{"id":5835,"date":"2009-02-02T18:28:06","date_gmt":"2009-02-02T16:28:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=5835"},"modified":"2011-07-23T11:34:20","modified_gmt":"2011-07-23T08:34:20","slug":"viha","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2009\/02\/02\/viha\/","title":{"rendered":"Viha"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"XX-34<\/a> Olen kas\u00adva\u00adnut perin\u00adtei\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4 suo\u00adma\u00adlai\u00adses\u00adsa ymp\u00e4\u00adris\u00adt\u00f6s\u00ads\u00e4, eli olen saa\u00adnut kokea tun\u00adtei\u00adden, var\u00adsin\u00adkin nega\u00adtii\u00advis\u00adten tun\u00adtei\u00adden hal\u00adlin\u00adnan ja k\u00e4t\u00adke\u00admi\u00adsen ole\u00advan ensiar\u00advoi\u00adsen t\u00e4r\u00adkei\u00adt\u00e4 tai\u00adto\u00adja mat\u00adkal\u00adla koh\u00adti \u201caikui\u00adsuut\u00adta\u201d. Tun\u00adteis\u00adta kaik\u00adkein kiel\u00adle\u00adtyin on luon\u00adnol\u00adli\u00adses\u00adti ollut viha, ja juu\u00adri viha oli se mik\u00e4 lopul\u00adta sai visus\u00adti sul\u00adje\u00adtun pul\u00adlo\u00adni r\u00e4j\u00e4h\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Vaik\u00adka ihmi\u00adsen tun\u00adtei\u00adta kah\u00adlit\u00adse\u00advan psyyk\u00adki\u00adsen raken\u00adnel\u00adman r\u00e4j\u00e4h\u00addys ihmi\u00adsen koko el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4n\u00adkaa\u00adren mit\u00adta\u00adkaa\u00advas\u00adsa voi tapah\u00adtua hyvin\u00adkin \u00e4kil\u00adli\u00adses\u00adti, se on kui\u00adten\u00adkin toi\u00adsaal\u00adta my\u00f6s suh\u00adteel\u00adli\u00adsen hidas tapah\u00adtu\u00adma. Se on esi\u00admer\u00adkik\u00adsi tar\u00adpeek\u00adsi hidas antaak\u00adseen suo\u00adja\u00adkei\u00adno\u00adjen\u00adsa luhis\u00adtu\u00admis\u00adpis\u00adtee\u00adseen jou\u00adtu\u00adneen ihmi\u00adsen ymp\u00e4\u00adril\u00adl\u00e4 ole\u00advil\u00adle tilai\u00adsuu\u00adden puut\u00adtua sii\u00adhen, ja n\u00e4in vai\u00adkut\u00adtaa krii\u00adsin seu\u00adrauk\u00adse\u00adna syn\u00adty\u00adv\u00e4n tuhon laa\u00adtuun ja m\u00e4\u00e4\u00adr\u00e4\u00e4n. Minun onnek\u00adse\u00adni omas\u00adsa tapauk\u00adses\u00adsa\u00adni k\u00e4vi niin. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Kos\u00adka kui\u00adten\u00adkin kai\u00adkis\u00adta sis\u00e4\u00e4\u00adni patoa\u00admis\u00adta\u00adni tun\u00adteis\u00adta juu\u00adri viha oli se, jon\u00adka voi\u00adman edes\u00ads\u00e4 sis\u00e4l\u00adle\u00adni kasaa\u00adma\u00adni muu\u00adrit mur\u00adtui\u00advat, sii\u00adt\u00e4 tuli tuos\u00adta pis\u00adtees\u00adt\u00e4 alka\u00adneen uuden el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00adni rak\u00adkain kiin\u00adne\u00adkoh\u00adta, oma pie\u00adno\u00adkai\u00adse\u00adni. Jol\u00adle\u00adkul\u00adle jo pel\u00adk\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n vihan aset\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen t\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 taval\u00adla el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4n kiin\u00adto\u00adt\u00e4h\u00addek\u00adsi saat\u00adtai\u00adsi sin\u00e4n\u00ads\u00e4 tuot\u00adtaa vai\u00adkei\u00adta\u00adkin moraa\u00adli\u00adsia ongel\u00admia, mut\u00adta minul\u00adle sii\u00adhen liit\u00adtyy oikeas\u00adtaan vain yksi. Se on v\u00e4ki\u00adval\u00adta vihan ilmai\u00adse\u00admi\u00adsen kei\u00adno\u00adna. #<\/a><\/p>\n

[#<\/a>] Kos\u00adka viha on aina ollut minul\u00adta kiel\u00adlet\u00adty\u00e4, en ole saa\u00adnut ope\u00adtel\u00adla sen ilmai\u00adse\u00admi\u00adsek\u00adsi kei\u00adno\u00adja, joi\u00adta yleen\u00ads\u00e4 pide\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n, tai aina\u00adkin omas\u00adta mie\u00adles\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni oli\u00adsi syy\u00adt\u00e4 pit\u00e4\u00e4, fyy\u00adsis\u00adt\u00e4 v\u00e4ki\u00adval\u00adtaa toi\u00advot\u00adta\u00advam\u00adpi\u00adna. Hai\u00adrah\u00addun t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 koh\u00adtaa kap\u00adpa\u00adleen ver\u00adran aihees\u00adta, mut\u00adta olkoon men\u00adneek\u00adsi: t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 on se syy, min\u00adk\u00e4 takia min\u00e4 vie\u00adrok\u00adsun yhteis\u00adkun\u00adnal\u00adli\u00adsia yri\u00adtyk\u00adsi\u00e4 tor\u00adjua vihapuhet\u00adta<\/em>. Min\u00e4 en usko, ett\u00e4 vihan sanal\u00adli\u00adsen ilmai\u00adse\u00admi\u00adsen kiel\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adnen v\u00e4hen\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 sen fyy\u00adsis\u00adt\u00e4 ilmai\u00adsua, vaan lis\u00e4\u00e4 sit\u00e4. Sano\u00adjen taka\u00adna ole\u00adva viha on tosia\u00adsia, eik\u00e4 se suin\u00adkaan haih\u00addu ilmaan jos sen ilmai\u00adsu\u00admuo\u00addois\u00adta v\u00e4hem\u00adm\u00e4n hai\u00adtal\u00adli\u00adset\u00adkin kiel\u00adle\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n. Se tekee vain muis\u00adta, jo entuu\u00addes\u00adtaan kiel\u00adle\u00adtyis\u00adt\u00e4 kei\u00adnois\u00adta (so. fyy\u00adsi\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4 v\u00e4ki\u00adval\u00adlas\u00adta) suh\u00adteel\u00adli\u00adses\u00adti aiem\u00adpaa hou\u00adkut\u00adte\u00adle\u00advam\u00adpia, kun sanal\u00adli\u00adnen ilmai\u00adsu menet\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 aiem\u00adman sal\u00adlit\u00adtuu\u00adden etun\u00adsa nii\u00adhin n\u00e4h\u00adden. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Pala\u00adtak\u00adse\u00adni nyt takai\u00adsin alku\u00adpe\u00adr\u00e4i\u00adseen aihee\u00adseen, t\u00e4m\u00e4n\u00adhet\u00adki\u00adnen umpi\u00adku\u00adja\u00adni on seu\u00adraus\u00adta motii\u00advi\u00adris\u00adti\u00adrii\u00addas\u00adta. Ris\u00adti\u00adrii\u00addan ensim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adnen osa\u00adpuo\u00adli on viha\u00adni, joka ei her\u00e4\u00adt\u00e4k\u00adseen tar\u00advit\u00adse kovin\u00adkaan kum\u00admoi\u00adsia vas\u00adtoin\u00adk\u00e4y\u00admi\u00adsi\u00e4, ja joka her\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 minus\u00adsa mur\u00adhan\u00adhi\u00admoi\u00adsia mie\u00adli\u00adha\u00adlu\u00adja. T\u00e4m\u00e4 ei minun sano\u00adma\u00adna\u00adni ole pelk\u00adk\u00e4 lii\u00adoi\u00adtel\u00adtu kie\u00adli\u00adku\u00adva, sil\u00adl\u00e4 olen my\u00f6s omal\u00adla lap\u00adsel\u00adli\u00adsel\u00adla taval\u00adla\u00adni sanal\u00adlis\u00adta\u00adnut n\u00e4i\u00adt\u00e4 aja\u00adtuk\u00adsia\u00adni t\u00e4\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4, kuten hyvin tie\u00adde\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n. Tapa\u00adni on ollut lap\u00adsel\u00adli\u00adnen vain sen takia, ett\u00e4 parem\u00adpia\u00adkaan kei\u00adno\u00adja minul\u00adla ei ole, vaik\u00adka kovas\u00adti muu\u00adta toi\u00advoi\u00adsin \u2014 mik\u00e4\u00e4n ei ole minus\u00adta yht\u00e4 kadeh\u00addit\u00adta\u00advaa kuin kyky k\u00e4\u00e4n\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 pala\u00adva rai\u00advo pis\u00adte\u00adli\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4k\u00adsi kri\u00adtii\u00adkik\u00adsi vail\u00adla minul\u00adle omi\u00adnais\u00adta, luul\u00adta\u00advas\u00adti jopa ala\u00adtyy\u00adlik\u00adsi vain nolon k\u00f6m\u00adpe\u00adl\u00f6\u00e4 h\u00f6y\u00adry\u00e4\u00admis\u00adt\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

N\u00e4in siis teo\u00adrias\u00adsa. Ris\u00adti\u00adrii\u00adta\u00adni toi\u00adnen puo\u00adli haas\u00adtaa kui\u00adten\u00adkin heit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n juu\u00adri edel\u00adl\u00e4 ilmai\u00adse\u00adma\u00adni ihai\u00adlun m\u00e4keen. Se on perua alus\u00adsa kuvaa\u00admas\u00adta\u00adni ase\u00adtel\u00admas\u00adta, jos\u00adsa kaik\u00adki tun\u00adteet ovat kiel\u00adlet\u00adty\u00adj\u00e4. Sen takia koen kaik\u00adki aja\u00adtuk\u00adset oman viha\u00adni kana\u00advoi\u00admi\u00adses\u00adta v\u00e4ki\u00adval\u00adtaa v\u00e4hem\u00adm\u00e4n vahin\u00adgol\u00adli\u00adsiin tekoi\u00adhin (so. virk\u00adkei\u00adden muo\u00adtoi\u00adluun) vain uute\u00adna lenk\u00adki\u00adn\u00e4 tun\u00adteit\u00adte\u00adni patoa\u00admi\u00adseen aikoi\u00adnaan t\u00e4h\u00add\u00e4n\u00adnees\u00ads\u00e4 ket\u00adjus\u00adsa: t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4\u00adkin\u00adh\u00e4n poh\u00adjim\u00admil\u00adtaan ote\u00adtaan se, mit\u00e4 min\u00e4 todel\u00adli\u00adsuu\u00addes\u00adsa, raa\u00adim\u00admil\u00adta\u00adni tun\u00adnen (halua kat\u00adkoa lui\u00adta ja vuo\u00addat\u00adtaa ver\u00adta) ja teh\u00add\u00e4\u00e4n sii\u00adt\u00e4 jotain mik\u00e4 on pal\u00adjon hel\u00adpom\u00adpi pro\u00adses\u00adsoi\u00adda pois p\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4\u00adj\u00e4r\u00adjes\u00adtyk\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4, pois mie\u00adlis\u00adt\u00e4. Jotain, mik\u00e4 tekee sii\u00adt\u00e4 muil\u00adle<\/em> hel\u00adpom\u00adpaa sulat\u00adtaa. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Lie\u00adnee sano\u00admat\u00adta\u00adkin sel\u00adv\u00e4\u00e4, ett\u00e4 t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 vai\u00adhees\u00adsa, kun olen jo ker\u00adran sel\u00adlai\u00adsen toi\u00admin\u00adnan seu\u00adrauk\u00adse\u00adna syn\u00adty\u00adneen hen\u00adki\u00adsen krii\u00adsin l\u00e4pi\u00adk\u00e4y\u00adnyt, kaik\u00adki t\u00e4m\u00e4n suun\u00adtai\u00adset\u00adkin aja\u00adtuk\u00adset kuu\u00adlos\u00adta\u00advat minus\u00adta rehel\u00adli\u00adsim\u00admil\u00adl\u00e4\u00adni olles\u00adsa\u00adni lasin\u00adsi\u00adru\u00adjen sy\u00f6\u00admi\u00adsel\u00adt\u00e4. Vaik\u00adka siis toi\u00adsaal\u00adta kadeh\u00addin ihmi\u00adsi\u00e4, joil\u00adle tuol\u00adlai\u00adnen kyky on kehit\u00adty\u00adnyt, sel\u00adlai\u00adsen kehit\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adnen itsel\u00adle\u00adni<\/em> tun\u00adtuu v\u00e4\u00e4\u00adryy\u00addel\u00adt\u00e4. En voi olla ajat\u00adte\u00adle\u00admat\u00adta t\u00e4h\u00e4n tyy\u00adliin: \u201cMik\u00adsi aina minun<\/em> t\u00e4y\u00adtyy teh\u00add\u00e4 jotain omil\u00adle tun\u00adteil\u00adle\u00adni, jot\u00adta muut<\/em> oli\u00adsi\u00advat niil\u00adt\u00e4 tur\u00advas\u00adsa?\u201d sek\u00e4 var\u00adsin\u00adkin: \u201cJos min\u00e4 t\u00e4l\u00adle<\/em> tun\u00adteel\u00adle\u00adni antau\u00adtui\u00adsin, niin n\u00e4ki\u00adsit\u00adte vih\u00addoin\u00adkin, miten suu\u00adren pal\u00adve\u00adluk\u00adsen teil\u00adle teen pidel\u00adles\u00ads\u00e4\u00adni kaik\u00adkea sis\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4\u00adni.\u201d #<\/a><\/p>\n

En var\u00admaan\u00adkaan ole ihan yksin n\u00e4i\u00adne aja\u00adtuk\u00adsi\u00adne\u00adni, sil\u00adl\u00e4 olen mel\u00adko var\u00adma, ett\u00e4 tari\u00adnat salai\u00adsen hen\u00adki\u00adl\u00f6l\u00adli\u00adsyy\u00adden aiheut\u00adta\u00admien ongel\u00admien kans\u00adsa pai\u00adnis\u00adke\u00adle\u00advis\u00adta super\u00adsan\u00adka\u00adreis\u00adta<\/a> ovat suo\u00adsit\u00adtu\u00adja sik\u00adsi, ett\u00e4 ne hei\u00adjas\u00adte\u00adle\u00advat juu\u00adri t\u00e4l\u00adlais\u00adta sis\u00e4is\u00adt\u00e4 kamp\u00adpai\u00adlua. Super\u00adsan\u00adka\u00adrin suu\u00adrin lah\u00adja on aina t\u00e4m\u00e4n yli-inhi\u00admil\u00adli\u00adnen kyky suo\u00adjel\u00adla l\u00e4hei\u00adsi\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4n todel\u00adli\u00adsen minuu\u00adten\u00adsa, tuhoa\u00advan sis\u00e4i\u00adsen voi\u00adman\u00adsa pal\u00adjas\u00adtu\u00admi\u00adsel\u00adta. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sel\u00adlai\u00adses\u00adta taas, joka ei ole kos\u00adkaan tun\u00adte\u00adnut vetoa moi\u00adsiin tari\u00adnoi\u00adhin, ja joka ei ole raken\u00adta\u00adnut el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n\u00ads\u00e4 tuol\u00adlai\u00adsen mui\u00adden tun\u00adteil\u00adtaan suo\u00adje\u00adle\u00admi\u00adsen ymp\u00e4\u00adril\u00adle, t\u00e4m\u00e4 kaik\u00adki kuu\u00adlos\u00adtaa var\u00admas\u00adti t\u00e4y\u00adsin k\u00e4sit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4t\u00adt\u00f6\u00adm\u00e4l\u00adt\u00e4. T\u00e4m\u00e4n parem\u00admin en sit\u00e4 kui\u00adten\u00adkaan tai\u00adda sanoa. #<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

T\u00e4m\u00e4n\u00adhet\u00adki\u00adnen umpi\u00adku\u00adja\u00adni on seu\u00adraus\u00adta motii\u00advi\u00adris\u00adti\u00adrii\u00addas\u00adta. Sen toi\u00adnen osa\u00adpuo\u00adli on viha\u00adni, joka her\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 minus\u00adsa mur\u00adhan\u00adhi\u00admoi\u00adsia mie\u00adli\u00adha\u00adlu\u00adja. Toi\u00adnen on sen v\u00e4hem\u00adm\u00e4n tuhoi\u00adsan kana\u00advoi\u00admi\u00adsen her\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4 vastenmielisyys.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[2891],"class_list":["post-5835","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat","tag-viha"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5835","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5835"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5835\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20367,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5835\/revisions\/20367"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5835"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5835"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5835"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}