{"id":2572,"date":"2006-12-15T00:38:18","date_gmt":"2006-12-14T22:38:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/marginaali\/2006\/12\/15\/magnetic-genetic-dement-your-soul\/"},"modified":"2006-12-15T00:38:18","modified_gmt":"2006-12-14T22:38:18","slug":"magnetic-genetic-dement-your-soul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2006\/12\/15\/magnetic-genetic-dement-your-soul\/","title":{"rendered":"Magnetic, genetic, dement your soul"},"content":{"rendered":"

Edel\u00adli\u00adsen mer\u00adkin\u00adn\u00e4n<\/a> alus\u00adsa ollut sitaat\u00adti ei kei\u00adno\u00adte\u00adkoi\u00adses\u00adta luon\u00adtees\u00adtaan huo\u00adli\u00admat\u00adta kui\u00adten\u00adkaan ollut t\u00e4y\u00adsin tuu\u00adles\u00adta tem\u00admat\u00adtu: olen t\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 het\u00adkel\u00adl\u00e4 jos\u00adsain m\u00e4\u00e4\u00adrin taval\u00adlis\u00adta ahdis\u00adtu\u00adneem\u00adpi. En sanoi\u00adsi masen\u00adtu\u00adneem\u00adpi, kos\u00adka n\u00e4m\u00e4 kak\u00adsi ovat minul\u00adle tie\u00adtyn\u00adlai\u00adses\u00adsa kausaa\u00adli\u00adses\u00adsa suh\u00adtees\u00adsa toi\u00adsiin\u00adsa. Ahdis\u00adtu\u00adnei\u00adsuus edel\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 aina masen\u00adtu\u00adnei\u00adsuut\u00adta ja on taval\u00adlaan sen enna\u00adkoin\u00adtia. #<\/a><\/p>\n

N\u00e4en seko\u00adp\u00e4i\u00adsi\u00e4, tus\u00adkai\u00adsia ja itkui\u00adsia unia<\/a>, enk\u00e4 vie\u00adl\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n muis\u00adta niis\u00adt\u00e4 mit\u00e4\u00e4n yl\u00f6s\u00adkir\u00adjoi\u00adtet\u00adta\u00advak\u00adsi<\/a> riit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n sel\u00adke\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4. Juu\u00adri t\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 het\u00adkel\u00adl\u00e4 minus\u00adta tun\u00adtuu, ett\u00e4 jotain odot\u00adta\u00adma\u00adton\u00adta ja pahaa<\/a> tapah\u00adtuu het\u00adke\u00adn\u00e4 min\u00e4 tahan\u00adsa. Odo\u00adtan koko ajan saa\u00adva\u00adni puhe\u00adlun jos\u00adtain tun\u00adte\u00admat\u00adto\u00admas\u00adta nume\u00adros\u00adta tai jotain kam\u00admot\u00adta\u00advaa pos\u00adtia Kelas\u00adta<\/a> tai ties mit\u00e4. Pil\u00advi\u00adlin\u00adnois\u00adta pak\u00adsul\u00adla sor\u00admel\u00adla sohi\u00advan mie\u00adli\u00adku\u00advi\u00adtuso\u00adlen\u00adnon kii\u00adtos, ett\u00e4 ovi\u00adkel\u00adlo\u00adni ei ole soi\u00adnut v\u00e4h\u00e4\u00e4n aikaan. #<\/a><\/p>\n

[#<\/a>] Itse asias\u00adsa t\u00e4m\u00e4 on taas sik\u00e4\u00adli omi\u00adtuis\u00adta, ett\u00e4 minul\u00adla ei juu\u00adri nyt ole j\u00e4r\u00adjel\u00adl\u00e4 aja\u00adtel\u00adtu\u00adna mit\u00e4\u00e4n pahaa odo\u00adtet\u00adta\u00advis\u00adsa. Tai siis, p\u00e4in\u00advas\u00adtoin: odo\u00adtet\u00adta\u00advis\u00adsa on kut\u00adsu sin\u00adne tut\u00adki\u00admus\u00adkes\u00adki\u00adtys\u00adlei\u00adril\u00adle<\/a> ja mie\u00adlen\u00adter\u00adveys\u00adtoi\u00admis\u00adton psy\u00adkiat\u00adril\u00adle<\/a>, mut\u00adta ne min\u00e4 tie\u00add\u00e4n, eik\u00e4 niis\u00ads\u00e4 sik\u00e4\u00adli ole mit\u00e4\u00e4n odot\u00adta\u00adma\u00adton\u00adta. Pelot\u00adta\u00advat\u00adhan ne tie\u00adtys\u00adti, mut\u00adta joten\u00adkin p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adni haluai\u00adsi usko\u00adtel\u00adla minul\u00adle, ett\u00e4 nii\u00adden lis\u00e4k\u00adsi minua vaa\u00adnii jokin tun\u00adte\u00adma\u00adton uhka<\/a>. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Paho\u00adjen sijas\u00adta minul\u00adle on itse asias\u00adsa tapah\u00adtu\u00adnut vii\u00adme aikoi\u00adna hyvi\u00e4\u00adkin asioi\u00adta; esi\u00admer\u00adkik\u00adsi t\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n sain kuul\u00adla, ett\u00e4 kado\u00adte\u00adtuk\u00adsi luu\u00adle\u00adma\u00adni dvd oli\u00adkin l\u00f6y\u00adty\u00adnyt. Olen sii\u00adt\u00e4 aivan mie\u00adlet\u00adt\u00f6\u00adm\u00e4n hel\u00adpot\u00adtu\u00adnut, vaik\u00adka kyse oli\u00adkin vain hal\u00adpik\u00adses\u00adta eik\u00e4 mis\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n t\u00e4y\u00adsi\u00adhin\u00adtai\u00adses\u00adta. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Olen muu\u00adten aina ollut sel\u00adlai\u00adnen, hir\u00adve\u00e4n tark\u00adka omien tava\u00adroit\u00adte\u00adni per\u00e4\u00e4n. Penik\u00adka\u00adna suu\u00adtuin aivan saa\u00adta\u00adnas\u00adti aina kun joku meil\u00adle kyl\u00e4\u00e4n uskal\u00adtau\u00adtu\u00adneis\u00adta kaka\u00adrois\u00adta onnis\u00adtui rik\u00adko\u00admaan jotain, mil\u00adl\u00e4 lei\u00adkit\u00adtiin. Jos\u00adtain syys\u00adt\u00e4 muis\u00adtan sit\u00e4 tapah\u00adtu\u00adneen usein. Sen sijaan en muis\u00adta kuin yhden ker\u00adran rik\u00adko\u00adnee\u00adni itse jotain omaa\u00adni, enk\u00e4 kos\u00adkaan mit\u00e4\u00e4n tois\u00adten omaa. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Minua pidet\u00adtiin var\u00admaan tosi pik\u00adku\u00admai\u00adse\u00adna ja vit\u00adtu\u00admai\u00adse\u00adna kave\u00adri\u00adna, jos kave\u00adri\u00adna ollen\u00adkaan, ja niin\u00adh\u00e4n min\u00e4 olin\u00adkin, enk\u00e4 min\u00e4 kyl\u00adl\u00e4 suo\u00adraan sanot\u00adtu\u00adna oli\u00adsi voi\u00adnut v\u00e4hem\u00adp\u00e4\u00e4 v\u00e4lit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4. Oli\u00adsin jo sil\u00adloin halun\u00adnut\u00adkin olla vain omas\u00adsa rau\u00adhas\u00adsa tai leik\u00adki\u00e4 kor\u00adkein\u00adtaan Jan\u00adnen<\/strong><\/a> kans\u00adsa, joka oli saman\u00adlai\u00adnen sii\u00adn\u00e4, ettei rik\u00adko\u00adnut mit\u00e4\u00e4n. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Mei\u00adt\u00e4 t\u00e4l\u00adlai\u00adsia ihmi\u00adsi\u00e4 kut\u00adsu\u00adtaan kai jois\u00adsain pii\u00adreis\u00ads\u00e4 anaa\u00adli\u00adsik\u00adsi<\/a>, mik\u00e4 on tie\u00adtys\u00adti pel\u00adk\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n hil\u00adpe\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Asias\u00adta toi\u00adseen, osai\u00adsi\u00adko kukaan suo\u00adsi\u00adtel\u00adla mit\u00e4\u00e4n hyv\u00e4\u00e4 ja hal\u00adpaa kas\u00advo\u00adras\u00advaa? #<\/a><\/p>\n

Kyl\u00adl\u00e4. Sii\u00adn\u00e4 luki ett\u00e4 kasvo<\/strong>-, ei kasvi<\/strong>-. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Naa\u00admas\u00adta\u00adni kyl\u00adl\u00e4 tur\u00adsu\u00adaa ras\u00advaa omas\u00adta\u00adkin takaa, mut\u00adta haluai\u00adsin teh\u00add\u00e4 niin kuin hyper\u00admo\u00adder\u00adnit homo sapien<\/span>it, eli pes\u00adt\u00e4 sen pois ja lut\u00adra\u00adta sit\u00adten tilal\u00adle jota\u00adkin kei\u00adno\u00adte\u00adkois\u00adta. N\u00e4in teen\u00adkin jo t\u00e4t\u00e4 nyky\u00e4 iltai\u00adsin, ja k\u00e4y\u00adt\u00e4n eri\u00adsa\u00adnin<\/a> per\u00adsus\u00advoi\u00addet\u00adta, mut\u00adta se on sem\u00admois\u00adta t\u00f6k\u00f6t\u00adti\u00e4, ett\u00e4 se kiil\u00adte\u00adle komias\u00adti ja sot\u00adkee sil\u00adm\u00e4\u00adla\u00adsit ja joka pai\u00adkan niin ettei sit\u00e4 keh\u00adtaa p\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4k\u00adsi naa\u00admaan\u00adsa lait\u00adtaa. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Kri\u00adtee\u00adri\u00adn\u00e4 sil\u00adle, mit\u00e4 haluai\u00adsin, oli\u00adsi siis nopea imey\u00adty\u00advyys enk\u00e4 lis\u00e4k\u00adsi halua mit\u00e4\u00e4n ruusu\u00adne\u00adsans\u00adsil\u00adla hajus\u00adtet\u00adtu\u00adja hint\u00adti\u00adjut\u00adtu\u00adja, vaan mie\u00adlui\u00adten hajus\u00adta\u00adma\u00adton\u00adta tai kor\u00adkein\u00adtaan mie\u00addos\u00adti hajus\u00adtet\u00adtua\u2026 hint\u00adti\u00adjut\u00adtua. Niin, ja huo\u00adke\u00adaa sen pit\u00e4\u00e4 olla. Kat\u00adse\u00adlin noi\u00adta t\u00e4n\u00e4\u00e4n Pris\u00admas\u00adsa ja, vit\u00adtu, niis\u00adt\u00e4 kis\u00adko\u00adtaan aivan usko\u00admat\u00adto\u00admia hin\u00adto\u00adja! Tois\u00adta\u00adkym\u00admen\u00adt\u00e4 euroa jos\u00adta\u00adkin sur\u00adkeas\u00adta vii\u00adden\u00adkym\u00adme\u00adnen mil\u00adli\u00adlit\u00adran pur\u00adnu\u00adkas\u00adta! Edul\u00adli\u00adsim\u00admal\u00adta vai\u00adkut\u00adti Dai\u00adlyn p\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4\u00advoi\u00adde<\/a>. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Tyt\u00f6t? Pojat? #<\/a><\/p>\n

Her\u00admafro\u00addii\u00adtit? #<\/a><\/p>\n

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Olen taas ahdis\u00adtu\u00adnut ilman mit\u00e4\u00e4n ilmeis\u00adt\u00e4 syy\u00adt\u00e4. Ahdis\u00adtu\u00adnut ja anaa\u00adli\u00adnen. Suo\u00adsi\u00adtel\u00adkaa minul\u00adle kasvorasvaa.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2572","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2572","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2572"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2572\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2572"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2572"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2572"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}