{"id":705,"date":"2004-11-08T21:34:32","date_gmt":"2004-11-08T19:34:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/skm\/?p=705"},"modified":"2011-07-22T15:33:55","modified_gmt":"2011-07-22T12:33:55","slug":"tutkimme-taas-pulautusta","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2004\/11\/08\/tutkimme-taas-pulautusta\/","title":{"rendered":"Tutkimme taas pulautusta"},"content":{"rendered":"

Kamp\u00adpai\u00adlen j\u00e4l\u00adleen voh\u00adve\u00adli\u00adhi\u00admon kans\u00adsa. Sik\u00adsi kir\u00adjoi\u00adtan pit\u00adk\u00e4s\u00adti ja seka\u00advas\u00adti. #<\/a><\/p>\n

K\u00e4vin oikein asias\u00adta teh\u00adden osta\u00admas\u00adsa sit\u00e4 rii\u00adva\u00adtun ras\u00adva\u00adton\u00adta rah\u00adkaa<\/a>, jot\u00adta voi\u00adsin kaa\u00adpia sen naa\u00admaa\u00adni ja sit\u00adten sanoa itsel\u00adle\u00adni, ett\u00e4 ei sinul\u00adla ole n\u00e4l\u00adk\u00e4 kun sin\u00e4 s\u00f6it juu\u00adri puo\u00adli kiloa m\u00f6s\u00ads\u00f6\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Mut\u00adta kun min\u00e4 en halua sit\u00e4 m\u00f6s\u00ads\u00f6\u00e4, kun min\u00e4 haluan voh\u00adve\u00adlei\u00adta. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Ja toi\u00adsaal\u00adta taas sii\u00adt\u00e4 het\u00adkel\u00adli\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4 hyv\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4 olos\u00adta, jon\u00adka nii\u00adt\u00e4 sy\u00f6\u00addes\u00ads\u00e4\u00e4n kokee, saa mak\u00adsaa sen j\u00e4l\u00adkeen tule\u00adval\u00adla olol\u00adla, joka on kuin oli\u00adsi niel\u00adlyt tuu\u00adbil\u00adli\u00adsen C-pore\u00adtablet\u00adte\u00adja jot\u00adka nyt tur\u00adpoa\u00advat mahas\u00adsa, puhu\u00admat\u00adta\u00adkaan sii\u00adt\u00e4 vas\u00adten\u00admie\u00adli\u00adsyy\u00adden ja itsein\u00adhon tun\u00adtees\u00adta, jon\u00adka kokee taas kun ottaa pai\u00addan pois ja kat\u00adsoo alas. Oli\u00adsin\u00adpa edes puli-Mik\u00adko, niin ett\u00e4 sy\u00f6\u00admi\u00adsee\u00adni liit\u00adtyi\u00adsi se oksen\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen. Oksen\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen on kui\u00adten\u00adkin minul\u00adle niin suu\u00adri hir\u00advi\u00adtys, ett\u00e4 sen tahal\u00adli\u00adnen aiheut\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen on t\u00e4y\u00adsin k\u00e4si\u00adtys\u00adky\u00adky\u00adni ulko\u00adpuo\u00adlel\u00adla. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Kun V. Kono\u00adnen<\/strong> teki alku\u00adpe\u00adr\u00e4i\u00adset kono\u00adset, minus\u00adta tun\u00adtui, ett\u00e4 iso osa maa\u00adil\u00admaa\u00adni romah\u00adti kun jotain sel\u00adlais\u00adta n\u00e4y\u00adtet\u00adtiin suo\u00adra\u00adna l\u00e4he\u00adtyk\u00adse\u00adn\u00e4 tele\u00advi\u00adsios\u00adta. #<\/a><\/p>\n

\u00c4\u00e4li\u00f6i\u00adden rusi\u00adkoi\u00adtu\u00admi\u00adsel\u00adle min\u00e4 nau\u00adroin, viat\u00adto\u00admien sivul\u00adlis\u00adten kiusaa\u00admis\u00adta pahek\u00adsuin, mut\u00adta aina kun Jac\u00adkas\u00adsis\u00adsa alet\u00adtiin sy\u00f6\u00adm\u00e4\u00adpuu\u00adhiin, min\u00e4 vaih\u00addoin kana\u00advaa. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Kun selaan uusia blo\u00adge\u00adja, pid\u00e4n mui\u00adden ep\u00e4i\u00adlyt\u00adt\u00e4\u00advien asioi\u00adden (juo\u00admi\u00adnen, tupa\u00adkoi\u00admi\u00adnen, huo\u00adrin\u00adteot) ohel\u00adla eri\u00adtyi\u00adses\u00adti sil\u00adm\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 oksen\u00adnus\u00adpu\u00adhei\u00adta. Jos etusi\u00advul\u00adla t\u00f6r\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n yhteen\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n mai\u00adnin\u00adtaan juo\u00admi\u00adsen seu\u00adraus\u00adta ole\u00advas\u00adta oksen\u00adta\u00admi\u00adses\u00adta tai l\u00f6y\u00add\u00e4n edes ep\u00e4\u00adsuo\u00adria viit\u00adtei\u00adt\u00e4 sii\u00adt\u00e4 (puhei\u00adta kra\u00adpu\u00adlas\u00adta tai sen sijas\u00adta itse\u00adpe\u00adtos\u00adtar\u00adkoi\u00adtuk\u00adses\u00adsa k\u00e4y\u00adtet\u00adty\u00adj\u00e4 kie\u00adli\u00adku\u00advia), l\u00e4h\u00adden v\u00e4lit\u00adt\u00f6\u00adm\u00e4s\u00adti, ja kysei\u00adnen blo\u00adgi saa teh\u00add\u00e4 mel\u00adkoi\u00adsia kult\u00adtuu\u00adri\u00adte\u00adko\u00adja sen j\u00e4l\u00adkeen jot\u00adta saa minut anta\u00admaan sil\u00adle uuden mah\u00addol\u00adli\u00adsuu\u00adden. #<\/a><\/p>\n

T\u00e4m\u00e4 voi hyvin\u00adkin olla yksin\u00adker\u00adtai\u00adses\u00adti pelk\u00adk\u00e4 ehdol\u00adlis\u00adtu\u00adma, sil\u00adl\u00e4 useim\u00adpiin pahim\u00adpiin koke\u00admuk\u00adsiin el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4\u00adni on liit\u00adty\u00adnyt se, ett\u00e4 joku on samaan aikaan oksen\u00adta\u00adnut (yleen\u00ads\u00e4 alko\u00adho\u00adlin takia). Toi\u00adsaal\u00adta sii\u00adhen voi liit\u00adty\u00e4 joi\u00adtain psy\u00adko\u00adlo\u00adgi\u00adsia teki\u00adj\u00f6i\u00adt\u00e4, sil\u00adl\u00e4 oksen\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen on sy\u00f6\u00admi\u00adsel\u00adle vas\u00adtak\u00adkai\u00adnen tapah\u00adtu\u00adma, ja sy\u00f6\u00admi\u00adnen on, kuten jo moneen ker\u00adtaan on tul\u00adlut todet\u00adtua, vii\u00admei\u00adnen minul\u00adla vie\u00adl\u00e4 j\u00e4l\u00adjel\u00adl\u00e4 ole\u00adva mie\u00adli\u00adhy\u00adv\u00e4n tuot\u00adta\u00adja. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Ja tie\u00add\u00e4n, ett\u00e4 niin kau\u00adan, kuin kir\u00adjoi\u00adtan ana\u00adlyy\u00adsia, pys\u00adtyn pit\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n itse asian loi\u00adtol\u00adla mie\u00adles\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni, mut\u00adta heti, kun lope\u00adtan, jou\u00addun taas sen kans\u00adsa vas\u00adtak\u00adkain. Jos taas jat\u00adkan ana\u00adlyy\u00adsi\u00e4 niin kau\u00adan, ett\u00e4 v\u00e4sy\u00admyk\u00adse\u00adni riit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 nuk\u00adku\u00admaa\u00adnal\u00adka\u00admi\u00adseen, tun\u00adnen kuset\u00adta\u00adnee\u00adni itse\u00e4\u00adni ja jou\u00addun taas tun\u00adte\u00admaan itse\u00adni type\u00adr\u00e4k\u00adsi<\/a>, kos\u00adka olen teh\u00adnyt niin ilman mit\u00e4\u00e4n tar\u00adkoi\u00adtus\u00adta, ilman mit\u00e4\u00e4n p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4\u00adr\u00e4\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sil\u00adl\u00e4 sil\u00adl\u00e4, miten min\u00e4 voin, miten l\u00e4s\u00adki min\u00e4 olen, ei ole mit\u00e4\u00e4n v\u00e4li\u00e4, kos\u00adka ei ole en\u00e4\u00e4 ket\u00e4\u00e4n, jol\u00adle sil\u00adl\u00e4 oli\u00adsi v\u00e4li\u00e4, jon\u00adka v\u00e4lit\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adsel\u00adl\u00e4 oli\u00adsi minul\u00adle v\u00e4li\u00e4. Min\u00e4 tar\u00advin jon\u00adkun, jol\u00adle minun hyvin\u00advoin\u00adnil\u00adla\u00adni on mer\u00adki\u00adtys\u00adt\u00e4 samal\u00adla taval\u00adla kuin sil\u00adl\u00e4 oli mer\u00adki\u00adtys\u00adt\u00e4 \u00e4idille\/mummille sil\u00adloin, kun olin pie\u00adni. Sil\u00adl\u00e4 on var\u00admas\u00adti samal\u00adla taval\u00adla mer\u00adki\u00adtys\u00adt\u00e4 \u00e4idil\u00adle vie\u00adl\u00e4\u00adkin, mut\u00adta jos\u00adtain syys\u00adt\u00e4 \u00e4iti\u00e4 ei voi t\u00e4h\u00e4n yht\u00e4\u00adl\u00f6\u00f6n en\u00e4\u00e4 las\u00adkea. Eiv\u00e4t\u00adh\u00e4n pojat mene \u00e4itien kans\u00adsa nai\u00admi\u00adsiin, yht\u00e4 v\u00e4h\u00e4n kuin tyt\u00adt\u00e4\u00adret isien\u00ads\u00e4. \u201cSik\u00adsi mies j\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 is\u00e4n\u00ads\u00e4 ja \u00e4itin\u00ads\u00e4 ja liit\u00adtyy vai\u00admoon\u00adsa, niin ett\u00e4 he tule\u00advat yhdek\u00adsi lihak\u00adsi\u201d<\/a>. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Ja se on minus\u00adta kans\u00adsa t\u00e4yt\u00adt\u00e4 kuk\u00adkua, ett\u00e4 muka pit\u00e4i\u00adsi itse rakas\u00adtaa itse\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4n. Ei sit\u00e4 voi ihmi\u00adnen rakas\u00adtaa itse\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4n samal\u00adla taval\u00adla kuin tois\u00adta ihmis\u00adt\u00e4, kos\u00adka ihmi\u00adnen on itse itsel\u00adleen pelk\u00adk\u00e4 sub\u00adjek\u00adti yht\u00e4 van\u00adkas\u00adti kuin muut ovat pelk\u00adki\u00e4 objek\u00adte\u00adja. \u201cOlla itsel\u00adleen objek\u00adti\u201d on sis\u00e4i\u00adses\u00adti ris\u00adti\u00adrii\u00adtai\u00adnen lause. Minun sub\u00adjek\u00adtii\u00advi\u00adnen koke\u00admuk\u00adse\u00adni itses\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni<\/em> voi olla minul\u00adle objek\u00adti, mut\u00adta se ei ole sama asia kuin v\u00e4it\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4, ett\u00e4 min\u00e4<\/em> on minul\u00adle objek\u00adti. Olen lii\u00adan v\u00e4sy\u00adnyt yrit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4k\u00adse\u00adni miet\u00adti\u00e4, mik\u00e4 oli\u00adsi t\u00e4l\u00adle sym\u00admet\u00adri\u00adnen ilmi\u00f6. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Voi\u00addak\u00adse\u00adni sanoa rehel\u00adli\u00adses\u00adti, ett\u00e4 min\u00e4 on minul\u00adle objek\u00adti, minun koke\u00admuk\u00adse\u00adni itses\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni on se, jon\u00adka tuli\u00adsi olla objek\u00adtii\u00advi\u00adnen, mut\u00adta sit\u00e4 se ei voi kos\u00adkaan olla. Itse\u00adko\u00adke\u00admuk\u00adsen sub\u00adjek\u00adtii\u00advi\u00adsuut\u00adta ei ker\u00adta kaik\u00adki\u00adaan voi pyyh\u00adk\u00e4is\u00adt\u00e4 pois. Raja on yht\u00e4 lail\u00adla jyrk\u00adk\u00e4 mui\u00adden ihmis\u00adten objek\u00adtii\u00advi\u00adsuu\u00adden\u00adkin suh\u00adteen: ei ole ker\u00adta kaik\u00adki\u00adaan mah\u00addol\u00adlis\u00adta aset\u00adtua osak\u00adsi jon\u00adkun toi\u00adsen itse\u00adko\u00adke\u00admus\u00adta sub\u00adjek\u00adti\u00advii\u00adses\u00adti<\/em>. Empa\u00adtia on aina suun\u00adtau\u00adtu\u00adnut objek\u00adtiin, ja kos\u00adka min\u00e4 on minul\u00adle sub\u00adjek\u00adti, ei objek\u00adti, voin olla itse\u00e4\u00adni koh\u00adtaan vain ja ainoas\u00adtaan s\u00e4\u00e4\u00adli\u00adm\u00e4\u00adt\u00f6n. #<\/a><\/p>\n

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Kamp\u00adpai\u00adlen j\u00e4l\u00adleen voh\u00adve\u00adli\u00adhi\u00admon kans\u00adsa. Sik\u00adsi kir\u00adjoi\u00adtan pit\u00adk\u00e4s\u00adti ja sekavasti.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[2053],"class_list":["post-705","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat","tag-ravinto"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/705","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=705"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/705\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20103,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/705\/revisions\/20103"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=705"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=705"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=705"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}