{"id":9464,"date":"2009-09-04T19:43:04","date_gmt":"2009-09-04T16:43:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/?p=9464"},"modified":"2010-08-07T11:37:00","modified_gmt":"2010-08-07T08:37:00","slug":"beck","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2009\/09\/04\/beck\/","title":{"rendered":"Beck"},"content":{"rendered":"

Mei\u00adna\u00adsin pl\u00e4\u00adj\u00e4yt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 t\u00e4h\u00e4n Beck<\/a>-vas\u00adtauk\u00adse\u00adni, mut\u00adta sii\u00adn\u00e4\u00adkin per\u00adke\u00adleen teki\u00adj\u00e4\u00adnoi\u00adkeu\u00addet tule\u00advat eteen<\/a>. T\u00e4y\u00adtyy siis tyy\u00adty\u00e4 vain nos\u00adta\u00admaan t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 esiin muu\u00adta\u00admia koh\u00adtia esi\u00admerk\u00adkei\u00adn\u00e4 sii\u00adt\u00e4 miten n\u00e4m\u00e4 masen\u00adnus\u00adky\u00adse\u00adlyt ovat mones\u00adti type\u00adri\u00e4 kysy\u00admys\u00adte\u00adna\u00adset\u00adte\u00adlus\u00adsaan. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Ensin\u00adn\u00e4\u00adkin monis\u00adsa v\u00e4it\u00adt\u00e4\u00admis\u00adt\u00e4 ver\u00adra\u00adtaan nyky\u00adhet\u00adke\u00e4 ep\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4\u00adr\u00e4i\u00adseen tilan\u00adtee\u00adseen \u201cennen\u201d: #<\/a><\/p>\n

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  1. Asiat tuot\u00adta\u00advat minul\u00adle tyy\u00addy\u00adtys\u00adt\u00e4 kuten ennenkin.<\/li>\n
  2. En osaa naut\u00adtia asiois\u00adta samal\u00adla taval\u00adla kuin ennen.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<\/blockquote>\n

    Kos\u00adka ennen? Kuu\u00adkausi sit\u00adten? Vuo\u00adsi sit\u00adten? Vuo\u00adsia sit\u00adten? #<\/a><\/p>\n

    T\u00e4m\u00e4 ongel\u00adma joh\u00adtuu kai sii\u00adt\u00e4, ett\u00e4 kaa\u00adva\u00adke on suun\u00adni\u00adtel\u00adtu pikem\u00admin\u00adkin vas\u00adti\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n puh\u00adjen\u00adneen kuin vuo\u00adsi\u00adkausia jat\u00adku\u00adneen masen\u00adnuk\u00adsen diag\u00adno\u00adsoi\u00admi\u00adseen. Mie\u00adle\u00adni teki\u00adsi vas\u00adta\u00adta, ett\u00e4 \u201ckuten ennen\u00adkin\u201d, mis\u00ads\u00e4 \u201cennen\u201d viit\u00adtaa tilan\u00adtee\u00adseen vuo\u00adsia sit\u00adten, kun olin jo masen\u00adtu\u00adnut. #<\/a><\/p>\n

    Vaih\u00adtoeh\u00addois\u00adsa on toi\u00adnen\u00adkin ver\u00adtai\u00adlu\u00adkoh\u00adtei\u00adsiin liit\u00adty\u00adv\u00e4 ongel\u00adma: Beck pit\u00e4\u00e4 itses\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n\u00adsel\u00advyy\u00adte\u00adn\u00e4, ett\u00e4 arvot\u00adto\u00admuu\u00adden\u00adtun\u00adnet\u00adta koke\u00adva ihmi\u00adnen pit\u00e4\u00e4 itse\u00ad\u00e4\u00e4n mui\u00adta ihmi\u00adsi\u00e4<\/em> arvot\u00adto\u00admam\u00adpa\u00adna: #<\/a><\/p>\n

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    1. En pid\u00e4 itse\u00e4\u00adni arvottomana.<\/li>\n
    2. Tun\u00adnen ole\u00adva\u00adni v\u00e4hem\u00adm\u00e4n tar\u00adpeel\u00adli\u00adnen kuin aikaisemmin.<\/li>\n
    3. Olen arvot\u00adto\u00admam\u00adpi kuin muut ihmiset.<\/li>\n
    4. Tun\u00adnen ole\u00adva\u00adni aivan arvoton.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<\/blockquote>\n

      Min\u00e4 esi\u00admer\u00adkik\u00adsi en koe ole\u00adva\u00adni \u201carvot\u00adto\u00admam\u00adpi kuin muut ihmi\u00adset\u201d, vaik\u00adka pid\u00e4n\u00adkin itse\u00e4\u00adni arvot\u00adto\u00adma\u00adna: pid\u00e4n itse\u00e4\u00adni yht\u00e4<\/em> arvot\u00adto\u00adma\u00adna kuin muut ihmi\u00adset<\/em>. Toi\u00adsin sanoen te olet\u00adte kaik\u00adki sit\u00e4 samaa kuraa kuin min\u00e4\u00adkin. Valit\u00adsin vii\u00admei\u00adsen vaih\u00adtoeh\u00addon, vaik\u00adkei sek\u00e4\u00e4n t\u00e4y\u00adsin rehel\u00adli\u00adnen vas\u00adtaus ole, sil\u00adl\u00e4 en pid\u00e4 itse\u00e4\u00adni t\u00e4y\u00adsin<\/em> arvot\u00adto\u00adma\u00adna. Pidin kui\u00adten\u00adkin ehk\u00e4\u00adp\u00e4 tes\u00adtin pis\u00adteyt\u00adt\u00e4\u00adj\u00e4n kan\u00adnal\u00adta totuu\u00adden\u00admu\u00adkais\u00adta vas\u00adtaus\u00adta t\u00e4r\u00adke\u00e4m\u00adp\u00e4\u00adn\u00e4 pro\u00adtes\u00adtoi\u00adda sit\u00e4 mie\u00adles\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni vit\u00adtu\u00admai\u00adsen p\u00f6l\u00adj\u00e4\u00e4 pre\u00admis\u00adsi\u00e4 vas\u00adtaan, ett\u00e4 arvot\u00adto\u00admuu\u00adden\u00adtun\u00adtee\u00adni oli\u00adsi alem\u00admuu\u00adden\u00adtun\u00adnet\u00adta<\/em> suh\u00adtees\u00adsa mui\u00adhin ihmi\u00adsiin. Ei ole. #<\/a><\/p>\n

      Sit\u00e4 en edes halua aja\u00adtel\u00adla, mit\u00e4 pre\u00admis\u00adse\u00adj\u00e4 \u201cv\u00e4hem\u00adm\u00e4n tar\u00adpeel\u00adli\u00adnen\u201d -ilmai\u00adsun taak\u00adse k\u00e4t\u00adkey\u00adtyy. Onnek\u00adsi sii\u00adhen voi hak\u00adke\u00adroi\u00adda rehel\u00adli\u00adsen vas\u00adtauk\u00adsen ajat\u00adte\u00adle\u00admal\u00adla tar\u00adpeel\u00adli\u00adsuut\u00adta vaik\u00adka\u00adpa luon\u00adnon kan\u00adnal\u00adta (0 = 0), vaik\u00adka se tus\u00adkin on sit\u00e4 mit\u00e4 tes\u00adtin laa\u00adti\u00adja on tar\u00adkoit\u00adta\u00adnut. #<\/a><\/p>\n

      Vaih\u00adtoeh\u00addot on ase\u00adtel\u00adtu astei\u00adkol\u00adle neut\u00adraa\u00adlis\u00adta nega\u00adtii\u00advi\u00adsim\u00adpaan \u2014 posi\u00adtii\u00advi\u00adsia vaih\u00adtoeh\u00adto\u00adja ei ole. Esi\u00admer\u00adkik\u00adsi: #<\/a><\/p>\n

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      1. Olen yht\u00e4 ener\u00adgi\u00adnen kuin ennen\u00adkin. [Taas tuo \u201cennen\u201d!]<\/li>\n
      2. Minul\u00adla on v\u00e4hem\u00adm\u00e4n ener\u00adgi\u00adaa kuin ennen.<\/li>\n
      3. En jak\u00adsa teh\u00add\u00e4 paljoakaan.<\/li>\n
      4. En jak\u00adsa teh\u00add\u00e4 mit\u00e4\u00e4n.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<\/blockquote>\n

        Ent\u00e4\u00adp\u00e4, jos koen\u00adkin olo\u00adni aiem\u00adpaa ener\u00adgi\u00adsem\u00adm\u00e4k\u00adsi? Mik\u00e4 nois\u00adta vaih\u00adtoeh\u00addois\u00adta ei koh\u00addal\u00adla\u00adni oli\u00adsi valeh\u00adte\u00adlua? #<\/a><\/p>\n

        Sit\u00adten on n\u00e4i\u00adt\u00e4 kysy\u00admyk\u00adsi\u00e4, jois\u00adsa vas\u00adtaus\u00advaih\u00adtoeh\u00adto\u00adja on kak\u00adsin\u00adker\u00adtai\u00adnen m\u00e4\u00e4\u00adr\u00e4, jos\u00adta jo kuvit\u00adte\u00adli\u00adsi nir\u00adsoim\u00admal\u00adle\u00adkin vas\u00adtai\u00adli\u00adjal\u00adle sopi\u00advan vaih\u00adtoeh\u00addon l\u00f6y\u00adty\u00adv\u00e4n. Mut\u00adta\u2026 #<\/a><\/p>\n

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        1. Ruo\u00adka\u00adha\u00adlu\u00adni ei ole muuttunut.<\/li>\n
        2. \n
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          1. \nSy\u00f6n hie\u00adman v\u00e4hem\u00adm\u00e4n kuin ennen. <\/li>\n
          2. \nSy\u00f6n hie\u00adman enem\u00adm\u00e4n kuin ennen. <\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<\/li>\n
          3. \n
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            1. \nSy\u00f6n pal\u00adjon v\u00e4hem\u00adm\u00e4n kuin ennen. <\/li>\n
            2. \nSy\u00f6n pal\u00adjon enem\u00adm\u00e4n kuin ennen. <\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<\/li>\n
            3. \n
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              1. \nMinul\u00adla ei ole en\u00e4\u00e4 lain\u00adkaan ruokahalua. <\/li>\n
              2. \nHimoit\u00adsen ruo\u00adkaa jatkuvasti. <\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<\/blockquote>\n

                Ruo\u00adka\u00adha\u00adlu\u00adni on pie\u00adnen\u00adty\u00adnyt, mut\u00adtei tar\u00adpeek\u00adsi pal\u00adjon voi\u00addak\u00adse\u00adni sanoa, ettei sit\u00e4 ole lain\u00adkaan. Sy\u00f6n kui\u00adten\u00adkin samal\u00adla lail\u00adla kuin \u201cennen\u201d. Min\u00adk\u00e4 vaih\u00adtoeh\u00addon siis valit\u00adsen ollak\u00adse\u00adni rehel\u00adli\u00adnen? #<\/a><\/p>\n

                Lopuk\u00adsi on liu\u00adta \u201ckyl\u00adl\u00e4\u201d tai \u201cei\u201d -v\u00e4it\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00e4, jot\u00adka t\u00e4y\u00adtyy ras\u00adtit\u00adtaa sen mukaan pit\u00e4\u00e4\u00adk\u00f6 v\u00e4it\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4 paik\u00adkaan\u00adsa minun koh\u00addal\u00adla\u00adni vai ei. Mik\u00adsi siis vaih\u00adtoeh\u00addot ovat \u201ckyl\u00adl\u00e4\u201d ja \u201cei\u201d eiv\u00e4t\u00adk\u00e4 \u201cpit\u00e4\u00e4 paik\u00adkan\u00adsa\u201d ja \u201cei pid\u00e4 paik\u00adkaan\u00adsa\u201d? Kuu\u00adlos\u00adtaa ehk\u00e4 nipo\u00adtuk\u00adsel\u00adta, mut\u00adta havain\u00adnol\u00adlis\u00adtan esi\u00admer\u00adkil\u00adl\u00e4 sit\u00e4 miten ongel\u00admal\u00adlis\u00adta t\u00e4l\u00adlai\u00adseen vas\u00adtaa\u00admi\u00adnen voi \u201ckyl\u00adl\u00e4\u201d- ja \u201cei\u201d-vaihtoehdoin olla: #<\/a><\/p>\n

                16. En kos\u00adkaan saa mit\u00e4 haluan, joten on tyh\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4 toi\u00advoa mit\u00e4\u00e4n. #<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

                Kyl\u00adl\u00e4 vai ei? #<\/a><\/p>\n

                Tuol\u00adlai\u00adsen virk\u00adkeen j\u00e4l\u00adkeen aina\u00adkin minun on vai\u00adkea en\u00e4\u00e4 muis\u00adtaa, mihin kysy\u00admyk\u00adseen oikeas\u00adti vas\u00adtaan vas\u00adta\u00adtes\u00adsa\u00adni \u201ckyl\u00adl\u00e4\u201d tai \u201cei\u201d. #<\/a><\/p>\n

                Ja ent\u00e4\u00adp\u00e4, jos olen sit\u00e4 miel\u00adt\u00e4 (niin kuin olen\u00adkin), ett\u00e4 on<\/em> tyh\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4 toi\u00advoa mit\u00e4\u00e4n, mut\u00adta en sik\u00adsi<\/em>, etten kos\u00adkaan saa mit\u00e4 haluan, vaan jos\u00adtain muus\u00adta syys\u00adt\u00e4? Vas\u00adtaan\u00adko kyl\u00adl\u00e4 vai ei? #<\/a><\/p>\n

                Sama ongel\u00adma kos\u00adkee t\u00e4t\u00e4\u00adkin v\u00e4it\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4: #<\/a><\/p>\n

                20. Yrit\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4 ei ole mit\u00e4\u00e4n miel\u00adt\u00e4, kos\u00adka en kui\u00adten\u00adkaan saa sit\u00e4 mit\u00e4 haluan. #<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

                Yrit\u00adt\u00e4\u00admi\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4 ei ole<\/em> mit\u00e4\u00e4n miel\u00adt\u00e4, mut\u00adta ei tuos\u00adta syys\u00adt\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

                3. Kun asiat mene\u00adv\u00e4t huo\u00adnos\u00adti, oloa\u00adni hel\u00adpot\u00adtaa tie\u00adto sii\u00adt\u00e4, ettei n\u00e4in voi jat\u00adkua ikui\u00adses\u00adti. #<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

                Kun asiat mene\u00adv\u00e4t oikein<\/em> huo\u00adnos\u00adti, oloa\u00adni saat\u00adtaa hel\u00adpot\u00adtaa aja\u00adtus kuo\u00adle\u00admas\u00adta eli sii\u00adt\u00e4, ettei n\u00e4in voi jat\u00adkua ikui\u00adses\u00adti. Mut\u00adta tar\u00adkoit\u00adtaa\u00adko kysy\u00adj\u00e4 ken\u00adties sit\u00adten\u00adkin ikui\u00adsuu\u00addel\u00adlaan t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 sit\u00e4, ett\u00e4 uskon, ett\u00e4 asiat k\u00e4\u00e4n\u00adty\u00adv\u00e4t parem\u00adpaan p\u00e4in vie\u00adl\u00e4 jos\u00adsain vai\u00adhees\u00adsa el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00adni sis\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4<\/em>? Sii\u00adt\u00e4 riip\u00adpuen minun pit\u00e4i\u00adsi vas\u00adta\u00adta joko kyl\u00adl\u00e4 tai ei, mut\u00adta enh\u00e4n min\u00e4 voi kysy\u00adj\u00e4n tar\u00adkoi\u00adtus\u00adta tie\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

                Kuten jo nois\u00adta aiem\u00admis\u00adta\u00adkin n\u00e4kyy, monet n\u00e4is\u00adt\u00e4 v\u00e4it\u00adt\u00e4\u00admis\u00adt\u00e4 nojaa\u00advat my\u00f6s vah\u00advas\u00adti tiet\u00adtyi\u00adhin ole\u00adtuk\u00adsiin vas\u00adtaa\u00adjan arvo\u00admaa\u00adil\u00admas\u00adta. Vas\u00adtaa\u00adjan ole\u00adte\u00adtaan esi\u00admer\u00adkik\u00adsi pit\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n joi\u00adtain asioi\u00adta t\u00e4r\u00adkei\u00adn\u00e4<\/em>, halua\u00advan<\/em> asioi\u00adta, ja tie\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n<\/em> mit\u00e4 tah\u00adtoo. #<\/a><\/p>\n

                5. Luo\u00adtan sii\u00adhen, ett\u00e4 minul\u00adla on tar\u00adpeek\u00adsi aikaa teh\u00add\u00e4 sit\u00e4 mit\u00e4 haluan. #<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

                Kun ei halua mit\u00e4\u00e4n, t:n arvo voi olla nol\u00adla ja sil\u00adti se riit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

                6. Uskon onnis\u00adtu\u00adva\u00adni sii\u00adn\u00e4, mit\u00e4 pid\u00e4n t\u00e4r\u00adke\u00e4\u00adn\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

                Uskon onnis\u00adtu\u00adva\u00adni mis\u00ads\u00e4<\/em>, ja mik\u00adsi pid\u00e4n t\u00e4r\u00adke\u00e4\u00adn\u00e4 sit\u00e4, ett\u00e4 uskon onnis\u00adtu\u00adva\u00adni sii\u00adn\u00e4? Ja jos yli\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4\u00adr\u00e4i\u00adnen pilk\u00adku sivuu\u00adte\u00adtaan: jos ei pid\u00e4 mit\u00e4\u00e4n t\u00e4r\u00adke\u00e4\u00adn\u00e4, kuin\u00adka voi esit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 min\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n\u00adlai\u00adsia ole\u00adtuk\u00adsia mis\u00ads\u00e4\u00e4n t\u00e4r\u00adke\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 onnis\u00adtu\u00admi\u00adses\u00adtaan? #<\/a><\/p>\n

                12. En usko saa\u00adva\u00adni sit\u00e4 mit\u00e4 todel\u00adla haluan. #<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

                Mit\u00e4 ihmet\u00adt\u00e4 t\u00e4h\u00e4n pit\u00e4i\u00adsi vas\u00adta\u00adta, jos ei todel\u00adla halua yht\u00e4\u00e4n mit\u00e4\u00e4n? #<\/a><\/p>\n

                Tai jos halu\u00adaa vain kuol\u00adla? #<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

                Mei\u00adna\u00adsin pl\u00e4\u00adj\u00e4yt\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 t\u00e4h\u00e4n Beck-vas\u00adtauk\u00adse\u00adni, mut\u00adta teki\u00adj\u00e4\u00adnoi\u00adkeu\u00addet tule\u00advat eteen. T\u00e4y\u00adtyy siis tyy\u00adty\u00e4 vain nos\u00adta\u00admaan t\u00e4s\u00ads\u00e4 esiin muu\u00adta\u00admia koh\u00adtia esi\u00admerk\u00adkei\u00adn\u00e4 sii\u00adt\u00e4 miten n\u00e4m\u00e4 masen\u00adnus\u00adky\u00adse\u00adlyt ovat mones\u00adti type\u00adri\u00e4 kysymystenasettelussaan.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[272,1485],"class_list":["post-9464","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat","tag-bdi","tag-masennus"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9464","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9464"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9464\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13714,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9464\/revisions\/13714"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9464"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9464"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9464"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}