy\u00adkiat\u00adril\u00adla<\/a> vuo\u00adsien YTHS<\/abbr><\/a>-asiak\u00adkuu\u00adden j\u00e4l\u00adkeen. Vaik\u00adka kyse onkin l\u00e4hin\u00adn\u00e4 kai vain jon\u00adkin\u00adlai\u00adses\u00adta yri\u00adtyk\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4 siir\u00adr\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 minut sin\u00adne puo\u00adlel\u00adle mah\u00addol\u00adli\u00adsim\u00adman suju\u00advas\u00adti, eik\u00e4 minul\u00adla siis ole sin\u00adne sen lis\u00e4k\u00adsi mit\u00e4\u00e4n var\u00adsi\u00adnais\u00adta asi\u00adaa, se tapaa\u00admi\u00adnen ahdis\u00adtaa minua jos\u00adtain syys\u00adt\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Tai no, kaik\u00adki tapaa\u00admi\u00adset\u00adhan minua aina ahdis\u00adta\u00advat, ettei sii\u00adn\u00e4 sik\u00e4\u00adli mit\u00e4\u00e4n mys\u00adtil\u00adlis\u00adt\u00e4 ole. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Jos t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 jotain hyv\u00e4\u00e4 on, niin se on se, ettei el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4\u00adni juu\u00adri t\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 het\u00adkel\u00adl\u00e4 tuos\u00adta tun\u00adtees\u00adta huo\u00adli\u00admat\u00adta ole mit\u00e4\u00e4n oikein kun\u00adnon ahdis\u00adtu\u00admi\u00adsen syit\u00e4.Ahdistumisen syi\u00adt\u00e4 ei siis ole omas\u00adsa<\/em> el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4\u00adni, mut\u00adta maa\u00adil\u00admal\u00adla\u00adhan nii\u00adt\u00e4 syi\u00adt\u00e4 toki riit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4: Polit\u00adkovs\u00adka\u00adjan<\/strong> mur\u00adha<\/a> ja Poh\u00adjois-Korean ydin\u00adkoe<\/a> vaik\u00adka\u00adpa noin esi\u00admerk\u00adkei\u00adn\u00e4. Tun\u00adtuu siis ihan muu\u00adten vain sil\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 kaik\u00adki menee koko ajan entis\u00adt\u00e4 huo\u00adnom\u00adpaan suun\u00adtaan. Se tun\u00adne on ehk\u00e4 kui\u00adten\u00adkin lop\u00adpu\u00adjen lopuk\u00adsi hive\u00adnen hel\u00adpom\u00adpi kes\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 sil\u00adloin, kun mit\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n ulkoi\u00adset sei\u00adkat eiv\u00e4t ole sit\u00e4 tuke\u00admas\u00adsa. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sanoi h\u00e4n, koput\u00adtaen samal\u00adla voi\u00admal\u00adli\u00adses\u00adti puu\u00adta. #<\/a><\/p>\n

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\n[muokkaus][klo]10:51[\/klo] Lis\u00e4\u00adsin ala\u00adviit\u00adteen ahdis\u00adtu\u00admi\u00adsen syis\u00adt\u00e4 maailmalla.[\/muokkaus]
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Olo\u00adni on taas ihan tyh\u00adj\u00e4 ja voi\u00adma\u00adton. Menen huo\u00admen\u00adna k\u00e4y\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n kau\u00adpun\u00adgin psy\u00adkiat\u00adril\u00adla vuo\u00adsien YTHS-asiak\u00adkuu\u00adden j\u00e4l\u00adkeen ja se ahdis\u00adtaa minua.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2459","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2459","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2459"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2459\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2459"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2459"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2459"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}