{"id":616,"date":"2004-10-04T10:53:42","date_gmt":"2004-10-04T08:53:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/skm\/?p=616"},"modified":"2004-10-04T10:53:42","modified_gmt":"2004-10-04T08:53:42","slug":"my-name-is-not-potkukelkka-james-potkukelkka","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2004\/10\/04\/my-name-is-not-potkukelkka-james-potkukelkka\/","title":{"rendered":"My name is not Potkukelkka, James Potkukelkka"},"content":{"rendered":"

Toi\u00adsin kuin jot\u00adkut tun\u00adtu\u00advat saa\u00adneen p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adh\u00e4n\u00ads\u00e4, minul\u00adla ei ole paniik\u00adki\u00adh\u00e4i\u00adri\u00f6\u00adt\u00e4. Min\u00e4 olen jul\u00adme\u00adtun ep\u00e4\u00adso\u00adsi\u00adaa\u00adli\u00adnen ihmi\u00adnen, enk\u00e4 viih\u00addy lai\u00adsin\u00adkaan nahois\u00adsa\u00adni, jos ymp\u00e4\u00adril\u00adl\u00e4\u00adni on nel\u00adj\u00e4n sei\u00adn\u00e4n sijas\u00adta avo\u00adnai\u00adsia v\u00e4y\u00adli\u00e4 kenen tahan\u00adsa k\u00e4y\u00add\u00e4 kimp\u00adpuu\u00adni. Mut\u00adta paniik\u00adki\u00adh\u00e4i\u00adri\u00f6\u00adt\u00e4 minul\u00adla ei ole, sil\u00adl\u00e4 ole\u00admuk\u00adse\u00adni pysyy ter\u00e4k\u00adsi\u00adsen itse\u00adku\u00adri\u00adni, joka my\u00f6s yli\u00advaa\u00adti\u00adva\u00adna yli\u00admi\u00adn\u00e4\u00adn\u00e4 tun\u00adne\u00adtaan, l\u00e4hes t\u00e4y\u00addel\u00adli\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4 hal\u00adlin\u00adnas\u00adsa aina sil\u00adloin, kun odot\u00adta\u00admat\u00adto\u00admien kon\u00adtak\u00adtien ris\u00adki on ole\u00admas\u00adsa. Sik\u00adsi min\u00e4 sit\u00e4 palau\u00adtu\u00admi\u00adsai\u00adkaa\u00adkin<\/a> tar\u00advit\u00adsen, kun n\u00e4is\u00adt\u00e4 tilan\u00adteis\u00adta kotiu\u00addun omaan pie\u00adneen sopuk\u00adkaa\u00adni. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sen sijaan yksin olles\u00adsa\u00adni ja n\u00e4k\u00f6\u00adj\u00e4\u00e4n mel\u00adkoi\u00adsen tasai\u00adsin v\u00e4lia\u00adjoin, ilman mit\u00e4\u00e4n ilmei\u00adsen kriit\u00adtis\u00adt\u00e4 lau\u00adkai\u00adse\u00advaa teki\u00adj\u00e4\u00e4, p\u00e4\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4\u00adni ole\u00adva kat\u00adti\u00adla kuo\u00adhuu yli, mik\u00e4 tun\u00adtuu sil\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 sen tapah\u00adtu\u00admi\u00adsen jul\u00adki\u00adses\u00adsa tilan\u00adtees\u00adsa voin hyvin kuvi\u00adtel\u00adla lau\u00adkai\u00adse\u00advan pako\u00adkau\u00adhu\u00adreak\u00adtion. Se on kuin ei tie\u00adt\u00e4i\u00adsi itke\u00e4\u00adk\u00f6 vai nau\u00adraa, juos\u00adta vai nuk\u00adkua, el\u00e4\u00e4\u00adk\u00f6 vai kuol\u00adla; aja\u00adtuk\u00adset tun\u00adtu\u00advat siir\u00adty\u00adneen yli\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4\u00adni\u00adtaa\u00adjuu\u00addel\u00adle ja mie\u00adli sin\u00adkoi\u00adlee valon\u00adno\u00adpeu\u00addel\u00adla asioi\u00adden aal\u00adlon\u00adhar\u00adjal\u00adta toi\u00adsel\u00adle. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Ehk\u00e4 se, ett\u00e4 minul\u00adla n\u00e4in ei tapah\u00addu jul\u00adki\u00adses\u00adti, joh\u00adtuu ihmis\u00adten kart\u00adta\u00admi\u00adsen ohel\u00adla sii\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 tie\u00addos\u00adtan var\u00adsin sel\u00adv\u00e4s\u00adti sen, mis\u00adt\u00e4 sii\u00adn\u00e4 on kyse ja osaan n\u00e4in ollen v\u00e4lt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 tehok\u00adkaas\u00adti jou\u00adtu\u00admas\u00adta t\u00e4m\u00e4n tun\u00adte\u00admuk\u00adsen ansaan tilan\u00adteis\u00adsa, jois\u00adsa kat\u00adsoi\u00adsin sen itsel\u00adle\u00adni \u00e4\u00e4rim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adsen ep\u00e4e\u00addul\u00adli\u00adsek\u00adsi (lue: h\u00e4pe\u00e4l\u00adli\u00adsek\u00adsi). Mis\u00adt\u00e4\u00adk\u00f6 sii\u00adn\u00e4 on kyse? Yksin\u00adker\u00adtai\u00adses\u00adti sit\u00e4, ett\u00e4 teen jat\u00adku\u00advas\u00adti aktii\u00advis\u00adta ja ras\u00adkas\u00adta psyyk\u00adkis\u00adt\u00e4 ty\u00f6\u00adt\u00e4 noin kym\u00adme\u00adnen edel\u00adli\u00adsen vuo\u00adden ty\u00f6n\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adsek\u00adsi pois tie\u00adtoi\u00adses\u00adta mie\u00adles\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni edes nykyi\u00adsen mini\u00admaa\u00adli\u00adsen toi\u00admin\u00adta\u00adky\u00adky\u00adni s\u00e4i\u00adlyt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4k\u00adse\u00adni. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Olen t\u00e4y\u00adsin var\u00adma sii\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 jos antai\u00adsin n\u00e4i\u00adden aja\u00adtus\u00adten kul\u00adkea vapaas\u00adti tera\u00adpia\u00adti\u00adlan ulko\u00adpuo\u00adlel\u00adla \u2014 sen\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n tilan tur\u00adval\u00adli\u00adsuu\u00addes\u00adta tus\u00adkin olen vie\u00adl\u00e4 var\u00adma \u2014 en kyke\u00adni\u00adsi toi\u00admi\u00admaan edes sit\u00e4 ver\u00adtaa, ett\u00e4 pys\u00adtyi\u00adsin hake\u00admaan el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4\u00adni asioi\u00adta, jot\u00adka ehk\u00e4 joh\u00adta\u00advat minut n\u00e4i\u00adden asioi\u00adden koh\u00adtaa\u00admi\u00adseen tar\u00advit\u00adta\u00advien voi\u00adma\u00adva\u00adro\u00adjen j\u00e4l\u00adjel\u00adle. Toi\u00adsin sanoen sen tien p\u00e4\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 on umpi\u00adku\u00adja, ja sik\u00adsi minun t\u00e4y\u00adtyy k\u00e4y\u00add\u00e4 jat\u00adku\u00advaa ase\u00adma\u00adso\u00adtaa omaa miel\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni vas\u00adtaan sii\u00adhen saak\u00adka, ett\u00e4 l\u00f6y\u00add\u00e4n jos\u00adtain ne tar\u00advit\u00adta\u00advat psyyk\u00adki\u00adset aseet ja reser\u00advi\u00adjou\u00adkot, joi\u00adden voi\u00admil\u00adla voin k\u00e4y\u00add\u00e4 vihol\u00adli\u00adse\u00adni kimp\u00adpuun edes pie\u00adnin toi\u00advein sii\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 en tule ilman muu\u00adta murs\u00adka\u00adtuk\u00adsi sen yli\u00advoi\u00admai\u00adsuu\u00adden takia.  #<\/a><\/p>\n

\u201cObses\u00adsion obses\u00adsion obses\u00adsion #<\/a><\/p>\n

The\u00adre ain\u2019t no promises
\n
Ain\u2019t no commitments
\n
But how cruel can love be
\n
How cruel can a bro\u00adken heart like mine
\n
The\u00adre ain\u2019t no right
\n
The\u00adre ain\u2019t no wrong
\n
But as long as hope survives
\n
I\u2019ll stay ali\u00adve #<\/a><\/p>\n

I could wait night and day
\n
Sigh your name when I pray
\n
In my heart night and day
\n
\u2018Til you come my way
\n
I could wait night and day
\n
Be the sky blue or gray
\n
In my heart night and day
\n
For your love to stay\u201d #<\/a><\/p>\n

Army of Lovers<\/a>: \u201cObses\u00adsion\u201d<\/a> #<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Toi\u00adsin kuin jot\u00adkut tun\u00adtu\u00advat saa\u00adneen p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adh\u00e4n\u00ads\u00e4, minul\u00adla ei ole paniik\u00adki\u00adh\u00e4i\u00adri\u00f6\u00adt\u00e4. Min\u00e4 olen jul\u00adme\u00adtun ep\u00e4\u00adso\u00adsi\u00adaa\u00adli\u00adnen ihmi\u00adnen, enk\u00e4 viih\u00addy lai\u00adsin\u00adkaan nahois\u00adsa\u00adni, jos ymp\u00e4\u00adril\u00adl\u00e4\u00adni on nel\u00adj\u00e4n sei\u00adn\u00e4n sijas\u00adta avo\u00adnai\u00adsia v\u00e4y\u00adli\u00e4 kenen tahan\u00adsa k\u00e4y\u00add\u00e4 kimp\u00adpuu\u00adni. Mut\u00adta paniik\u00adki\u00adh\u00e4i\u00adri\u00f6\u00adt\u00e4 minul\u00adla ei ole, sil\u00adl\u00e4 ole\u00admuk\u00adse\u00adni pysyy ter\u00e4k\u00adsi\u00adsen itse\u00adku\u00adri\u00adni, joka my\u00f6s yli\u00advaa\u00adti\u00adva\u00adna yli\u00admi\u00adn\u00e4\u00adn\u00e4 tun\u00adne\u00adtaan, l\u00e4hes t\u00e4y\u00addel\u00adli\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4 hal\u00adlin\u00adnas\u00adsa aina sil\u00adloin, kun odot\u00adta\u00admat\u00adto\u00admien kon\u00adtak\u00adtien riski [\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-616","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/616","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=616"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/616\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=616"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=616"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=616"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}