{"id":428,"date":"2004-09-16T23:26:27","date_gmt":"2004-09-16T21:26:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/skm\/?p=428"},"modified":"2011-10-09T10:51:58","modified_gmt":"2011-10-09T07:51:58","slug":"the-coming-of-the-shadows","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2004\/09\/16\/the-coming-of-the-shadows\/","title":{"rendered":"The Coming of the Shadows"},"content":{"rendered":"

Voi vel\u00adjet ett\u00e4 olen\u00adkin riip\u00adpu\u00advai\u00adnen. P\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4 ilman Net\u00adti\u00e4 (noh, mit\u00e4 nyt kir\u00adjas\u00adtos\u00adsa k\u00e4vin flei\u00admaa\u00admas\u00adsa ver\u00adkon yll\u00e4\u00adpi\u00adtoa koneen toi\u00admi\u00admat\u00adto\u00admuu\u00addes\u00adta) ja hypin taas ihan sei\u00adnil\u00adle. T\u00e4m\u00e4 on se tyh\u00adjyy\u00adden tila, jon\u00adka t\u00e4y\u00adtet\u00adt\u00e4 perin\u00adtei\u00adnen suo\u00adma\u00adlai\u00adnen mies kaa\u00adtaa itseen\u00ads\u00e4 pul\u00adlos\u00adta. Tuli\u00adsi\u00adko\u00adhan se yhteis\u00adkun\u00adnal\u00adle hal\u00advem\u00admak\u00adsi, ett\u00e4 kai\u00adkil\u00adle juo\u00adpoil\u00adle annet\u00adtai\u00adsiin tie\u00adto\u00adko\u00adne ja Inter\u00adnet-yhteys ja nii\u00adden riip\u00adpu\u00advuus jon\u00adkin\u00adlai\u00adsel\u00adla ehdol\u00adlis\u00adta\u00admi\u00adsen, tera\u00adpian ja aivo\u00adpe\u00adsun ris\u00adti\u00adsii\u00adtok\u00adsel\u00adla siir\u00adret\u00adt\u00e4i\u00adsiin koh\u00addis\u00adtu\u00advak\u00adsi sii\u00adhen? #<\/a><\/p>\n

Toi\u00adsaal\u00adta \u00f6isen kau\u00adpun\u00adgin valot taas kut\u00adsu\u00advat, mut\u00adta olen niin mon\u00adta ker\u00adtaa teh\u00adnyt sen\u00adkin mat\u00adkan, ett\u00e4 tie\u00add\u00e4n jo hyvin, ettei siel\u00adl\u00e4 mit\u00e4\u00e4n loh\u00adtua ole. #<\/a><\/p>\n

\u201cBecause you have been down the\u00adre Neo, you know that road, you know exact\u00adly whe\u00adre it ends. And I know that\u2019s not whe\u00adre you want to be.\u201d #<\/a><\/p>\n

IMDb: Memo\u00adrable Quo\u00adtes from The Mat\u00adrix<\/a> #<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Mik\u00e4 ihme sii\u00adn\u00e4 onkin, ett\u00e4 asu\u00adtus\u00adkes\u00adkuk\u00adset vetoa\u00advat minuun t\u00e4h\u00e4n aikaan illas\u00adta ja var\u00adsin\u00adkin y\u00f6l\u00adl\u00e4? Tajusin juu\u00adri, ett\u00e4 se ilmi\u00f6 ei her\u00e4n\u00adnyt minus\u00adsa sai\u00adrau\u00adden my\u00f6\u00adt\u00e4 niin kuin olin t\u00e4h\u00e4n asti aja\u00adtel\u00adlut, vaan sama pak\u00adkoa\u00adja\u00adtus py\u00f6\u00adri p\u00e4\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 jo jos\u00adkus mel\u00adko var\u00adhain, nuo\u00adre\u00adna, olkoon\u00adkin, ett\u00e4 se sil\u00adloi\u00adnen l\u00e4hin asu\u00adtus\u00adkes\u00adkus oli kool\u00adtaan vain mur\u00adto-osan nykyi\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Ehk\u00e4 kysees\u00ads\u00e4 on vain \u00c4iti Luon\u00adto, joka yrit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 ajaa tikan\u00adpoi\u00adkaa puu\u00adhun eli patis\u00adtaa nuor\u00adta uros\u00adta sin\u00adne, mis\u00ads\u00e4 toden\u00adn\u00e4\u00adk\u00f6i\u00adsim\u00admin on naa\u00adras\u00adkes\u00adkit\u00adty\u00admi\u00e4. Pah, hais\u00adta sin\u00e4 luon\u00adtoe\u00admo minun puo\u00adles\u00adta\u00adni mit\u00e4 ker\u00adki\u00e4t. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Kos\u00adka sen kai\u00adpuun nou\u00addat\u00adta\u00admi\u00adsel\u00adla ei ole mit\u00e4\u00e4n j\u00e4r\u00adjel\u00adlis\u00adt\u00e4 syy\u00adt\u00e4, tai rehel\u00adli\u00adsem\u00admin sanot\u00adtu\u00adna sil\u00adle en pys\u00adty mit\u00e4\u00e4n uskot\u00adta\u00advaa j\u00e4r\u00adkeis\u00adtet\u00adty\u00e4 seli\u00adtys\u00adt\u00e4 kek\u00adsi\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n, en voi siten toi\u00admia. Tai siis tie\u00adtys\u00adti voin, ja olen toi\u00admi\u00adnut\u00adkin mon\u00adta ker\u00adtaa, mut\u00adta en halua toi\u00admia. Joka ker\u00adta kun olen toi\u00admi\u00adnut, olen palan\u00adnut kotiin entis\u00adt\u00e4\u00adkin apaat\u00adti\u00adsem\u00adpa\u00adna kos\u00adka en ole mat\u00adkal\u00adla\u00adni sen tar\u00adkoi\u00adtus\u00adta l\u00f6y\u00adt\u00e4\u00adnyt vaan saa\u00adnut vain tun\u00adtea sen h\u00e4pe\u00e4n, mik\u00e4 pel\u00adk\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4 vais\u00adto\u00adtoi\u00admin\u00adnon sokeas\u00adta nou\u00addat\u00adta\u00admi\u00adses\u00adta minul\u00adle joka ker\u00adta koi\u00adtuu. En var\u00admas\u00adti kos\u00adkaan l\u00f6y\u00add\u00e4\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n sit\u00e4 tar\u00adkoi\u00adtus\u00adta tuol\u00adta ulkoa, kos\u00adka siel\u00adl\u00e4 y\u00f6kau\u00adpun\u00adgin valois\u00adsa\u00adkin min\u00e4 lii\u00adkun var\u00adjois\u00adsa, eli v\u00e4lt\u00adte\u00adlen ihmi\u00adsi\u00e4 ihan kuten muu\u00adtoin\u00adkin. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Ja ei, rat\u00adkai\u00adsu ei ole sek\u00e4\u00e4n, ett\u00e4 l\u00e4h\u00adti\u00adsin toteut\u00adta\u00admaan sit\u00e4 luon\u00adto\u00ad\u00e4i\u00addin tar\u00adkoi\u00adtus\u00adta tie\u00adtoi\u00adses\u00adti, eli hake\u00admaan itsel\u00adle\u00adni seu\u00adraa. Era\u00adkoi\u00adtu\u00admis\u00adp\u00e4\u00e4\u00adt\u00f6k\u00adsen olen teh\u00adnyt jo kau\u00adan, kau\u00adan sit\u00adten, kos\u00adka minul\u00adle ihmis\u00adseu\u00adras\u00adta aiheu\u00adtu\u00adva k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00admys on p\u00e4\u00e4\u00ads\u00e4\u00e4n\u00adt\u00f6i\u00adses\u00adti niin mas\u00adsii\u00advis\u00adta, ett\u00e4 mik\u00e4 tahan\u00adsa muu kal\u00adpe\u00adnee sen rin\u00adnal\u00adla. Psyy\u00adke tekee omat aiem\u00adpiin koke\u00admuk\u00adsiin perus\u00adtu\u00advat p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adt\u00f6k\u00adsen\u00ads\u00e4, liha tot\u00adte\u00adlee kuria, ja ihmi\u00adnen k\u00e4r\u00adsii valit\u00adse\u00adman\u00adsa k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00admyk\u00adsen, mut\u00adta k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00admys\u00adt\u00e4 ei voi olla valit\u00adse\u00admat\u00adta. #<\/a><\/p>\n

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It's sometimes just like sleeping\ncurling up inside my private tortures\nI nestle into pain\nhug suffering - caress every ache\nI play dead : it stops the hurting<\/em><\/pre>\n
Bj\u00f6rk<\/strong>: Play Dead<\/em> #<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n
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Voi vel\u00adjet ett\u00e4 olen\u00adkin riip\u00adpu\u00advai\u00adnen. P\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4 ilman Net\u00adti\u00e4 (noh, mit\u00e4 nyt kir\u00adjas\u00adtos\u00adsa k\u00e4vin flei\u00admaa\u00admas\u00adsa ver\u00adkon yll\u00e4\u00adpi\u00adtoa koneen toi\u00admi\u00admat\u00adto\u00admuu\u00addes\u00adta) ja hypin taas ihan sei\u00adnil\u00adle. T\u00e4m\u00e4 on se tyh\u00adjyy\u00adden tila, jon\u00adka t\u00e4y\u00adtet\u00adt\u00e4 perin\u00adtei\u00adnen suo\u00adma\u00adlai\u00adnen mies kaa\u00adtaa itseen\u00ads\u00e4 pul\u00adlos\u00adta. Tuli\u00adsi\u00adko\u00adhan se yhteis\u00adkun\u00adnal\u00adle hal\u00advem\u00admak\u00adsi, ett\u00e4 kai\u00adkil\u00adle juo\u00adpoil\u00adle annet\u00adtai\u00adsiin tie\u00adto\u00adko\u00adne ja Inter\u00ad\u00adnet-yhteys ja nii\u00adden riip\u00adpu\u00advuus jon\u00adkin\u00adlai\u00adsel\u00adla ehdol\u00adlis\u00adta\u00admi\u00adsen, tera\u00adpian ja aivopesun [\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-428","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/428","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=428"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/428\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24171,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/428\/revisions\/24171"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=428"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=428"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=428"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}