{"id":3026,"date":"2008-08-21T12:03:20","date_gmt":"2008-08-21T09:03:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=3026"},"modified":"2011-06-05T21:06:25","modified_gmt":"2011-06-05T18:06:25","slug":"a-man-without-a-heart-a-child-without-a-soul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2008\/08\/21\/a-man-without-a-heart-a-child-without-a-soul\/","title":{"rendered":"A man without a heart, a child without a&nbsp;soul"},"content":{"rendered":"<p id=\"post3026-t85opbywos6hnxs57gy92uisi\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/files\/2008\/08\/pelokas-hevonen.jpg\" alt=\"Pelokas hevonen elokuvassa Messiah of Evil\" width=\"160\" height=\"120\" class=\"alignright size-full wp-image-18737\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/files\/2008\/08\/pelokas-hevonen.jpg 160w, https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/files\/2008\/08\/pelokas-hevonen-150x112.jpg 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 160px) 100vw, 160px\"> Tari\u00adnois\u00adsa, jois\u00adsa esiin\u00adtyy sota\u00adve\u00adte\u00adraa\u00adni, sil\u00adl\u00e4 vete\u00adraa\u00adnil\u00adla on usein van\u00adha sota\u00advam\u00adma, jota sil\u00adloin t\u00e4l\u00adl\u00f6in <em>kolot\u00adtaa<\/em>. Minus\u00adta se on aina ollut eri\u00adtyi\u00adsen hie\u00adno ver\u00adbi t\u00e4l\u00adlai\u00adses\u00adsa yhtey\u00addes\u00ads\u00e4. Sit\u00e4 k\u00e4yt\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 sota\u00advam\u00adman aiheut\u00adta\u00adma kipu saa\u00addaan kuu\u00adlos\u00adta\u00admaan jol\u00adtain muul\u00adta kuin kivul\u00adta. Eik\u00e4 se pel\u00adk\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n mene\u00adt\u00e4 nega\u00adtii\u00advi\u00adsuut\u00adtaan, vaan sii\u00adt\u00e4 tulee <em>kolot\u00adtaa<\/em>-ver\u00adbin ansios\u00adta suo\u00adras\u00adtaan jotain posi\u00adtii\u00advis\u00adta, kuin jokin mys\u00adti\u00adnen kel\u00adlo, jon\u00adka teh\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4 on soi\u00admal\u00adla muis\u00adtut\u00adtaa mui\u00adta ihmi\u00adsi\u00e4 vete\u00adraa\u00adnin teke\u00adm\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4 uhrauk\u00adses\u00adta.&nbsp;<a rel=\"bookmark\" class=\"paragraph-permalink\" href=\"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2008\/08\/21\/a-man-without-a-heart-a-child-without-a-soul\/#post3026-t85opbywos6hnxs57gy92uisi\">#<\/a><\/p>\n<p id=\"post3026-g3gpjecpsrrlb828993pm4pnq\">Nykyi\u00adsin minua itse\u00e4\u00adni <em>kolot\u00adtaa<\/em> aina sil\u00adloin t\u00e4l\u00adl\u00f6in, p\u00e4\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4. Jos\u00adtain syys\u00adt\u00e4 se ei kui\u00adten\u00adkaan psyyk\u00adki\u00adsen vam\u00adman yhtey\u00addes\u00ads\u00e4 tun\u00adnu yht\u00e4\u00e4n niin hie\u00adnol\u00adta kuin mil\u00adt\u00e4 se sota\u00adve\u00adte\u00adraa\u00adnin sir\u00adpa\u00adle- tai luo\u00adti\u00adko\u00adlo\u00adtuk\u00adsen yhtey\u00addes\u00ads\u00e4 kuu\u00adlos\u00adtaa. Se joh\u00adtuu ehk\u00e4 sii\u00adt\u00e4\u00adkin, ettei minun uhrauk\u00adses\u00adsa\u00adni ole mit\u00e4\u00e4n, mis\u00adt\u00e4 voi\u00adsin <em>kolo\u00adtuk\u00adses\u00adta\u00adni<\/em> puhu\u00admal\u00adla kans\u00adsaih\u00admi\u00adsi\u00e4 muis\u00adtut\u00adtaa. Tapoi\u00adhi\u00adni ei kuu\u00adlu pit\u00e4\u00e4 kynt\u00adti\u00adl\u00e4\u00e4\u00adni vakan alla, vaan kyse on sii\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 jos ihmi\u00adnen hajo\u00adaa pel\u00adk\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n hei\u00adve\u00adr\u00f6yt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n, niin seh\u00e4n on vain luon\u00adnol\u00adlis\u00adta ja kor\u00adkein\u00adtaan h\u00e4pe\u00e4k\u00adsi, jos mit\u00e4\u00e4n.&nbsp;<a rel=\"bookmark\" class=\"paragraph-permalink\" href=\"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2008\/08\/21\/a-man-without-a-heart-a-child-without-a-soul\/#post3026-g3gpjecpsrrlb828993pm4pnq\">#<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tari\u00adnoi\u00adden sota\u00adve\u00adte\u00adraa\u00adneil\u00adla on usein van\u00adha sota\u00advam\u00adma, jota sil\u00adloin t\u00e4l\u00adl\u00f6in kolot\u00adtaa. Minus\u00adta se on aina ollut eri\u00adtyi\u00adsen hie\u00adno ver\u00adbi t\u00e4l\u00adlai\u00adses\u00adsa yhteydess\u00e4.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3026","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3026","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3026"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3026\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18736,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3026\/revisions\/18736"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3026"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3026"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3026"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}