Do you actively seek such material?
You said you could get a kick out of hearing about a massacre, but do you, on the Internet I mean, actively seek such material? I’m sure you’re at least aware that there are entire communities devoted to all things death, murder and bloodshed.
Just to come clean, I do visit such sites sometimes, but it’s rare and I mostly just do it out of boredom or when otherwise in need of the jolt.