{"id":2463,"date":"2006-10-11T16:11:08","date_gmt":"2006-10-11T13:11:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/marginaali\/2006\/10\/11\/to-be-fearless-and-proud-and-alone\/"},"modified":"2006-10-11T16:11:08","modified_gmt":"2006-10-11T13:11:08","slug":"to-be-fearless-and-proud-and-alone","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2006\/10\/11\/to-be-fearless-and-proud-and-alone\/","title":{"rendered":"To be fearless and proud and alone"},"content":{"rendered":"

Pel\u00adk\u00e4\u00adsin siis etu\u00adk\u00e4\u00adteen taas mie\u00adlet\u00adt\u00f6\u00adm\u00e4s\u00adti, kun t\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n piti men\u00adn\u00e4 sin\u00adne aikuisp\u00adsy\u00adkiat\u00adrian polikli\u00adni\u00adkal\u00adle<\/a>. Rova\u00adnie\u00admen psy\u00adkiat\u00adril\u00adla oli ker\u00adral\u00adlaan aikaa kym\u00adme\u00adnes\u00adt\u00e4 vii\u00adteen\u00adtois\u00adta minuut\u00adtia, ja olin \u00e4lli\u00adk\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 ly\u00f6\u00adty kun tuon\u00adne l\u00e4\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00adril\u00adle p\u00e4\u00e4s\u00adty\u00e4\u00adni sain heti alkuun kuul\u00adla, ett\u00e4 sit\u00e4 aikaa oli minul\u00adle varat\u00adtu koko\u00adnai\u00adset nel\u00adj\u00e4\u00adkym\u00admen\u00adt\u00e4\u00advii\u00adsi minuut\u00adtia, ihan kuten YTHS<\/abbr><\/a>:ll\u00e4. L\u00e4\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00adril\u00adl\u00e4 oli tosin samaan aikaan p\u00e4i\u00advys\u00adtys ja h\u00e4n pahoit\u00adte\u00adli etu\u00adk\u00e4\u00adteen sit\u00e4 ett\u00e4 jou\u00adtuu vas\u00adtaa\u00admaan puhe\u00adli\u00admeen sen soi\u00addes\u00adsa. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Voi my\u00f6s olla, ett\u00e4 t\u00e4m\u00e4 nel\u00adj\u00e4\u00adkym\u00admen\u00adt\u00e4\u00advii\u00adsi minuut\u00adtia kos\u00adkee\u00adkin l\u00e4hin\u00adn\u00e4 tuo\u00adta ensi\u00adkon\u00adtak\u00adtia, joka on poik\u00adkeuk\u00adsel\u00adli\u00adnen. T\u00e4k\u00e4\u00adl\u00e4i\u00adnen k\u00e4y\u00adt\u00e4n\u00adt\u00f6 on nimit\u00adt\u00e4in nyky\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4n n\u00e4k\u00f6\u00adj\u00e4\u00e4n sel\u00adlai\u00adnen, ett\u00e4 ensim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4 tapaa\u00admi\u00adses\u00adsa l\u00e4\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00adri (aina\u00adkin t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 tapauk\u00adses\u00adsa vie\u00adl\u00e4\u00adp\u00e4 yli\u00adl\u00e4\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00adri) kar\u00adtoit\u00adtaa tilan\u00adnet\u00adta ja ohjaa asiak\u00adkaan sen j\u00e4l\u00adkeen yksik\u00adk\u00f6\u00f6n, jos\u00adsa on eri\u00adkois\u00adtut\u00adtu juu\u00adri nii\u00adhin ongel\u00admiin, jois\u00adta t\u00e4m\u00e4 k\u00e4r\u00adsii. Omas\u00adsa tapauk\u00adses\u00adsa\u00adni se tuli ole\u00admaan polikli\u00adnik\u00adka<\/a> kol\u00admo\u00adnen, joka \u201cvas\u00adtaa ahdis\u00adtus- ja masen\u00adnus\u00adh\u00e4i\u00adri\u00f6i\u00adden tut\u00adki\u00admuk\u00adses\u00adta ja hoi\u00addos\u00adta\u201d<\/a>. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Ajan run\u00adsau\u00addes\u00adta huo\u00adli\u00admat\u00adta sit\u00e4 ei haas\u00adkat\u00adtu: yli\u00adl\u00e4\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00adri sel\u00advit\u00adti kysy\u00admyk\u00adsil\u00adl\u00e4\u00e4n kii\u00adtet\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n perin\u00adpoh\u00adjai\u00adses\u00adti koko t\u00e4h\u00e4\u00adnas\u00adti\u00adsen poti\u00adlas\u00adhis\u00adto\u00adria\u00adni. Ker\u00adke\u00adsin\u00adp\u00e4 t\u00e4yt\u00adte\u00adle\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n BDI<\/abbr>-tes\u00adtin\u00adkin<\/a>Esi\u00admer\u00adkik\u00adsi Tukia\u00adse\u00admal\u00adta l\u00f6y\u00adtyy BDI-tes\u00adti<\/a>, jon\u00adka voi teh\u00add\u00e4 netis\u00ads\u00e4. J\u00e4l\u00adjit\u00adte\u00adlin vas\u00adtauk\u00adse\u00adni muis\u00adtin\u00adva\u00adrai\u00adses\u00adti ja las\u00adkin, ett\u00e4 tulok\u00adse\u00adni oli 29 pis\u00adtet\u00adt\u00e4 (joka on \u201ckoh\u00adta\u00adlai\u00adses\u00adti masen\u00adtu\u00adnut\u201d -luo\u00adki\u00adtuk\u00adsen ylin pis\u00adte\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4\u00adr\u00e4, mut\u00adta kui\u00adten\u00adkin pis\u00adteen p\u00e4\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 \u201cvai\u00adkeas\u00adti masen\u00adtu\u00adnut\u201d -luo\u00adkas\u00adta). jos\u00adsain v\u00e4lis\u00ads\u00e4. T\u00e4m\u00e4n kar\u00adtoi\u00adtuk\u00adsen inten\u00adsi\u00adteet\u00adti ja sen yhtey\u00addes\u00ads\u00e4 ilmen\u00adnyt lie\u00adv\u00e4 tekoem\u00adpaat\u00adti\u00adsuus j\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4t lopul\u00adta ainoik\u00adsi ik\u00e4\u00advik\u00adsi puo\u00adlik\u00adsi tuos\u00adsa k\u00e4yn\u00adnis\u00ads\u00e4: olen saman\u00adai\u00adkai\u00adses\u00adti hel\u00adpot\u00adtu\u00adnut sii\u00adt\u00e4, ettei yli\u00adl\u00e4\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00adris\u00adt\u00e4 tule var\u00adsi\u00adnais\u00adta psy\u00adkiat\u00adri\u00adkon\u00adtak\u00adtia\u00adni, ja tyy\u00adty\u00adv\u00e4i\u00adnen sii\u00adt\u00e4, miten p\u00e4te\u00adv\u00e4\u00adno\u00adloi\u00adses\u00adti t\u00e4m\u00e4 tun\u00adtui oman nimen\u00adomai\u00adsen teh\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n\u00ads\u00e4 hoi\u00adta\u00advan. #<\/a><\/p>\n

BDI-tes\u00adtin kuu\u00addes kysy\u00admys ran\u00adgais\u00adtuk\u00adsis\u00adta, ja vas\u00adtauk\u00adse\u00adni sii\u00adhen (\u201cOdo\u00adtan ett\u00e4 minua ran\u00adgais\u00adtaan\u201d) j\u00e4i mie\u00adlee\u00adni, ja yli\u00adl\u00e4\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00adri\u00adkin kysyi sii\u00adt\u00e4. Mai\u00adnit\u00adsin esi\u00admerk\u00adki\u00adn\u00e4 juu\u00adri tuon tilan\u00adteen ja sen, kuin\u00adka odo\u00adtin ennak\u00adkoon ja siel\u00adl\u00e4 olles\u00adsa\u00adni\u00adkin, ett\u00e4 jotain pahaa tapah\u00adtuu. Se oli ehk\u00e4 v\u00e4h\u00e4n ep\u00e4\u00adsel\u00adv\u00e4s\u00adti sanot\u00adtu, mik\u00e4 taas puo\u00adles\u00adtaan joh\u00adtui miel\u00adlyt\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adsen\u00adha\u00adlus\u00adta\u00adni: en uskal\u00adta\u00adnut sanoa suo\u00adraan, ett\u00e4 pel\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n, ett\u00e4 l\u00e4\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00adri sanoo jotain muser\u00adta\u00advaa (kuten, ett\u00e4 \u201ceih\u00e4n sinus\u00adsa mit\u00e4\u00e4n vikaa ole\u201d, \u201colet\u00adpas sur\u00adkea otus ihmi\u00adsek\u00adsi\u201d tai muu\u00adta yht\u00e4 toden\u00adn\u00e4\u00adk\u00f6is\u00adt\u00e4). #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sain l\u00e4h\u00adti\u00e4i\u00adsik\u00adsi mukaa\u00adni vie\u00adl\u00e4 Tero Tai\u00admi\u00adsen<\/strong> Tie\u00adtoa sosi\u00adaa\u00adlis\u00adten tilan\u00adtei\u00adden pelos\u00adta ja sen hoi\u00addos\u00adta<\/em> -esitteen.Jostain syys\u00adt\u00e4 tuo\u00adta esi\u00adtet\u00adt\u00e4 ei sen tuot\u00adta\u00adneen Lund\u00adbec\u00adkin<\/a> sivuil\u00adta l\u00f6y\u00addy muu\u00adtoin kuin tilat\u00adta\u00adva\u00adna<\/a> pape\u00adri\u00adver\u00adsio\u00adna, niin mit\u00e4\u00adt\u00f6n l\u00e4pys\u00adk\u00e4 kuin onkin. Glaxon esit\u00adteet<\/a> sen\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n ovat tar\u00adjol\u00adla my\u00f6s PDF<\/acronym><\/a>:in\u00e4. Sii\u00adn\u00e4 on Lie\u00adbowitz<\/span>in tes\u00adti<\/a>, mut\u00adta min\u00e4 en oikein \u00e4ly\u00e4 sen tar\u00adkoi\u00adtus\u00adta t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 yhtey\u00addes\u00ads\u00e4. Lie\u00adbowitz<\/span> on tar\u00adkoi\u00adtet\u00adtu k\u00e4sit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4k\u00adse\u00adni l\u00e4hin\u00adn\u00e4 pelon vaih\u00adte\u00adlun mit\u00adtaa\u00admi\u00adsiin (esi\u00admer\u00adkik\u00adsi l\u00e4\u00e4k\u00adkei\u00adt\u00e4 tes\u00adtat\u00adtaes\u00adsa), mut\u00adta mihin yksit\u00adt\u00e4i\u00adsen ihmi\u00adsen oikein pit\u00e4i\u00adsi noi\u00adta pis\u00adte\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4\u00adri\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4n ver\u00adra\u00adta? Jaa\u00adko\u00adbin pis\u00adtei\u00adsiin<\/a>? #<\/a><\/p>\n

Huo\u00adma\u00adsin, ett\u00e4 kun ran\u00adgais\u00adtuk\u00adse\u00adno\u00addo\u00adtuk\u00adse\u00adni oli l\u00e4\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00adrin luo\u00adna j\u00e4\u00e4\u00adnyt tyy\u00addyt\u00adty\u00adm\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4, odo\u00adtin sen iskun koit\u00adta\u00advan vie\u00adl\u00e4 sen j\u00e4l\u00adkeen\u00adkin. Olin aika p\u00f6l\u00adl\u00e4h\u00adt\u00e4\u00adnyt vie\u00adl\u00e4 pit\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n, kun sit\u00e4 ei tul\u00adlut\u00adkaan. Sen sijaan sain Das Boot<\/span>in<\/em><\/a> Ant\u00adti\u00adlan kes\u00adkus\u00adva\u00adras\u00adton tyh\u00adjen\u00adnyk\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4 kah\u00addek\u00adsal\u00adla eurol\u00adla. #<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Raport\u00adti k\u00e4yn\u00adnis\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni aikuisp\u00adsy\u00adkiat\u00adrian poliklinikalla.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2463","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2463","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2463"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2463\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2463"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2463"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2463"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}