{"id":3872,"date":"2008-11-12T14:06:14","date_gmt":"2008-11-12T12:06:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=3872"},"modified":"2011-05-10T09:41:04","modified_gmt":"2011-05-10T06:41:04","slug":"one-and-one-ennui-makes-nothing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2008\/11\/12\/one-and-one-ennui-makes-nothing\/","title":{"rendered":"One and one ennui makes nothing"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Kadulla<\/a> Odo\u00adtuk\u00adsien madal\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen, var\u00adsin\u00adkaan tai aina\u00adkaan itsee\u00adni liit\u00adt\u00e4\u00admie\u00adni odo\u00adtuk\u00adsien madal\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen ei k\u00e4y minul\u00adta kovin hel\u00adpos\u00adti. Niin oli\u00adsi kui\u00adten\u00adkin teh\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4, sil\u00adl\u00e4 vain sen avul\u00adla pahoin\u00advoin\u00adtia<\/a> on hel\u00adpom\u00adpi kes\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Mit\u00e4 sii\u00adt\u00e4, jos en nyt taas jak\u00adsa\u00adkaan teh\u00add\u00e4 mit\u00e4\u00e4n? Eih\u00e4n sit\u00e4 jak\u00adsa\u00admis\u00adta minul\u00adta kukaan muu odo\u00adta kuin min\u00e4 itse. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sii\u00adn\u00e4, mis\u00ads\u00e4 vie\u00adl\u00e4 muu\u00adta\u00adma viik\u00adko sit\u00adten p\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4\u00adni tavoi\u00adte saat\u00adtoi olla, ett\u00e4 suo\u00adri\u00adtan tavan\u00adomai\u00adsen kun\u00adtoi\u00adlu\u00adni, ja k\u00e4yn ehk\u00e4 lis\u00e4k\u00adsi kau\u00adpun\u00adgil\u00adla, nyt sen t\u00e4y\u00adtyy pakos\u00adta\u00adkin olla vain jotain pal\u00adjon v\u00e4hem\u00adm\u00e4n. Esi\u00admer\u00adkik\u00adsi, ett\u00e4 kat\u00adson jon\u00adkin videon. Se kuu\u00adlos\u00adtaa aika sur\u00adkeal\u00adta, mut\u00adta juu\u00adri sii\u00adn\u00e4 ongel\u00adma pii\u00adlee\u00adkin. Sen ei pit\u00e4i\u00adsi kuu\u00adlos\u00adtaa, kos\u00adka ainoa, joka minul\u00adle aset\u00adtaa n\u00e4i\u00adt\u00e4 odo\u00adtuk\u00adsia, jot\u00adka sii\u00adt\u00e4 teke\u00adv\u00e4t sur\u00adke\u00adaa, olen min\u00e4 itse. Ver\u00adtaan sit\u00e4 v\u00e4ki\u00adsin\u00adkin tuo\u00adhon aikai\u00adsem\u00adpaan, johon vie\u00adl\u00e4 sen kes\u00adt\u00e4es\u00ads\u00e4 olin ihan tyy\u00adty\u00adv\u00e4i\u00adnen, vaik\u00adka sopi\u00advas\u00adta kul\u00admas\u00adta kat\u00adsot\u00adtu\u00adna sekin n\u00e4yt\u00adt\u00e4i\u00adsi ihan yht\u00e4 sur\u00adkeal\u00adta. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Haluai\u00adsin kyl\u00adl\u00e4 aina\u00adkin sel\u00adlais\u00adta todel\u00adli\u00adsuut\u00adta sen parem\u00admin tun\u00adte\u00admat\u00adta, ett\u00e4 t\u00e4m\u00e4 sel\u00adviy\u00adty\u00admis\u00adkamp\u00adpai\u00adlu, jota arke\u00adni on, oli\u00adsi kon\u00adkreet\u00adti\u00adsem\u00adpaa, eli ett\u00e4 oli\u00adsi joku vihol\u00adli\u00adnen jon\u00adka voi\u00adsin aina\u00adkin yrit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 voit\u00adtaa omin k\u00e4sin. Sil\u00adloin tap\u00adpio ja sen my\u00f6\u00adt\u00e4 tuhou\u00adtu\u00admi\u00adnen oli\u00adsi joten\u00adkin kun\u00adniak\u00adkaam\u00adpaa, kuin jos h\u00e4vi\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4 ei vain n\u00e4ky\u00adm\u00e4t\u00adt\u00f6\u00adm\u00e4l\u00adle, vaan t\u00e4y\u00adsin ole\u00admat\u00adto\u00admal\u00adle vas\u00adtus\u00adta\u00adjal\u00adle; min\u00e4 en vain j\u00e4t\u00e4 ant\u00adro\u00adpo\u00admor\u00adfi\u00adsoi\u00admat\u00adta<\/a> sit\u00e4, mit\u00e4 minus\u00adsa l\u00e4\u00e4\u00adke\u00adtie\u00adde nimit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 sai\u00adrau\u00addek\u00adsi, vaan en edes miel\u00adl\u00e4 sen ole\u00admas\u00adsao\u00adloa eril\u00adli\u00adse\u00adn\u00e4, rajat\u00adta\u00adva\u00adna olio\u00adna. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Jo pel\u00adk\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n itse\u00adni\u00adkin miel\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adnen sil\u00adl\u00e4 taval\u00adla teet\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 vai\u00adkeuk\u00adsia. On vain t\u00e4m\u00e4 todel\u00adli\u00adsuus, ja sen lis\u00e4k\u00adsi ehk\u00e4 havain\u00adto\u00adlait\u00adteis\u00adto, jos\u00adsa voi olla vikaa tai sit\u00adten ei. Havain\u00adnoit\u00adsi\u00adjal\u00adle ei ole tilaa eik\u00e4 edes tar\u00advet\u00adta. Tai ehk\u00e4 sil\u00adle niin\u00adkin oli\u00adsi tar\u00advet\u00adta, tai aina\u00adkin sii\u00adt\u00e4 oli\u00adsi hy\u00f6\u00adty\u00e4 t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 kiel\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4 hyvin vah\u00advas\u00adti indi\u00advi\u00addua\u00adlis\u00adti\u00adses\u00adsa todel\u00adli\u00adsuu\u00addes\u00adsa, mut\u00adta minun havain\u00adto\u00adlait\u00adteis\u00adto\u00adni kiel\u00adt\u00e4y\u00adtyy itse\u00adpin\u00adtai\u00adses\u00adti n\u00e4ke\u00adm\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4 sit\u00e4 muu\u00adna kuin vika\u00adna muis\u00adsa ymp\u00e4\u00adril\u00adl\u00e4 ole\u00advis\u00adsa havain\u00adto\u00adlait\u00adteis\u00adtois\u00adsa. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Eksyn aihees\u00adta. Pala\u00adtak\u00adse\u00adni sii\u00adhen: jokai\u00adnen het\u00adki, jon\u00adka onnis\u00adtun taval\u00adla tai toi\u00adsel\u00adla viet\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n har\u00adhas\u00adsa, jon\u00adka ansios\u00adta en tul\u00adlut viet\u00adt\u00e4\u00adneek\u00adsi t\u00e4t\u00e4\u00adkin het\u00adke\u00e4 poh\u00adtien, kuin\u00adka tus\u00adkal\u00adlis\u00adta ole\u00admas\u00adsao\u00adlo oikeas\u00adti on, on voit\u00adtoa niin kau\u00adan, kuin pit\u00e4y\u00addyn p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adt\u00f6k\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4\u00adni sin\u00adni\u00adtel\u00adl\u00e4 t\u00e4\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 niin kau\u00adan kuin on mui\u00adta, joi\u00adden v\u00e4lit\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adsel\u00adl\u00e4 on minul\u00adle v\u00e4li\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Odo\u00adtuk\u00adsien madal\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen, var\u00adsin\u00adkaan tai aina\u00adkaan itsee\u00adni liit\u00adt\u00e4\u00admie\u00adni odo\u00adtuk\u00adsien madal\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen ei k\u00e4y minul\u00adta kovin hel\u00adpos\u00adti. Niin oli\u00adsi kui\u00adten\u00adkin teh\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4, sil\u00adl\u00e4 vain sen avul\u00adla pahoin\u00advoin\u00adtia on hel\u00adpom\u00adpi kest\u00e4\u00e4.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[1485],"class_list":["post-3872","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat","tag-masennus"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3872","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3872"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3872\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18260,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3872\/revisions\/18260"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3872"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3872"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3872"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}