{"id":947,"date":"2005-02-06T16:36:40","date_gmt":"2005-02-06T14:36:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mummila.net\/skm\/?p=947"},"modified":"2005-02-06T16:36:40","modified_gmt":"2005-02-06T14:36:40","slug":"worst-case-scenario","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/2005\/02\/06\/worst-case-scenario\/","title":{"rendered":"Worst case scenario"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Nalle\" Osin Foucault<\/a>\u2019n luke\u00admi\u00adsen my\u00f6\u00adt\u00e4\u00adkin minua on taas vii\u00adme p\u00e4i\u00advi\u00adn\u00e4 askar\u00adrut\u00adta\u00adnut, mik\u00e4 oli\u00adsi pahin kuvi\u00adtel\u00adta\u00advis\u00adsa ole\u00adva tapa kidut\u00adtaa jota\u00adku\u00adta. N\u00e4i\u00adhin poh\u00addin\u00adtoi\u00adhin vai\u00adkut\u00adti\u00advat toi\u00adsaal\u00adta my\u00f6s Kana\u00addan polii\u00adsin jul\u00adkai\u00adse\u00adma<\/a> kuva\u00adsar\u00adja<\/a>, jos\u00adsa ollut lap\u00adsen sek\u00adsu\u00adaa\u00adli\u00adnen hyv\u00e4k\u00adsi\u00adk\u00e4yt\u00adt\u00f6 oli digi\u00adtaa\u00adli\u00adses\u00adti pois\u00adtet\u00adtu ja puit\u00adteet tuo\u00adtiin n\u00e4in jul\u00adki\u00adsuu\u00adteen tun\u00adnis\u00adta\u00admis\u00adta var\u00adten (niin kuin vain muu\u00adta\u00adma p\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4 kuvien jul\u00adkai\u00adsun j\u00e4l\u00adkeen tapah\u00adtui\u00adkin<\/a>) ja eilen l\u00f6y\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00adni sivu<\/a>, jon\u00adka kuvauk\u00adses\u00adsa on minus\u00adta jotain huo\u00adles\u00adtut\u00adta\u00advaa. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Yleen\u00ads\u00e4 fan\u00adt\u00adasioin fyy\u00adsi\u00adses\u00adt\u00e4 kidu\u00adtuk\u00adses\u00adta, mut\u00adta t\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4 ker\u00adtaa mie\u00adles\u00ads\u00e4\u00adni on taas vaih\u00adteek\u00adsi hen\u00adki\u00adnen kidu\u00adtus. En usko, ett\u00e4 osaan riit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n hyvin aset\u00adtua mui\u00adden kuin omaan ase\u00admaa\u00adni, joten tyy\u00addyn kuvit\u00adte\u00adle\u00admaan tapo\u00adja kidut\u00adtaa kal\u00adtais\u00adta\u00adni, koh\u00adtuul\u00adli\u00adsel\u00adla empa\u00adtia\u00adky\u00advyl\u00adl\u00e4 varus\u00adtet\u00adtua mies\u00adhen\u00adki\u00adl\u00f6\u00e4. Itse asias\u00adsa empa\u00adtia\u00adky\u00adky tun\u00adtuu ole\u00advan edel\u00adly\u00adtys, sil\u00adl\u00e4 jos\u00adtain syys\u00adt\u00e4 en tun\u00adnu osaa\u00advan kuvi\u00adtel\u00adla mit\u00e4\u00e4n pahem\u00adpaa hen\u00adkis\u00adt\u00e4 kidu\u00adtus\u00adta kuin sel\u00adlai\u00adnen, joka nojaa empa\u00adti\u00adaan. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Kuvit\u00adte\u00adlen siis itse\u00adni kal\u00adtai\u00adsen mie\u00adhen, jol\u00adla on puo\u00adli\u00adso ja lap\u00adsi, siis kak\u00adsi ihmis\u00adt\u00e4, joi\u00adta rakas\u00adtan enem\u00adm\u00e4n kuin mit\u00e4\u00e4n muu\u00adta koko maa\u00adil\u00admas\u00adsa. Jos tar\u00adkoi\u00adtuk\u00adse\u00adna\u00adni on kidut\u00adtaa itse\u00e4\u00adni hen\u00adki\u00adses\u00adti, paras kei\u00adno sii\u00adhen oli\u00adsi ilman muu\u00adta n\u00e4i\u00adden, minul\u00adle rak\u00adkai\u00adden ihmis\u00adten kidut\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen fyy\u00adsi\u00adses\u00adti. Kos\u00adka en siis usko kyke\u00adne\u00adv\u00e4\u00adni aset\u00adtu\u00admaan mui\u00adden ase\u00admaan riit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n hyvin, en usko, ett\u00e4 rak\u00adkait\u00adte\u00adni hen\u00adki\u00adnen kidu\u00adtus oli\u00adsi yht\u00e4 teho\u00adkas\u00adta hen\u00adkis\u00adt\u00e4 kidu\u00adtus\u00adta minul\u00adle kuin oli\u00adsi hei\u00add\u00e4n fyy\u00adsi\u00adnen kidut\u00adta\u00admi\u00adsen\u00adsa, jon\u00adka tulok\u00adse\u00adna ole\u00adva k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00admys tuli\u00adsi var\u00admas\u00adti ilmais\u00adtuk\u00adsi riit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4n sel\u00adv\u00e4s\u00adti (huu\u00addoin ja elein), jot\u00adta se v\u00e4lit\u00adtyi\u00adsi my\u00f6s minul\u00adle. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Rais\u00adkaa\u00admi\u00adnen ja muu v\u00e4ki\u00adval\u00adta ennen tap\u00adpa\u00admis\u00adta kuu\u00adlui\u00adsi tie\u00adtys\u00adti ilman muu\u00adta asi\u00adaan, mut\u00adta mis\u00ads\u00e4 j\u00e4r\u00adjes\u00adtyk\u00adses\u00ads\u00e4 ja kum\u00admal\u00adle nii\u00adden suo\u00adrit\u00adta\u00admi\u00adnen oli\u00adsi minul\u00adle kaik\u00adkein tus\u00adkal\u00adli\u00adsin\u00adta kat\u00adsel\u00adta\u00advaa? Oli\u00adsi\u00adko tus\u00adkal\u00adli\u00adsem\u00adpaa n\u00e4h\u00add\u00e4 lap\u00adse\u00adni tuhoa\u00admi\u00adnen kuin vai\u00admo\u00adni tuhoa\u00admi\u00adnen? Oli\u00adsi\u00adko tus\u00adkal\u00adli\u00adsem\u00adpaa n\u00e4h\u00add\u00e4 \u00e4idin kat\u00adso\u00advan lap\u00adsen\u00adsa, vai n\u00e4h\u00add\u00e4 lap\u00adsen kat\u00adso\u00advan \u00e4itin\u00ads\u00e4 murs\u00adkaa\u00admis\u00adta? #<\/a><\/p>\n

Luu\u00adlen, ett\u00e4 lap\u00adse\u00adni kidut\u00adta\u00admi\u00adsen n\u00e4ke\u00admi\u00adnen oli\u00adsi minul\u00adle itsel\u00adle\u00adni pahem\u00adpaa kuin vai\u00admo\u00adni kidut\u00adta\u00admi\u00adsen n\u00e4ke\u00admi\u00adnen, ja toi\u00adsaal\u00adta taas minun oli\u00adsi var\u00admas\u00adti hel\u00adpom\u00adpi samais\u00adtua \u00e4idin kuin hen\u00adki\u00adseen k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00admyk\u00adseen lap\u00adsen olles\u00adsa kidu\u00adtet\u00adtu\u00adna kuin lap\u00adsen k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00admyk\u00adseen \u00e4idin olles\u00adsa kidu\u00adtet\u00adtu\u00adna. N\u00e4in sii\u00adt\u00e4\u00adkin huo\u00adli\u00admat\u00adta, ett\u00e4 lap\u00adsen hen\u00adki\u00adnen k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00admys oli\u00adsi ep\u00e4i\u00adle\u00adm\u00e4t\u00adt\u00e4 suu\u00adrem\u00adpi. Niin\u00adp\u00e4 lap\u00adse\u00adni fyy\u00adsi\u00adnen kidu\u00adtus oli\u00adsi minul\u00adle molem\u00admil\u00adta osin (sek\u00e4 h\u00e4nen ett\u00e4 \u00e4itin\u00ads\u00e4 puo\u00adles\u00adta) pahem\u00adpaa kat\u00adsot\u00adta\u00advaa kuin vai\u00admo\u00adni fyy\u00adsi\u00adnen kidu\u00adtus. #<\/a><\/p>\n

Ent\u00e4 sur\u00admaa\u00admi\u00adnen? Sii\u00adn\u00e4 suh\u00adteet ovat jos\u00adsain m\u00e4\u00e4\u00adrin p\u00e4in\u00advas\u00adtai\u00adset, sil\u00adl\u00e4 jos sur\u00admaa\u00admi\u00adnen ole\u00adte\u00adtaan kivut\u00adto\u00admak\u00adsi, v\u00e4lit\u00adt\u00f6\u00adm\u00e4k\u00adsi tapah\u00adtu\u00admak\u00adsi, jos\u00adsa vain riis\u00adte\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n uhrin hen\u00adki, se on n\u00e4h\u00add\u00e4k\u00adse\u00adni uhrin itsen\u00ads\u00e4 kan\u00adnal\u00adta hyv\u00e4 asia, mut\u00adta taas eloon\u00adj\u00e4\u00e4\u00adneen kan\u00adnal\u00adta k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00admys\u00adt\u00e4 tuot\u00adta\u00adva tapah\u00adtu\u00adma. Lis\u00e4k\u00adsi lap\u00adsen ja aikui\u00adsen k\u00e4si\u00adtyk\u00adset kuo\u00adle\u00admas\u00adta voi\u00advat poi\u00adke\u00adta toi\u00adsis\u00adtaan hyvin\u00adkin pal\u00adjon; sii\u00adn\u00e4, mis\u00ads\u00e4 aikui\u00adnen peri\u00adaat\u00adtees\u00adsa voi k\u00e4sit\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4 kuo\u00adle\u00adman ole\u00advan uhril\u00adle hel\u00adpo\u00adtus, lap\u00adsi ei ehk\u00e4 ymm\u00e4r\u00adr\u00e4, mis\u00adt\u00e4 on kysy\u00admys, ja pahim\u00admas\u00adsa tapauk\u00adses\u00adsa k\u00e4r\u00adsii aikui\u00adsen kuo\u00adle\u00admas\u00adta vie\u00adl\u00e4\u00adkin enem\u00adm\u00e4n kuin saman aikui\u00adsen kidu\u00adtuk\u00adsen kat\u00adse\u00adlus\u00adta. #<\/a><\/p>\n

\u00c4\u00e4rim\u00adm\u00e4i\u00adsen kidu\u00adtuk\u00adse\u00adni resep\u00adti vai\u00adkut\u00adtai\u00adsi n\u00e4in ollen muo\u00adtou\u00adtu\u00advan seu\u00adraa\u00advan\u00adlai\u00adsek\u00adsi: #<\/a><\/p>\n

    \n
  1. Kidu\u00adte\u00adtaan las\u00adta fyysisesti.<\/li>\n
  2. Kidu\u00adte\u00adtaan vai\u00admoa fyysisesti.<\/li>\n
  3. Sur\u00adma\u00adtaan vaimo.<\/li>\n
  4. Sur\u00adma\u00adtaan lapsi.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n

    Minus\u00adta on mie\u00adlen\u00adkiin\u00adtois\u00adta, ett\u00e4 t\u00e4m\u00e4 toi\u00admii niin\u00adkin, ett\u00e4 jos samo\u00adja ainek\u00adsia sekoit\u00adta\u00admal\u00adla pyri\u00adt\u00e4\u00e4n omal\u00adta kan\u00adnal\u00adta\u00adni mah\u00addol\u00adli\u00adsim\u00adman help\u00adpoon lop\u00adpu\u00adtu\u00adlok\u00adseen, se tapah\u00adtuu yksin\u00adker\u00adtai\u00adses\u00adti edel\u00adl\u00e4 ole\u00advaa j\u00e4r\u00adjes\u00adtys\u00adt\u00e4 k\u00e4\u00e4n\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4l\u00adl\u00e4; sil\u00adloin molem\u00admat uhrit s\u00e4\u00e4s\u00adty\u00adv\u00e4t fyy\u00adsi\u00adsel\u00adt\u00e4 kidu\u00adtuk\u00adsel\u00adta koko\u00adnaan ja vai\u00admo saa kans\u00adsa\u00adni todis\u00adtaa lap\u00adsen sur\u00admaa\u00admis\u00adta, mik\u00e4 on edel\u00adl\u00e4 k\u00e4sit\u00adte\u00adle\u00adm\u00e4\u00adni logii\u00adkan perus\u00adteel\u00adla kan\u00adnal\u00adta\u00adni parem\u00adpi vaih\u00adtoeh\u00adto kuin jos lap\u00adsi todis\u00adtaa \u00e4itin\u00ads\u00e4 sur\u00admaa. #<\/a><\/p>\n

    Koko t\u00e4m\u00e4n makaa\u00adbe\u00adrin poh\u00addin\u00adnan tar\u00adkoi\u00adtus on seu\u00adraa\u00adva kysy\u00admys: jos minua on kidu\u00adtet\u00adtu edel\u00adl\u00e4 kuva\u00adtul\u00adla taval\u00adla niin, ett\u00e4 ruu\u00admii\u00adni on yh\u00e4 kos\u00adke\u00adma\u00adton, mut\u00adta miel\u00adt\u00e4\u00adni on run\u00adnot\u00adtu niin pahoin kuin se yli\u00adp\u00e4\u00e4n\u00ads\u00e4 on mah\u00addol\u00adlis\u00adta, ja t\u00e4m\u00e4n j\u00e4l\u00adkeen minut yksin\u00adker\u00adtai\u00adses\u00adti vapau\u00adte\u00adtaan jat\u00adka\u00admaan el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4\u00adni<\/em> par\u00adhaak\u00adsi kat\u00adso\u00admal\u00adla\u00adni taval\u00adla, onko minun sel\u00adlai\u00adses\u00adsa tilan\u00adtees\u00adsa yli\u00adp\u00e4\u00e4n\u00ads\u00e4 mah\u00addol\u00adlis\u00adta niin sano\u00adtus\u00adti sel\u00adviy\u00adty\u00e4 koke\u00admuk\u00adses\u00adta\u00adni? Onko inhi\u00admil\u00adli\u00adsen psyy\u00adken puit\u00adteis\u00adsa miten\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n mah\u00addol\u00adlis\u00adta, ett\u00e4 sen j\u00e4l\u00adkeen pys\u00adtyi\u00adsin el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00e4n niin sano\u00adtus\u00adti nor\u00admaa\u00adlin, psyyk\u00adki\u00adses\u00adti ter\u00adveen ihmi\u00adsen el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4n, tur\u00advau\u00adtu\u00admat\u00adta uskon\u00adtoon tai mihin\u00adk\u00e4\u00e4n muu\u00adhun hok\u00adkus\u00adpok\u00adkuk\u00adseen<\/strong>? #<\/a><\/p>\n

    Jos\u00adkus aiko\u00adja sit\u00adten tuli tele\u00advi\u00adsios\u00adta hen\u00adki\u00adl\u00f6\u00adku\u00adva jos\u00adtain nai\u00adses\u00adta, joka oli koke\u00adnut lap\u00adse\u00adna mel\u00adko j\u00e4r\u00adkyt\u00adt\u00e4\u00adv\u00e4\u00e4 pahoin\u00adpi\u00adte\u00adly\u00e4, hyv\u00e4k\u00adsi\u00adk\u00e4yt\u00adt\u00f6\u00e4 ja ties mit\u00e4, ja vai\u00adkut\u00adti minus\u00adta sii\u00adhen n\u00e4h\u00adden aivan k\u00e4sit\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4t\u00adt\u00f6\u00adm\u00e4n sel\u00adv\u00e4\u00adj\u00e4r\u00adki\u00adsel\u00adt\u00e4, huo\u00adli\u00admat\u00adta usko\u00advai\u00adsuu\u00addes\u00adtaan. Min\u00e4 ihai\u00adlen sel\u00adlai\u00adsia ihmi\u00adsi\u00e4, mut\u00adta en varauk\u00adset\u00adto\u00admas\u00adti, sil\u00adl\u00e4 uskon\u00adto on aivan lii\u00adan help\u00adpo sel\u00adviy\u00adty\u00admis\u00adrat\u00adkai\u00adsu. Uskon\u00adto on tyy\u00adpil\u00adli\u00adses\u00adti sis\u00e4i\u00adses\u00adti ehe\u00e4 koko\u00adnai\u00adsuus, jos\u00adsa t\u00e4l\u00adlai\u00adnen, l\u00e4hes\u00adtul\u00adkoon mit\u00adtaa\u00adma\u00adton k\u00e4r\u00adsi\u00admys on otet\u00adtu huo\u00admioon<\/em>. Minun uskonn\u00ado\u00adton el\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4n\u00adkat\u00adso\u00admuk\u00adse\u00adni ei tun\u00adnu niin teke\u00adv\u00e4n, sil\u00adl\u00e4 ainut vas\u00adtaus, jon\u00adka voin edel\u00adl\u00e4 ole\u00advaan kysy\u00admyk\u00adseen antaa, tun\u00adtuu ole\u00advan: ei, se ei ole mah\u00addol\u00adlis\u00adta. Sel\u00adviy\u00adty\u00admi\u00adnen ei ole minul\u00adle mik\u00e4\u00e4n itsei\u00adsar\u00advo, johon tulee pyr\u00adki\u00e4 hin\u00adnal\u00adla mil\u00adl\u00e4 hyv\u00e4n\u00ads\u00e4. #<\/a><\/p>\n

    They say I\u2019m trip\u00adpin\u2019, the way you got my who\u00adle life flip\u00adpin\u2019
    They say I\u2019m losin\u2019 it, just can\u2019t seem to keep my grip, baby
    We all cry when we feel pain, when love is gone we\u2019\u00adre not the same
    It ain\u2019t a ques\u00adtion of brains<\/i>     #<\/a><\/p>\n

    Goldt\u00adrix pre\u00adsents Andrea Brown: \u201cIt\u2019s Love (Trip\u00adpin)\u201d<\/a> #<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

    Osin Foucault\u2019n luke\u00admi\u00adsen my\u00f6\u00adt\u00e4\u00adkin minua on taas vii\u00adme p\u00e4i\u00advi\u00adn\u00e4 askar\u00adrut\u00adta\u00adnut, mik\u00e4 oli\u00adsi pahin kuvi\u00adtel\u00adta\u00advis\u00adsa ole\u00adva tapa kidut\u00adtaa jota\u00adku\u00adta. N\u00e4i\u00adhin poh\u00addin\u00adtoi\u00adhin vai\u00adkut\u00adti\u00advat toi\u00adsaal\u00adta my\u00f6s Kana\u00addan polii\u00adsin jul\u00adkai\u00adse\u00adma kuva\u00adsar\u00adja, jos\u00adsa ollut lap\u00adsen sek\u00adsu\u00adaa\u00adli\u00adnen hyv\u00e4k\u00adsi\u00adk\u00e4yt\u00adt\u00f6 oli digi\u00adtaa\u00adli\u00adses\u00adti pois\u00adtet\u00adtu ja puit\u00adteet tuo\u00adtiin n\u00e4in jul\u00adki\u00adsuu\u00adteen tun\u00adnis\u00adta\u00admis\u00adta var\u00adten (niin kuin vain muu\u00adta\u00adma p\u00e4i\u00adv\u00e4 kuvien jul\u00adkai\u00adsun j\u00e4l\u00adkeen tapah\u00adtui\u00adkin) ja eilen l\u00f6y\u00adt\u00e4\u00adm\u00e4\u00adni sivu, [\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11444],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-947","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-merkinnat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/947","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=947"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/947\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=947"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=947"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mummila.net\/marginaali\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=947"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}