{"id":907,"date":"2005-01-22T11:58:08","date_gmt":"2005-01-22T09:58:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/skm\/?p=907"},"modified":"2005-01-22T11:58:08","modified_gmt":"2005-01-22T09:58:08","slug":"pamela","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2005\/01\/22\/pamela\/","title":{"rendered":"Pamela"},"content":{"rendered":"

Oli huip\u00adpu\u00adtur\u00adval\u00adli\u00adnen van\u00adki\u00adla. Sel\u00adlit oli\u00advat isoh\u00adkon salin p\u00e4\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4, nii\u00adt\u00e4 oli kol\u00adme. Kes\u00adkim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adnen ja toi\u00adnen lai\u00adtim\u00admai\u00adsis\u00adta oli\u00advat yhtey\u00addes\u00ads\u00e4 toi\u00adsiin\u00adsa, kol\u00admas oli eris\u00adtet\u00adty muis\u00adta ja tyh\u00adj\u00e4. Kes\u00adkim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4 sel\u00adlis\u00ads\u00e4 asui useam\u00adpia van\u00adke\u00adja, ehk\u00e4 vii\u00adsi, lai\u00adtim\u00admai\u00adses\u00adsa v\u00e4hem\u00adm\u00e4n, ehk\u00e4 kak\u00adsi tai kol\u00adme. Kes\u00adkim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adsen sel\u00adlin asuk\u00adkei\u00adhin kuu\u00adlui my\u00f6s J.K. Sim\u00admons<\/a> eli Schil\u00adlin\u00adger<\/a>. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sit\u00adten van\u00adkien paris\u00adsa alkoi kohi\u00adna, kun var\u00adti\u00adjat toi\u00advat sis\u00e4\u00e4n van\u00adgin, joka sijoi\u00adtet\u00adtiin kol\u00adman\u00adteen sel\u00adliin. Kysees\u00ads\u00e4 oli j\u00e4r\u00adkyt\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n kokoi\u00adnen ja n\u00e4k\u00f6i\u00adnen hah\u00admo, van\u00adhah\u00adko mies, jos\u00adta n\u00e4ki jo kau\u00adas, ett\u00e4 t\u00e4m\u00e4 psy\u00adko\u00adpaat\u00adti jos kuka kuu\u00adlui t\u00e4h\u00e4n paik\u00adkaan. Saa\u00adtel\u00adtu\u00adaan ras\u00adkaas\u00adti kah\u00adli\u00adtun mie\u00adhen sel\u00adliin\u00ads\u00e4 (en muis\u00adta, avat\u00adtiin\u00adko kah\u00adleet vai kato\u00adsi\u00advat\u00adko ne vain omia aiko\u00adjaan my\u00f6\u00adhem\u00admin) var\u00adti\u00adjat pois\u00adtui\u00advat. T\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 vai\u00adhees\u00adsa mies oli muut\u00adtu\u00adnut nai\u00adsek\u00adsi, jos\u00adkin ainoas\u00adtaan nimel\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n ja mer\u00adki\u00adtyk\u00adsel\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n, h\u00e4nen ole\u00admuk\u00adsen\u00adsa ei muut\u00adtu\u00adnut. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Schil\u00adlin\u00adger alkoi heti h\u00e4r\u00adn\u00e4\u00adt\u00e4 t\u00e4t\u00e4 uut\u00adta van\u00adkia, joka oli nyt nimel\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n Pame\u00adla. Sel\u00adleis\u00ads\u00e4 ei ollut var\u00adsi\u00adnais\u00adta omaa kat\u00adtoa, vaan nii\u00adden yl\u00e4\u00adosas\u00adta oli peri\u00adaat\u00adtees\u00adsa vapaa p\u00e4\u00e4\u00adsy toi\u00adsiin\u00adsa. Pame\u00adla, joka ylsi kat\u00adso\u00admaan sei\u00adn\u00e4n yli suo\u00adraan vie\u00adrei\u00adseen, kes\u00adkim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adseen sel\u00adliin, mul\u00adkai\u00adsi Schil\u00adlin\u00adge\u00adri\u00e4 ker\u00adran niin vihai\u00adses\u00adti, ett\u00e4 t\u00e4m\u00e4 mel\u00adkein len\u00adsi sel\u00e4l\u00adleen pel\u00adk\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4 s\u00e4i\u00adk\u00e4h\u00addyk\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sit\u00adten Pame\u00adla, joka sii\u00adhen asti oli ollut ihan hil\u00adjaa mui\u00adden van\u00adkien h\u00e4lis\u00adtes\u00ads\u00e4 v\u00e4h\u00e4n koko ajan, rupe\u00adsi puhu\u00admaan Don\u00adnie Dar\u00adkon<\/a> aika\u00admat\u00adkus\u00adtus\u00adfi\u00adlo\u00adso\u00adfian<\/a> ter\u00admein mel\u00adkoi\u00adsen seka\u00advia jut\u00adtu\u00adja. Sen vakuu\u00addek\u00adsi kui\u00adten\u00adkin, ett\u00e4 tie\u00adsi, mis\u00adt\u00e4 puhui, Pame\u00adla tuli omas\u00adta sel\u00adlis\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n kes\u00adkim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adseen suo\u00adraan sei\u00adn\u00e4n l\u00e4pi kuin Spri\u00adte eli Var\u00adjo\u00adkis\u00adsa eli Kit\u00adty Pry\u00adde, eli siis kuin haa\u00admu. #<\/a><\/p>\n

T\u00e4m\u00e4 aiheut\u00adti luon\u00adnol\u00adli\u00adses\u00adti\u00adkin yleis\u00adt\u00e4 h\u00e4m\u00admen\u00adnys\u00adt\u00e4, ja var\u00adsin\u00adkin Schil\u00adlin\u00adger oli mel\u00adkoi\u00adsen j\u00e4r\u00adkyt\u00adty\u00adnyt. Sit\u00adten Pame\u00adla oli tun\u00adnis\u00adta\u00advi\u00adnaan jon\u00adkun toi\u00adsen lai\u00addan sel\u00adlin asu\u00adkeis\u00adta (joka tosia\u00adsias\u00adsa vain muis\u00adtut\u00adti kyseis\u00adt\u00e4 hen\u00adki\u00adl\u00f6\u00e4, eik\u00e4 tun\u00adte\u00adnut Pame\u00adlaa ennes\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n), sy\u00f6k\u00adsyi t\u00e4m\u00e4n kimp\u00adpuun ja alkoi pahoin\u00adpi\u00addel\u00adl\u00e4 h\u00e4n\u00adt\u00e4 jul\u00admas\u00adti. Noin puol\u00adta pie\u00adnem\u00adp\u00e4\u00adn\u00e4 t\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 tyy\u00adpil\u00adl\u00e4 ei ollut juu\u00adri\u00adkaan mit\u00e4\u00e4n mah\u00addol\u00adli\u00adsuuk\u00adsia, eik\u00e4 kukaan uskal\u00adta\u00adnut men\u00adn\u00e4 v\u00e4liin, kos\u00adka Pame\u00adla oli puo\u00adli met\u00adri\u00e4 pitem\u00adpi kuin seu\u00adraa\u00advak\u00adsi pisin\u00adkin van\u00adki. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Sit\u00adten joku var\u00adti\u00adja tuli sis\u00e4\u00e4n ja l\u00f6y\u00adsi t\u00e4m\u00e4n van\u00adgin mur\u00adjot\u00adtu\u00adna kuo\u00adli\u00adaak\u00adsi sel\u00adlin\u00ads\u00e4 wc-p\u00f6n\u00adt\u00f6s\u00adt\u00e4. T\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 vai\u00adhees\u00adsa kaik\u00adki alkoi men\u00adn\u00e4 p\u00e4in hel\u00advet\u00adti\u00e4 ja koko tun\u00adnel\u00adma muut\u00adtui aivan psy\u00adkoot\u00adti\u00adsek\u00adsi: sel\u00adli\u00adsa\u00adlin kaik\u00adki vesi\u00adjoh\u00addot oli\u00advat s\u00e4r\u00adky\u00adneet ja lat\u00adtial\u00adla lai\u00adneh\u00adti met\u00adrin ver\u00adran vet\u00adt\u00e4. J\u00e4r\u00adkyt\u00adty\u00adnee\u00adn\u00e4 var\u00adti\u00adja l\u00e4h\u00adti raa\u00adhaa\u00admaan toh\u00adjok\u00adsi mur\u00adjot\u00adtua van\u00adkia per\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4\u00e4n j\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4en sel\u00adlin oven auki, ja pit\u00adk\u00e4t, punai\u00adset veri\u00adva\u00adnat l\u00e4h\u00adti\u00adv\u00e4t van\u00adgin elot\u00adto\u00admas\u00adta ruu\u00admiis\u00adta veteen kie\u00admur\u00adte\u00adle\u00admaan kuin k\u00e4\u00e4r\u00admeet. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Van\u00adgit, joi\u00adden jou\u00adkos\u00adsa olin nyt itse\u00adkin, kar\u00adka\u00adsi\u00advat sel\u00adleis\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n ja hak\u00adka\u00adsi\u00advat var\u00adti\u00adjan. Van\u00adkien sivii\u00adli\u00advaat\u00adteet oli\u00advat nyt salin kes\u00adkel\u00adle ilmes\u00adty\u00adnees\u00ads\u00e4 puku\u00adhuo\u00adne\u00adlo\u00adke\u00adri\u00adkos\u00adsa ja joku van\u00adki sy\u00f6k\u00adsyi puke\u00admaan nii\u00adt\u00e4 p\u00e4\u00e4l\u00adleen, toi\u00adset rupe\u00adsi\u00advat suun\u00adni\u00adte\u00adle\u00admaan salin lai\u00addoil\u00adla ole\u00advien ikku\u00adnoi\u00adden s\u00e4r\u00adke\u00admis\u00adt\u00e4 p\u00e4\u00e4s\u00adt\u00e4k\u00adseen pake\u00adne\u00admaan ulos. Kaik\u00adki oli t\u00e4y\u00adsin kaoot\u00adtis\u00adta, vet\u00adt\u00e4 ja ver\u00adta oli joka puo\u00adlel\u00adla ja tie\u00adsin, ett\u00e4 t\u00e4t\u00e4 kes\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 vain v\u00e4h\u00e4n aikaa ennen kuin kapi\u00adna tal\u00adtu\u00adte\u00adtaan. Lis\u00e4\u00e4 var\u00adti\u00adjoi\u00adta sy\u00f6k\u00adsyi sis\u00e4\u00e4n ja joku van\u00adgeis\u00adta ammut\u00adtiin, mut\u00adta se ei vai\u00adkut\u00adta\u00adnut miten\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n mui\u00adden rie\u00adhu\u00admi\u00adseen. Tun\u00adnel\u00adma oli t\u00e4y\u00adsin sur\u00adre\u00adaa\u00adli\u00adnen, tapah\u00adtu\u00admat ete\u00adni\u00adv\u00e4t hidas\u00adtet\u00adtui\u00adna ja taus\u00adtal\u00adla soi Gary Jule\u00adsin Mad World<\/a> (sekin tie\u00adtys\u00adti Don\u00adnie Dar\u00adkon soundt\u00adrac\u00adkil\u00adta). #<\/a><\/p>\n

All around me are fami\u00adliar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and ear\u00adly for the dai\u00adly races
Going no whe\u00adre
Going no whe\u00adre
Their tears are fil\u00adling up their glas\u00adses
No expres\u00adsion
No expres\u00adsion
Hide my head I wan\u00adna drown my sor\u00adrow
No tomor\u00adrow
No tomor\u00adrow #<\/a><\/p>\n

And I find it kind of fun\u00adny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I\u2019m dying are the best I\u2019ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world #<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Oli huip\u00adpu\u00adtur\u00adval\u00adli\u00adnen van\u00adki\u00adla. Sel\u00adlit oli\u00advat isoh\u00adkon salin p\u00e4\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4, nii\u00adt\u00e4 oli kol\u00adme. Kes\u00adkim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adnen ja toi\u00adnen lai\u00adtim\u00admai\u00adsis\u00adta oli\u00advat yhtey\u00addes\u00ads\u00e4 toi\u00adsiin\u00adsa, kol\u00admas oli eris\u00adtet\u00adty muis\u00adta ja tyh\u00adj\u00e4. Kes\u00adkim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4 sel\u00adlis\u00ads\u00e4 asui useam\u00adpia van\u00adke\u00adja, ehk\u00e4 vii\u00adsi, lai\u00adtim\u00admai\u00adses\u00adsa v\u00e4hem\u00adm\u00e4n, ehk\u00e4 kak\u00adsi tai kol\u00adme. Kes\u00adkim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adsen sel\u00adlin asuk\u00adkei\u00adhin kuu\u00adlui my\u00f6s J.K. Sim\u00admons eli Schil\u00adlin\u00adger. # Sit\u00adten van\u00adkien paris\u00adsa alkoi kohi\u00adna, kun var\u00adti\u00adjat toi\u00advat sis\u00e4\u00e4n vangin, [\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-907","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/907","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=907"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/907\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=907"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=907"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=907"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}