{"id":599,"date":"2004-10-08T20:53:09","date_gmt":"2004-10-08T18:53:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/skm\/?p=599"},"modified":"2011-10-08T20:20:47","modified_gmt":"2011-10-08T17:20:47","slug":"morfeuksen-irvikuva","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2004\/10\/08\/morfeuksen-irvikuva\/","title":{"rendered":"Morfeuksen irvikuva"},"content":{"rendered":"

Jo pidem\u00adm\u00e4n aikaa minua on vai\u00advan\u00adnut jon\u00adki\u00adnas\u00adtei\u00adnen kir\u00adjoi\u00adtusum\u00adme\u00adtus. Se on kui\u00adten\u00adkin pel\u00adk\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n oire minut kam\u00admot\u00adta\u00adval\u00adla taval\u00adla koko\u00adnaan nie\u00adlais\u00adsees\u00adta tur\u00adtu\u00adnei\u00adsuu\u00adden tilas\u00adta. #<\/a><\/p>\n

\u201cLet me tell you why you\u2019\u00adre here. You\u2019\u00adre here because you know somet\u00adhing. What you know you can\u2019t explain, but you feel it. You\u2019\u00adve felt it your enti\u00adre life, that the\u00adre\u2019s somet\u00adhing wrong with the world. You don\u2019t know what it is, but it\u2019s the\u00adre, like a splin\u00adter in your mind, dri\u00adving you mad. It is this fee\u00adling that has brought you to me. Do you know what I\u2019m tal\u00adking about?\u201d #<\/a><\/p>\n

IMDb<\/a>: \u201cMemo\u00adrable Quo\u00adtes from The Mat\u00adrix\u201d<\/a> #<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Huo\u00adma\u00adsin t\u00e4m\u00e4n alka\u00advan jo pari viik\u00adkoa sit\u00adten<\/a>, mut\u00adta en sil\u00adloin vie\u00adl\u00e4 teh\u00adnyt sii\u00adt\u00e4 kovin pal\u00adjon mer\u00adkin\u00adt\u00f6\u00adj\u00e4 sen pelos\u00adsa, ett\u00e4 se tul\u00adkit\u00adtai\u00adsiin v\u00e4\u00e4\u00adrin ja yli\u00adop\u00adti\u00admis\u00adti\u00adses\u00adti. Ajat\u00adte\u00adlin sil\u00adloin, ett\u00e4 pys\u00adtyn k\u00e4\u00e4n\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n sen ennal\u00adleen halu\u00adtes\u00adsa\u00adni, ja uskal\u00adsin sik\u00adsi ottaa itsel\u00adle\u00adni ik\u00e4\u00e4n kuin hen\u00adkis\u00adt\u00e4 lomaa sen tuo\u00admas\u00adsa suo\u00adja\u00adkuo\u00adres\u00adsa. Nyt parin vii\u00adme p\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4n aika\u00adna olen kau\u00adhuk\u00adse\u00adni huo\u00adman\u00adnut, ett\u00e4 vaik\u00adka oli\u00adsin\u00adkin tuol\u00adloin sii\u00adhen kyen\u00adnyt (mis\u00adt\u00e4 nyt en ole niin var\u00adma), en\u00e4\u00e4 en. Lis\u00e4k\u00adsi se on muut\u00adtu\u00adnut pel\u00adk\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4 suo\u00adja\u00adkuo\u00adres\u00adta todel\u00adli\u00adsen oman mie\u00adle\u00adni sisuk\u00adsiin\u00adsa muser\u00adta\u00advak\u00adsi puris\u00adti\u00admek\u00adsi, enk\u00e4 p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adse miten\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n pakoon! T\u00e4m\u00e4 on hir\u00advit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4 ja hir\u00advit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n ahdis\u00adta\u00adva tun\u00adne; on kuin huk\u00adkui\u00adsi, kuin mil\u00adjoo\u00adna vie\u00adras\u00adta \u00e4\u00e4n\u00adt\u00e4 hau\u00adtai\u00adsi alleen oma\u00adni. #<\/a><\/p>\n

\u201cThe pill you took is part of a trace pro\u00adgram. It\u2019s desig\u00adned to dis\u00adrupt your input\/output car\u00adrier sig\u00adnal so we can pin\u00adpoint your loca\u00adtion.\u201d #<\/a><\/p>\n

ed.<\/em> #<\/a><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Jos t\u00e4t\u00e4 on \u201cpara\u00adne\u00admi\u00adnen\u201d, niin min\u00e4 en halua \u201cparan\u00adtua\u201d. Alus\u00adta asti min\u00e4 olen pel\u00e4n\u00adnyt vain sit\u00e4, ett\u00e4 masen\u00adnuk\u00adses\u00adta ei ole muu\u00adta ulos\u00adp\u00e4\u00e4\u00adsy\u00e4 kuin van\u00adhan, nyt el\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n kuol\u00adleen min\u00e4n hyl\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4\u00admi\u00adnen, ja el\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4\u00adnyt oikeas\u00adtaan tera\u00adpian suh\u00adteen vain yht\u00e4 toi\u00advoa: sit\u00e4, ett\u00e4 se tar\u00adjoai\u00adsi jon\u00adkin muun kei\u00adnon l\u00f6y\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4n\u00adha\u00adlu uudes\u00adtaan. Kos\u00adka jos niin on, ett\u00e4 van\u00adhan min\u00e4n pet\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adnen on ainut tie, ei minun sil\u00admis\u00ads\u00e4\u00adni ole mit\u00e4\u00e4n eroa tera\u00adpian, uskoon\u00adtu\u00adle\u00admi\u00adsen, psy\u00adkoo\u00adsin ja aivo\u00adpe\u00adsun meka\u00adnis\u00admeis\u00adsa. Kaik\u00adki toi\u00admi\u00advat van\u00adhan pet\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adsel\u00adl\u00e4, ja kaik\u00adki ovat n\u00e4in ollen yht\u00e4 vihat\u00adta\u00advia. #<\/a><\/p>\n

N\u00e4h\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4s\u00adti ei ole ole\u00admas\u00adsa rat\u00adkai\u00adsua sil\u00adle ongel\u00admal\u00adle, ett\u00e4 yht\u00e4 vah\u00adva kuin on halu\u00adni s\u00e4i\u00adlyt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 psyyk\u00adki\u00adnen jat\u00adku\u00advuu\u00adte\u00adni, on halu\u00adni kat\u00adkais\u00adta fyy\u00adsi\u00adnen jat\u00adku\u00advuu\u00adte\u00adni. J\u00e4l\u00adkim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adsen saat\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen tasa\u00adpai\u00adnoon edel\u00adli\u00adsen kans\u00adsa on ongel\u00adma, ei edel\u00adli\u00adsen saat\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen tasa\u00adpai\u00adnoon j\u00e4l\u00adkim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adsen kans\u00adsa, mihin nyt miel\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni tun\u00adnu\u00adtaan piis\u00adkat\u00adta\u00advan. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Kun\u00adpa voi\u00adsin sitee\u00adra\u00adta t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 koh\u00addas\u00adsa Mat\u00adrixia vet\u00e4\u00e4k\u00adse\u00adni yht\u00e4\u00adsuu\u00adruus\u00admerk\u00adke\u00adj\u00e4 min\u00e4n kuo\u00adle\u00adman ja ihmi\u00adsen kyt\u00adken\u00adn\u00f6is\u00adt\u00e4 irrot\u00adta\u00admi\u00adsen v\u00e4lil\u00adle, mut\u00adta se oli\u00adsi nurin\u00adku\u00adri\u00adsuu\u00addes\u00adsaan hal\u00adven\u00adta\u00advaa sek\u00e4 elo\u00adku\u00adval\u00adle ett\u00e4 todel\u00adli\u00adsuu\u00addel\u00adle. Toi\u00adnen osu\u00adva ana\u00adlo\u00adgia kui\u00adten\u00adkin l\u00f6y\u00adtyy: vas\u00adta\u00adsyn\u00adty\u00adnei\u00adden ravit\u00adse\u00admi\u00adnen nes\u00adte\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adseen muo\u00adtoon muu\u00adte\u00adtuil\u00adla kuol\u00adleil\u00adla. Tera\u00adpi\u00adaa voi\u00adtai\u00adsiin puo\u00adles\u00adtaan ver\u00adra\u00adta irrot\u00adta\u00admi\u00adsel\u00adle p\u00e4in\u00advas\u00adtai\u00adseen tapah\u00adtu\u00admaan: har\u00adhas\u00adsa itse\u00adkin asu\u00adva tera\u00adpeut\u00adti yrit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 har\u00adhaut\u00adtaa mei\u00adt\u00e4, spon\u00adtaa\u00adnis\u00adti tai olo\u00adsuh\u00adtei\u00adden pakos\u00adta her\u00e4n\u00adnei\u00adt\u00e4, jot\u00adta todel\u00adli\u00adset min\u00e4t voi\u00addaan kyt\u00adke\u00e4 takai\u00adsin let\u00adkui\u00adhin. Toi\u00adsin kuin elo\u00adku\u00advas\u00adsa, t\u00e4h\u00e4n tapah\u00adtu\u00admaan ei kui\u00adten\u00adkaan tar\u00advi\u00adta mit\u00e4\u00e4n ulko\u00adpuo\u00adli\u00adsia toi\u00admi\u00adjoi\u00adta. Ihmis\u00admie\u00adli hoi\u00adtaa itse oman tuhoa\u00admi\u00adsen\u00adsa tai, kuten t\u00e4m\u00e4n ep\u00e4\u00adpy\u00adh\u00e4n sakra\u00admen\u00adtin yli\u00adpa\u00adpit sit\u00e4 var\u00admas\u00adti mie\u00adluum\u00admin nimit\u00adt\u00e4i\u00adsi\u00adv\u00e4t, pelas\u00adta\u00admi\u00adsen\u00adsa. #<\/a><\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m trying to free your mind, Neo. But I can only show you the door. You\u2019\u00adre the one that has to walk through it.\u201d #<\/a><\/p>\n

ed.<\/em> #<\/a><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Jokai\u00adnen kyt\u00adkey\u00adty\u00admi\u00adnen on uuden hen\u00adki\u00adl\u00f6\u00adkoh\u00adtai\u00adsen vir\u00adtu\u00adaa\u00adli\u00adto\u00addel\u00adli\u00adsuu\u00adden luo\u00admis\u00adta\u00adpah\u00adtu\u00adma ja jokai\u00adnen luo\u00adduis\u00adta todel\u00adli\u00adsuuk\u00adsis\u00adta on yht\u00e4 val\u00adheel\u00adli\u00adnen, har\u00adha\u00admaa\u00adil\u00adma, eik\u00e4 mik\u00e4\u00e4n takaa sit\u00e4, ettei\u00adk\u00f6 siel\u00adt\u00e4 j\u00e4l\u00adleen l\u00f6y\u00adt\u00e4i\u00adsi tie\u00adt\u00e4 ulos sit\u00adten\u00adkin, vaik\u00adka sin\u00adne takai\u00adsin haluai\u00adsi. Ja mik\u00adsi edes halu\u00adta? Tus\u00adkan, tuhon, k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00admyk\u00adsen ja h\u00e4vi\u00adtyk\u00adsen kaoot\u00adti\u00adnen, mie\u00adle\u00adt\u00f6n ja ihmis\u00admie\u00adlel\u00adle sie\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00adt\u00f6n el\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n kuol\u00adleen el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4n todel\u00adli\u00adsuus on ainut todel\u00adli\u00adnen todel\u00adli\u00adsuus, ja sen todel\u00adli\u00adsuus on juu\u00adri se att\u00adri\u00adbuut\u00adti, joka sii\u00adt\u00e4 tekee ihmis\u00admie\u00adlel\u00adle sie\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4t\u00adt\u00f6\u00adm\u00e4n. #<\/a><\/p>\n

\u201cI didn\u2019t say it would be easy, Neo. I just said it would be the truth.\u201d #<\/a><\/p>\n

ed.<\/em> #<\/a><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Min\u00e4 valit\u00adsen ennem\u00admin hul\u00adluu\u00adden todel\u00adli\u00adsuu\u00addes\u00adsa kuin nor\u00admaa\u00adliu\u00adden val\u00adhe\u00admaa\u00adil\u00admas\u00adsa. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Kat\u00adso my\u00f6s j\u00e4l\u00adki\u00adkir\u00adjoi\u00adtuk\u00adset: \u201cIrvi\u00adku\u00advan j\u00e4l\u00adki\u00adkir\u00adjoi\u00adtus I\u201d<\/a>, \u201cIrvi\u00adku\u00advan j\u00e4l\u00adki\u00adkir\u00adjoi\u00adtus II\u201d<\/a> ja \u201cIrvi\u00adku\u00advan j\u00e4l\u00adki\u00adkir\u00adjoi\u00adtus III\u201d<\/a>. Olen lis\u00e4k\u00adsi aiem\u00admin\u00adkin k\u00e4si\u00adtel\u00adlyt samaa aihet\u00adta ep\u00e4\u00adsuo\u00adras\u00adti<\/a>.<\/em> #<\/a><\/p>\n

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Jo pidem\u00adm\u00e4n aikaa minua on vai\u00advan\u00adnut jon\u00adki\u00adnas\u00adtei\u00adnen kir\u00adjoi\u00adtusum\u00adme\u00adtus. Se on kui\u00adten\u00adkin pel\u00adk\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n oire minut kam\u00admot\u00adta\u00adval\u00adla taval\u00adla koko\u00adnaan nie\u00adlais\u00adsees\u00adta tur\u00adtu\u00adnei\u00adsuu\u00adden tilas\u00adta. # \u201cLet me tell you why you\u2019\u00adre here. You\u2019\u00adre here because you know somet\u00adhing. What you know you can\u2019t explain, but you feel it. You\u2019\u00adve felt it your enti\u00adre life, that the\u00adre\u2019s somet\u00adhing wrong with the [\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-599","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/599","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=599"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/599\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24140,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/599\/revisions\/24140"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=599"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=599"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=599"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}