{"id":24634,"date":"2011-11-25T12:14:47","date_gmt":"2011-11-25T10:14:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=24634"},"modified":"2011-11-25T12:14:47","modified_gmt":"2011-11-25T10:14:47","slug":"en-halua","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2011\/11\/25\/en-halua\/","title":{"rendered":"En halua"},"content":{"rendered":"

Kamp\u00adpai\u00adlin taas yl\u00f6s\u00adnouse\u00admuk\u00adsen kans\u00adsa aamul\u00adla. Kuten aina, yri\u00adtin taas kek\u00adsi\u00e4 syi\u00adt\u00e4 l\u00e4h\u00adte\u00e4 liik\u00adkeel\u00adle, mut\u00adta kokei\u00adlin sit\u00e4 t\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 ker\u00adtaa tie\u00adtys\u00adt\u00e4 n\u00e4k\u00f6\u00adkul\u00admas\u00adta: kuvit\u00adte\u00adlin sis\u00e4i\u00adsen \u201clap\u00adse\u00adni\u201d<\/a> kon\u00adkreet\u00adti\u00adses\u00adti sis\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4\u00adni ole\u00advak\u00adsi hah\u00admok\u00adsi ja koe\u00adtin tie\u00addus\u00adtel\u00adla sil\u00adt\u00e4 mah\u00addol\u00adli\u00adsim\u00adman lem\u00adpe\u00e4s\u00adti ja kai\u00adken sal\u00adli\u00advas\u00adti (\u201caikui\u00adse\u00adna\u201d), oli\u00adsi\u00adko yht\u00e4\u00e4n mit\u00e4\u00e4n mik\u00e4 sai\u00adsi sen halua\u00admaan liik\u00adkeel\u00adle\u00adl\u00e4h\u00adt\u00f6\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Tein ehdo\u00adtuk\u00adsia: \u201chaluai\u00adsit\u00adko sit\u00e4-ja-sit\u00e4\u201d, \u201chaluai\u00adsit\u00adko t\u00e4t\u00e4-taik\u00adka-t\u00e4t\u00e4\u201d. Kuun\u00adte\u00adlin vas\u00adtauk\u00adsia, jois\u00adta enin osa oli: \u201cen enem\u00adm\u00e4n kuin haluai\u00adsin vain j\u00e4\u00e4\u00add\u00e4 t\u00e4h\u00e4n pei\u00adton alle\u201d. Ehdo\u00adtuk\u00adse\u00adni oli\u00advat kai\u00adken\u00adlais\u00adta lai\u00addas\u00adta lai\u00adtaan, enim\u00adm\u00e4k\u00adseen sel\u00adlais\u00adta mit\u00e4 kuvit\u00adte\u00adli\u00adsin pie\u00adnen pojan saat\u00adta\u00advan halu\u00adta.  #<\/a><\/p>\n

L\u00f6y\u00adsin kak\u00adsi asi\u00adaa jois\u00adta huo\u00adma\u00adsin pik\u00adkui\u00adsen innos\u00adtu\u00advan enem\u00adm\u00e4n kuin mis\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n muis\u00adta ehdo\u00adtuk\u00adsis\u00adta\u00adni: tie\u00adto\u00adko\u00adneet ja l\u00e4tyt. J\u00e4l\u00adkim\u00adm\u00e4is\u00adt\u00e4 itsel\u00adle\u00adni v\u00e4lit\u00adt\u00f6\u00adm\u00e4s\u00adti lupaa\u00admal\u00adla oli\u00adsin p\u00e4\u00e4s\u00adsyt yl\u00f6s heti. En luvan\u00adnut, mut\u00adta kehuin kui\u00adten\u00adkin itse\u00e4\u00adni oikein vuo\u00adlaas\u00adti sii\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 olin kek\u00adsi\u00adnyt jotain, mis\u00adt\u00e4 pid\u00e4n. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sil\u00adti\u00adkin t\u00e4m\u00e4 on niin kovin vai\u00adkea tilan\u00adne: ett\u00e4 lap\u00adsi\u00admi\u00adn\u00e4 ei ker\u00adta kaik\u00adki\u00adaan osaa halu\u00adta mit\u00e4\u00e4n muu\u00adta kuin tuo\u00adta yht\u00e4 asi\u00adaa, ja sekin on sel\u00adlai\u00adnen, ett\u00e4 jou\u00addun sen itsel\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni kiel\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n, kos\u00adka se ei ole ter\u00advey\u00addel\u00adle hyv\u00e4k\u00adsi. Eik\u00e4 sen sal\u00adli\u00admi\u00adses\u00adta\u00adkaan oli\u00adsi apua uusien halua\u00admi\u00adsen koh\u00adtei\u00adden l\u00f6y\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4; min\u00e4\u00adh\u00e4n kokei\u00adlin sit\u00e4 vuo\u00adsi\u00adkau\u00addet, enk\u00e4 n\u00e4k\u00f6\u00adj\u00e4\u00e4n sil\u00adti vie\u00adl\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n osaa halu\u00adta mit\u00e4\u00e4n muu\u00adta. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Ei siis ole kyse sii\u00adt\u00e4, etten\u00adk\u00f6 uskal\u00adtai\u00adsi halu\u00adta asioi\u00adta, tai ett\u00e4 aras\u00adte\u00adli\u00adsin nii\u00adden esiin tuo\u00admis\u00adta. Ehdo\u00adtuk\u00adse\u00adni oli\u00advat tosi\u00adaan ihan mit\u00e4 tahan\u00adsa, ja kyke\u00adnen sal\u00adli\u00admaan itsel\u00adle\u00adni min\u00adk\u00e4 tahan\u00adsa halua\u00admi\u00adsen (tai aina\u00adkaan en osaa kuvi\u00adtel\u00adla mit\u00e4\u00e4n mit\u00e4 en sal\u00adli\u00adsi itse\u00adni halua\u00advan). Saan vain tois\u00adtu\u00advas\u00adti vas\u00adtauk\u00adsek\u00adsi: \u201cen halua, haluan vain j\u00e4\u00e4\u00add\u00e4 t\u00e4h\u00e4n makaa\u00admaan\u201d<\/a>. #<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Kamp\u00adpai\u00adlin taas yl\u00f6s\u00adnouse\u00admuk\u00adsen kans\u00adsa. Kuvit\u00adte\u00adlin lap\u00adsen kon\u00adkreet\u00adti\u00adsesti sis\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4ni ole\u00advaksi hah\u00admoksi ja kysyin, oli\u00adsiko yht\u00e4\u00e4n mit\u00e4\u00e4n mik\u00e4 sai\u00adsi sen halua\u00admaan liikkeellel\u00e4ht\u00f6\u00e4.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[1485],"class_list":["post-24634","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat","tag-masennus"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24634","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=24634"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24634\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24641,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24634\/revisions\/24641"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=24634"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=24634"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=24634"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}