so they’ll wet their pants and then get very very angry when just being hit by pieces of plastic… xD

Okay, I lol’d, though I can all too easily see this being used against me at some point. x)

About physical violence: you sound pretty sure that it would quench your thirst for blood, but do you actually know that? I mean, have you ever experienced it first-hand? I’ve cultivated such desires myself sometimes, but as I’ve never actually encountered brutal violence in my life, let alone used it, it’s impossible for me to say whether what I’ve dreamt of would actually feel the way I’ve fantasized it to feel.