{"id":2629,"date":"2007-01-30T18:00:19","date_gmt":"2007-01-30T16:00:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/marginaali\/2007\/01\/30\/hulluuden-vuorilla\/"},"modified":"2011-07-21T15:09:04","modified_gmt":"2011-07-21T12:09:04","slug":"hulluuden-vuorilla","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2007\/01\/30\/hulluuden-vuorilla\/","title":{"rendered":"Hulluuden vuorilla"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u201cIn the moment of mad\u00adness under your angry skies
You are not what you feel - this is insa\u00adni\u00adty
From the sha\u00addows that dar\u00adken the depths of your angel eyes
No one, not\u00adhing is real - this is insa\u00adni\u00adty\u201d<\/em> #<\/a><\/p>\n

Tilt<\/strong> feat. Maria Nay\u00adler<\/strong>: Angry Skies<\/em><\/a> #<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Hul\u00adluus on aina ollut minus\u00adta saman\u00adai\u00adkai\u00adses\u00adti pelot\u00adta\u00advaa ja kieh\u00adto\u00advaa. Edel\u00adli\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4 sai\u00adraa\u00adla\u00adkei\u00adkas\u00adsa\u00adni oli se etu t\u00e4m\u00e4n\u00adker\u00adtai\u00adseen ver\u00adrat\u00adtu\u00adna, ett\u00e4 siel\u00adl\u00e4 ruo\u00adkail\u00adtiin yhtei\u00adsis\u00ads\u00e4 tilois\u00adsa mui\u00adden osas\u00adto\u00adjen kans\u00adsa, ja p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adsin n\u00e4ke\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n omia\u00adni pal\u00adjon vai\u00adkeam\u00adpien psyyk\u00adkis\u00adten ongel\u00admien kans\u00adsa kamp\u00adpai\u00adle\u00advia poti\u00adlai\u00adta, mik\u00e4 teki hyv\u00e4\u00e4 aina\u00adkin suh\u00adteel\u00adli\u00adsuu\u00adden\u00adta\u00adjul\u00adle\u00adni, jos ei muu\u00adta. #<\/a><\/p>\n

T\u00e4\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 Kes\u00adki-Suo\u00admen kes\u00adkus\u00adsai\u00adraa\u00adlas\u00adsa avo-osas\u00adto 7 on ilmei\u00adses\u00adti kau\u00adka\u00adna muis\u00adta psy\u00adkiat\u00adri\u00adsis\u00adta osas\u00adtois\u00adta (jos sel\u00adlai\u00adsia on t\u00e4\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 lain\u00adkaan). Olen koet\u00adta\u00adnut tark\u00adkail\u00adla sil\u00adl\u00e4 sil\u00adm\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 huo\u00adnee\u00adni ikku\u00adnas\u00adta n\u00e4ky\u00adv\u00e4n raken\u00adnuk\u00adsen ylim\u00adpi\u00e4 ker\u00adrok\u00adsia, joi\u00adden tuu\u00adle\u00adtusik\u00adku\u00adnois\u00adsa on alem\u00admis\u00adta poi\u00adke\u00adten kal\u00adte\u00adrit. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Min\u00e4 joten\u00adkin yht\u00e4 aikaa haluai\u00adsin ja en haluai\u00adsi olla sil\u00adl\u00e4 taval\u00adla hul\u00adlu, ett\u00e4 minut\u00adkin pit\u00e4i\u00adsi oman ja mui\u00adden tur\u00adval\u00adli\u00adsuu\u00adden vuok\u00adsi luki\u00adta sis\u00e4l\u00adle. En haluai\u00adsi, kos\u00adka ratio\u00adnaa\u00adli\u00adnen min\u00e4 tie\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4, ettei\u00adv\u00e4t sil\u00adl\u00e4 taval\u00adla hul\u00adlut voi hyvin. Haluai\u00adsin sik\u00adsi, ett\u00e4 emo\u00adtio\u00adnaa\u00adli\u00adnen min\u00e4 tie\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4, ett\u00e4 sil\u00adl\u00e4 taval\u00adla hul\u00adlus\u00adsa ihmi\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4 se sai\u00adsi olla nykyis\u00adt\u00e4 vapaam\u00adpi, ehk\u00e4 jopa t\u00e4y\u00adsin vapaa ratio\u00adnaa\u00adli\u00adsen min\u00e4n orjuu\u00adtuk\u00adses\u00adta. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Edel\u00adli\u00adnen osas\u00adto\u00adjak\u00adso\u00adni osui yksiin t\u00e4m\u00e4n emo\u00adtio\u00adnaa\u00adli\u00adsen min\u00e4\u00adni vapau\u00adtu\u00admis\u00adkai\u00adpuun riis\u00adt\u00e4y\u00adty\u00admi\u00adsen kans\u00adsa. Osin se oli ehk\u00e4 my\u00f6s seu\u00adraus\u00adta sii\u00adt\u00e4, sil\u00adl\u00e4 v\u00e4ki\u00adval\u00adlal\u00adla m\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4i\u00adle\u00adv\u00e4t aja\u00adtuk\u00adset, joi\u00adta se toi p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adh\u00e4\u00adni, sai\u00advat minut huo\u00adles\u00adtu\u00admaan sii\u00adt\u00e4 mit\u00e4 voi\u00adsi tapah\u00adtua. T\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4 syys\u00adt\u00e4 kal\u00adte\u00adrit kieh\u00adto\u00advat minua: nii\u00adden taak\u00adse luki\u00adtaan se, mit\u00e4 sis\u00e4i\u00adset kah\u00adleet eiv\u00e4t en\u00e4\u00e4 kyke\u00adne pite\u00adle\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Eiv\u00e4t ne v\u00e4ki\u00adval\u00adtai\u00adset aja\u00adtuk\u00adset koko\u00adnaan vie\u00adl\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n ole kai\u00adkon\u00adneet, mut\u00adta v\u00e4hen\u00adty\u00adneet kyl\u00adl\u00e4, kos\u00adka niis\u00adt\u00e4 tuli hyvin pian arki\u00adsia. Lak\u00adka\u00adsin pel\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4 v\u00e4ki\u00adval\u00adta\u00adfan\u00adt\u00adasioit\u00adte\u00adni todek\u00adsie\u00adl\u00e4\u00admis\u00adt\u00e4, kun se ei en\u00e4\u00e4 tun\u00adtu\u00adnut v\u00e4\u00e4\u00adj\u00e4\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4t\u00adt\u00f6\u00adm\u00e4l\u00adt\u00e4. T\u00e4t\u00e4 nyky\u00e4 ne kuvi\u00adtel\u00admat ovat entis\u00adt\u00e4 pie\u00adnem\u00adpi, mut\u00adta muun min\u00e4n kans\u00adsa parem\u00admin yhteen\u00adso\u00adpi\u00adva osa per\u00adsoo\u00adnal\u00adli\u00adsuut\u00adta\u00adni. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sadis\u00adti\u00adset ja itse\u00adtu\u00adhoi\u00adset aja\u00adtuk\u00adse\u00adni ovat hy\u00f6\u00addyl\u00adli\u00adsi\u00e4 ty\u00f6\u00adka\u00adlu\u00adja, joi\u00adta ilman en ehk\u00e4 oli\u00adsi sel\u00adviy\u00adty\u00adnyt. Ilman nii\u00adt\u00e4 en pysyi\u00adsi vie\u00adl\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n kasas\u00adsa. Tus\u00adkin tulen kos\u00adkaan pysy\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n, enk\u00e4 ole var\u00adma, ett\u00e4 haluai\u00adsin\u00adko edes. #<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Avo-osas\u00adtol\u00adla ole\u00admi\u00adsen kir\u00advoit\u00adta\u00admia poh\u00addin\u00adto\u00adja hulluudesta.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[845,1543,2828],"class_list":["post-2629","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat","tag-itsetuhoisuus","tag-mielenterveys","tag-vakivalta"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2629","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2629"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2629\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19770,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2629\/revisions\/19770"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2629"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2629"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2629"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}