{"id":24621,"date":"2011-11-24T19:23:05","date_gmt":"2011-11-24T17:23:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=24621"},"modified":"2011-11-24T19:23:05","modified_gmt":"2011-11-24T17:23:05","slug":"toisen-kaden-tuska","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2011\/11\/24\/toisen-kaden-tuska\/","title":{"rendered":"Toisen k\u00e4den tuska"},"content":{"rendered":"

N\u00e4in t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 vii\u00adkol\u00adla er\u00e4\u00e4\u00adn\u00e4 y\u00f6n\u00e4 unta, jos\u00adsa japa\u00adni\u00adlai\u00adset pais\u00adtoi\u00advat kam\u00adpe\u00adla- tai raus\u00adku\u00admais\u00adta kalaa. Kala oli niin kuin laat\u00adta, ja se pais\u00adtet\u00adtiin koko\u00adnai\u00adse\u00adna, el\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4\u00adn\u00e4 hii\u00adli\u00adpe\u00addin p\u00e4\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4. Idea\u00adna oli, ett\u00e4 kuu\u00admen\u00adta\u00admal\u00adla kalan ruu\u00admiis pul\u00adlis\u00adtui nes\u00adtei\u00adden kie\u00adhues\u00adsa ja lopul\u00adta pok\u00adsah\u00adti p\u00e4\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n auki. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Pok\u00adsah\u00adta\u00admi\u00adsen j\u00e4l\u00adkeen\u00adkin kala oli vie\u00adl\u00e4 hen\u00adgis\u00ads\u00e4. Sii\u00adn\u00e4 hitaas\u00adti kuo\u00adle\u00admaa teh\u00addes\u00ads\u00e4\u00e4n se kat\u00adse\u00adli minua isoil\u00adla kos\u00adteil\u00adla koi\u00adran\u00adsil\u00admil\u00adl\u00e4\u00e4n tajua\u00admat\u00adta mit\u00e4\u00e4n sii\u00adt\u00e4 mik\u00adsi oli jou\u00adtu\u00adnut moi\u00adsen jul\u00admuu\u00adden koh\u00adteek\u00adsi. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Minul\u00adla on aina sil\u00adloin t\u00e4l\u00adl\u00f6in n\u00e4i\u00adt\u00e4 t\u00e4l\u00adlai\u00adsia n\u00e4ky\u00adj\u00e4 ansait\u00adse\u00admat\u00adto\u00admas\u00adta, t\u00e4y\u00adsin tyh\u00adj\u00e4n\u00adp\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4i\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4 k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00admyk\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4. Useim\u00admis\u00adsa niis\u00adt\u00e4 k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00adj\u00e4 on el\u00e4in. Onnek\u00adsi t\u00e4h\u00e4\u00adnas\u00adti\u00adses\u00adsa el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4\u00adni t\u00e4t\u00e4 on esiin\u00adty\u00adnyt l\u00e4hes yksi\u00adno\u00admaan unis\u00adsa. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sel\u00adlai\u00adsen koh\u00adtaa\u00admi\u00adnen aiheut\u00adtaa fyy\u00adsi\u00adse\u00adn\u00e4 tun\u00adtu\u00advan pahan olon. Se ei ole kuvo\u00adtus\u00adta vaan vain niin val\u00adtai\u00adsa v\u00e4\u00e4\u00adryy\u00adden\u00adtun\u00adne, ett\u00e4 on kuin sie\u00adlu yrit\u00adt\u00e4i\u00adsi kou\u00adris\u00adtel\u00adla irti ruu\u00admiis\u00adta p\u00e4\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4k\u00adseen pakoon fyy\u00adsis\u00adt\u00e4 maa\u00adil\u00admaa, jos\u00adsa voi t\u00e4l\u00adlais\u00adta tapah\u00adtua. Se on suun\u00adnat\u00adto\u00adman pal\u00adjon pahem\u00adpaa kuin mik\u00e4\u00e4n sel\u00adlai\u00adnen, mik\u00e4 koh\u00addis\u00adtuu omaan itseen. T\u00e4m\u00e4 saa ihmi\u00adsen haa\u00adli\u00admaan tus\u00adkaa itseen\u00ads\u00e4: kau\u00adpan\u00adk\u00e4\u00advi\u00adj\u00e4\u00admie\u00adli yrit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 lunas\u00adtaa mui\u00adhin koh\u00addis\u00adtu\u00advaa k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00admys\u00adt\u00e4 itsel\u00adleen, jot\u00adtei jou\u00adtui\u00adsi tun\u00adte\u00admaan sit\u00e4 min\u00adk\u00e4 toi\u00adseen koh\u00addis\u00adtu\u00adva k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00admys itses\u00ads\u00e4 aiheut\u00adtaa. Ensi\u00adk\u00e4\u00adden tus\u00adka ei kos\u00adkaan voi olla samal\u00adla taval\u00adla sie\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00adt\u00f6n\u00adt\u00e4 kuin toi\u00adsen k\u00e4den tus\u00adka. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Se, tuol\u00adlai\u00adnen v\u00e4\u00e4\u00adryy\u00adden tapah\u00adtu\u00adma, on peruut\u00adta\u00adma\u00adton, kuin mus\u00adta auk\u00adko<\/a> his\u00adto\u00adrias\u00adsa. Pahim\u00admil\u00adlaan sit\u00e4 ei pys\u00adty edes miten\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n hyvit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n. Par\u00adhaim\u00admil\u00adlaan tapah\u00adtu\u00adneen tus\u00adkan pys\u00adtyy toi\u00adsin\u00adta\u00admaan sen aiheut\u00adta\u00adjas\u00adsa yhdis\u00adtet\u00adty\u00adn\u00e4 t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 syn\u00adny\u00adtet\u00adtyyn tie\u00adtoi\u00adsuu\u00adteen sii\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 h\u00e4n\/se on teh\u00adnyt t\u00e4m\u00e4n jol\u00adle\u00adkin viat\u00adto\u00admal\u00adle. Se on kui\u00adten\u00adkin \u00e4\u00e4rim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adsen ep\u00e4\u00adto\u00adden\u00adn\u00e4\u00adk\u00f6is\u00adt\u00e4: useim\u00admi\u00adten tus\u00adkan syn\u00adty\u00admi\u00adnen jo alu\u00adnal\u00adku\u00adjaan\u00adkin edel\u00adlyt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 sel\u00adlais\u00adta my\u00f6\u00adt\u00e4e\u00adl\u00e4\u00admis\u00adky\u00advyt\u00adt\u00f6\u00admyyt\u00adt\u00e4, tai yksin\u00adker\u00adtai\u00adses\u00adti ymm\u00e4r\u00adrys\u00adky\u00advyt\u00adt\u00f6\u00admyyt\u00adt\u00e4 (jos teki\u00adj\u00e4\u00adn\u00e4 on vaik\u00adka\u00adpa lap\u00adsi), ettei se ole mah\u00addol\u00adlis\u00adta. Esi\u00admer\u00adkik\u00adsi nuo t\u00e4m\u00e4n\u00adker\u00adtai\u00adsen une\u00adni \u201cjapa\u00adni\u00adlai\u00adset\u201d eiv\u00e4t sel\u00adv\u00e4s\u00adti\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n pys\u00adty tajua\u00admaan el\u00e4i\u00admen kyke\u00adne\u00adv\u00e4n k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Tuol\u00adlai\u00adnen koke\u00admus jo yksi\u00adn\u00e4\u00e4n\u00adkin saa minut toi\u00advo\u00admaan, ett\u00e4 voi\u00adsin itse\u00adkin olla psy\u00adko\u00adpaat\u00adti\u00adsen tur\u00adta kai\u00adkel\u00adle, eten\u00adkin kai\u00adkel\u00adle tois\u00adten olen\u00adto\u00adjen tun\u00adte\u00admal\u00adle pahal\u00adle olol\u00adle. My\u00f6\u00adt\u00e4e\u00adl\u00e4\u00admis\u00adky\u00adky on hy\u00f6\u00addyl\u00adli\u00adnen ihmis\u00adla\u00adjil\u00adle, mut\u00adta minul\u00adle hen\u00adki\u00adl\u00f6\u00adkoh\u00adtai\u00adses\u00adti se mer\u00adkit\u00adsee l\u00e4hin\u00adn\u00e4 juu\u00adri tuon mus\u00adtan aukon kal\u00adtai\u00adsia kiel\u00adtei\u00adsi\u00e4 koke\u00admuk\u00adsia. Sii\u00adn\u00e4 on yleen\u00ads\u00e4 enem\u00adm\u00e4n tai v\u00e4hem\u00adm\u00e4n kyse tus\u00adkas\u00adta, jota t\u00e4y\u00adtyy v\u00e4lt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 ja pae\u00adta. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Empa\u00adtia\u00adky\u00adky\u00adni on tie\u00adtys\u00adti m\u00e4\u00e4\u00adri\u00adtel\u00adlyt el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00adni kulun, eik\u00e4 sen irrot\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen minus\u00adta nyt tie\u00adten\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n toi\u00admi\u00adsi. Sik\u00adsi haa\u00advei\u00adlen\u00adkin koko\u00adnaan toi\u00adses\u00adta el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4, jos\u00adsa en oli\u00adsi kos\u00adkaan kyen\u00adnyt tun\u00adte\u00admaan. Sil\u00adloin k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00adsin impuls\u00adsien vaja\u00advuu\u00addes\u00adta, mik\u00e4 arva\u00adten\u00adkin voi omal\u00adla taval\u00adlaan olla yht\u00e4 mah\u00addo\u00adton\u00adta sie\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 kuin yll\u00e4 kuvaa\u00adma\u00adni tus\u00adkan mus\u00adta auk\u00adko. Mut\u00adta oli\u00adsi\u00adpa\u00adhan edes vaih\u00adte\u00adlua nykyi\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Minul\u00adla on sil\u00adloin t\u00e4l\u00adl\u00f6in n\u00e4ky\u00adj\u00e4 ansait\u00adse\u00admat\u00adto\u00admasta, t\u00e4y\u00adsin tyh\u00adj\u00e4n\u00adp\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4i\u00adsest\u00e4 k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00admyk\u00adsest\u00e4. Useim\u00admissa niis\u00adt\u00e4 k\u00e4r\u00adsij\u00e4 on el\u00e4in. Onnek\u00adsi t\u00e4t\u00e4 on esiin\u00adty\u00adnyt l\u00e4hes yksi\u00adno\u00admaan unissa.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[424,10826,1989,2699],"class_list":["post-24621","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat","tag-elain","tag-kala","tag-psykopatia","tag-uni"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24621","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=24621"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24621\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24633,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24621\/revisions\/24633"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=24621"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=24621"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=24621"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}